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Post by jcurio on Mar 4, 2019 6:55:46 GMT -6
We are about ready to move his furniture around his new room AGAIN. I’m afraid that I have made a monster 🙃. Lol. My input was to say that I didnt want his room looking like a “sparse” nursing home room. Don’t make the bed the center of the room. LOL. My mom is now determined to have a “sitting area” in this small, narrow, room.
My mom and I hanging out as normal this morning. It’s only one degree, so I asked a client if I could come later. Brrrrrrrrrr (Dad was up half the night so he is now “sleeping in”)
Luxuries
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 5, 2019 0:01:39 GMT -6
I hope he settles in well for his sake, yours and above all, your mom's. Some people just can't exist 'alone' ...that's what I call being apart from God
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Post by jcurio on Mar 6, 2019 6:41:51 GMT -6
(giggling)
APART from God
A PART from God.
(I would much rather sit here and converse with YOU, than go to work; today)
~sigh~ let’s bake waaay too many cookies and then take ‘em around to the neighbors with our aprons still on and flour on our faces
🤗😘
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Post by jcurio on Mar 6, 2019 16:24:37 GMT -6
CommON NOW...
Is your new “handle” REALLY
CHICK mate - Er ??
😲🤣🤣🤣😇
(I know, I know! )
BARE WITH ME, Cliff. You used to also be TOUCHED
(Or was that, ...... “touch’e” ??)
******* can you imagine me drunk ... tee hee ~
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Post by jcurio on Mar 6, 2019 16:26:33 GMT -6
Thinking about it..... 🤔🙄😆
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Post by jcurio on Mar 6, 2019 16:27:30 GMT -6
would prolly only need half a miller lite....
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 8, 2019 9:47:18 GMT -6
Groans very loudly. Shaking my head..eyeing Cliff and JC...yep gonna be one of THOSE years. I think making cookies is a great idea. I'd rather have a glass of wine tho instead of the Millers. I'm not fond of beer unless it's icy cold and 110 outside.
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Post by jcurio on Mar 9, 2019 8:49:26 GMT -6
I DID have a glass of wine about 2 weeks ago, and went to bed within an hour. Slept great!
I also like my beer ice cold (and not necessarily the Miller lite brand).
BRB
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 9, 2019 10:15:12 GMT -6
Ah...it worked for the vikings...hoisting my dainty glass of wine in your direction..hmm...east? south east? Well....that 'general' mental direction Sláinte!!!
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 9, 2019 10:23:42 GMT -6
Know my bizarre thoughts lately? Lucifer. Can you imagine how God must have felt over that situation? I know what it's like to lose a son and Lucifer was a favorite...had to be so very sad on a level we can't even touch base with. Granted Lucifer wouldn't want human pity that's for sure, he didn't seem to like us much but it's just not pity. Imagine having all that and still not being happy? A tiny bit like the big celebrities who spiral down into drugs and booze even though they have fan adoration, fortune..success. They commit suicide or overdose or mentally lose it in some other torturous way. What is it about humanity not allowing itself to be happy? At least for very long. No one else needs to punish us when we do such a fine job ourselves. Some strange restlessness built in that ever pines for a home we can't remember? I know...sometimes when I look up at the moon...or at some landscape or another...I feel a longing so sharp it's an ache. What the heck are we?
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Post by jcurio on Mar 11, 2019 5:06:20 GMT -6
What is it about humanity not allowing itself to be happy? At least for very long. No one else needs to punish us when we do such a fine job ourselves. Some strange restlessness built in that ever pines for a home we can't remember? I know...sometimes when I look up at the moon...or at some landscape or another...I feel a longing so sharp it's an ache. What the heck are we? Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/1418/who-simplistic-solutions-jc?page=105#ixzz5hrNnCsMF_______________________ ?? more easily influenced than we realize. BE STEADFAST. BE strong. And courageous. BE. human BEings.
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Post by jcurio on Mar 11, 2019 5:08:34 GMT -6
stead·fast /ˈstedˌfast/Submit adjective
resolutely or dutifully firm and unwavering. "steadfast loyalty" synonyms: loyal, faithful, committed, devoted, dedicated, dependable, reliable, steady, true, constant, staunch, trusty More ...... ___________________________
(when you can’t Be anything else)
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Post by jcurio on Mar 11, 2019 5:15:14 GMT -6
.... and no, being “steadfast” does not make a person old-fashioned, or weak.... or likened to the temperment of a dog......
It says nothing about other qualities that enhance it..... like creativity, love, upbringing, etc.
It can be made into a form of YOU.
(I like it because a person can be steadfast at any time. At activity, or at rest. Something to strive for.)
☺️
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Post by jcurio on Mar 11, 2019 5:17:48 GMT -6
The ONLY THING “unwavering” ?
I can only be human. Right now.
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 11, 2019 23:37:49 GMT -6
In a nutshell that's a really good synopsis. Being human is all I can be right now Not many choices there on the board are there? LOL
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Post by jcurio on Mar 12, 2019 8:46:18 GMT -6
😁
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Post by jcurio on Mar 21, 2019 8:59:43 GMT -6
I don’t want to believe in “them” any more (as if I have a choice 🙄).
A random thought. That some of you have already had; here and there. 😉
Like, “disclosure” could be happening, and I’m just going to sit in a chair by the window (something I saw in a movie?).
Ugh. Unbelievably tired right now. That’s it!
And a sinus infection and accompanying brain fog.
(Just so many other things I’m trying to think about right now).
So, I’m a bit absent..... 😆😲
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 21, 2019 22:25:09 GMT -6
Well...maybe that is one of the 'reasons' for them..and to those who have seen them. It's an eye opener. You don't see the world in exactly the same way. You LOOK...you seek...you basically hunt for what others don't see or can't or won't. You know something that a lot of people don't. Can't take it back. But I wonder if you'd be on this knowledge merry go round you're on...if it hadn't been for 'them'. I wouldn't most likely. Silly little tom boy farm girl...horses...overly strict father...aliens...LOL See how that all fits??? LMAO. Lonely kid...too responsible...huge imagination that got one hulluva booster shot.....meant to be..was..is..
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Post by jcurio on Mar 22, 2019 8:51:06 GMT -6
Well...maybe that is one of the 'reasons' for them..and to those who have seen them. It's an eye opener. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/1418/who-simplistic-solutions-jc?page=105#ixzz5iucm628l_______________________ One of the minor things we agree to disagree on 🙂. “They” still try to stay hidden so much. Even when/if those of us sense them around. Yes, it is an eye opener. But I don’t think that “they” keep showing up to keep us awake 😉. I think, that if “we” keep sensing “them”, and “they” realize that we ARE sensing them, we “all” just try to go with it 😆. (“they” expect their memory erasers to work on every one; every time).
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Post by jcurio on Mar 22, 2019 9:36:25 GMT -6
This is just where I am at right now.
That if you aren’t, say, Travis Walton, you can use a plausible deniability on yourself.
Even my thinking, that airplane pilots and such, see weird undeniable “stuff” all the time (especially with ground control NOT acknowledging radar anomalies), the pilots use some denial in their daily lives.
Or, these pilots find themselves saying to their co-pilots, “gee, there’s another one; I hope it stays away from us”.
UNTIL, there are more events acknowledged, of planes being “scooped right up” out of the sky. Which, why would humans acknowledge THAT?
I’ve been talking for years now, that in some forms, “they” can be hurt. “They” can be detected. So, “they” can be deterred (but not stopped?).
And no one is coming forward with the devices to “detect and deter”. 🙁
😴
(I had originally hoped that those gizmos that people try to detect ghosts with.... not just some Geiger counter; or compass...)
Hollywood wants us to hope that there are MIB around that are good guys. Good galactic peace keepers. Funny how that’s not how experiencers and abductees see the MIB. Isn’t it.
My big searches/research have stopped. Is that because I am working full time? IDK. Are “they” relieved that my curiosity is calmed down? IDK.
Because of my seeming indifference, is it easier for “them” to pass themselves off as fleeting shadows? IDK.
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Post by jcurio on Mar 23, 2019 11:00:28 GMT -6
If we accept for a moment that the encounter is true, what should we make of it? Are these apparent reptilian entities friendly and looking to make contact and have regular communication with humanity? Or might the incident be one of many that are ultimately a precursor of a future incident? One that might involve “larger numbers” upon their return?
(From “ufo insight . Com” - the Pier Zanfretti case) ____________
Thanks Swampy! 😁
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Can I be “drawn” back in to this phenomenon, on a lazy day off from working? 😲🤗 IDK.
Is it “easier” to look at, if it is less personal? IDK.
I think “It” became an obsession when it FELT more personal.
Ultimately, my search for answers was in finding a way to prevent “it” happening; I still stand by that.
It was intriguing to wonder if some of my personal experiences were “Good” (because I could find no reason).
All of this, has been said by me, on this thread; oh.... a time or two. 😊
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Post by jcurio on Mar 23, 2019 11:10:12 GMT -6
The Zanfretti case. Late 1970’s. Several encounters. Witnesses.
Nothing proven. And I have to admit that I’m not rushing to another room to watch the videos of his hypnotic sessions.....
I am not worried about my own “suggestibility” any more. 😄😌 YaY!
But will watching that trigger some of my half-conscious memories?
And if so, how will I relate those memories into my daily life? *********
Have Mr. Zanfretti ‘s abductions completely stopped?
Was he left with some personal insight or gift? (Things He May only share with close family... or a journal).
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Post by jcurio on Mar 23, 2019 13:26:39 GMT -6
Watching Zanfretti hypnotist session (on above listed web site).
I’m at 15:37. Taking a break 🙂.
Watching this, is very slow. Zanfretti has just said “I know that you need me”. A few minutes ago, he said “why? I did not go looking for you”.
((Think about all the people that DO go looking for them) ??
This is weird stuff. My true opinion. The opinion of me staying “stand-off ish”.
Vague interest ( on my part ). Just too much going on in my life right now with family problems ... etc. 🙁.
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 25, 2019 22:38:32 GMT -6
To be honest I haven't the slightest interest in 'them' anymore...something soothed that itch..broke the string...whatever...I just accept what was and go on. Best advice I've been given...something an angel was reported to say...I don't have 'time' I have now. So the past is gone...can't be influenced (or not yet and should most likely not ever be) the future is not yet may never be...we have now. Today this moment to do what we do with the best mind and effort we can...be aware of what is around us...be grateful and live...today. I like it. Simple. Like someone else who said...you are what you are...what else can you be?
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Post by paulette on Mar 27, 2019 13:59:25 GMT -6
Me either. Conspicuously absent from my dreams.
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Post by jcurio on Mar 28, 2019 9:48:28 GMT -6
And it’s a good thing.
“them” being absent from my dreams and my awake life.
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Post by jcurio on Mar 28, 2019 20:52:34 GMT -6
What I AM Doing, is still “working on myself” 😉.
Trying to change my own mind; ya know?
Here’s an example of what I am studying:
“ Attention Deficit Disorder - is characterized by inattention, disorganization, and difficulty completing tasks. Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder - consists of motor hyperactivity and impulsive behavior.
Spiritual Root: Generational Spirits of: ungodly order in home – passive male and dominant female; generational matriarchal control leading to double mindedness; generational confusion; generational rebellion; generational self-bitterness, self-hatred, self-rejection and guilt.
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Post by jcurio on Mar 28, 2019 20:56:26 GMT -6
Whether you believe in “generational spirits”, possible curses over your family, etc........
How many times have I mentioned FEELING like my family is under a curse??
(and remember; I think that I AM WAAAAAAY TOO INTOUCH with my feelings)
😇🙄🤗
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Post by jojustjo on Mar 28, 2019 23:38:31 GMT -6
Wellllllll...long pause. What I do see is that you find a lot of ways to either put yourself down, or convince yourself you're not nuts. You are NOT by the way by any means. I never see you give yourself credit for achievement and it IS important to 'own' yourself..like yourself.. You seem on a frantic mission to find 'something' but what? I know I am looking and not having a clue as to what I'm hunting......you kind of pick on yourself and well..I'm waiting to hear you say the good things about this person I like. You and Paulette have things in common...you're both struggling to help others...(her husband..your parents) ...you have the ability to keep yourselves busy and you're both very clever..smart ladies. I just am not sure you're very happy ones. Some phrase keeps popping up for me and when that happens it's usually a real question... "What DO you want?" I don't have a clue....really and I've been thinking about it. Son just got a job at the airport where daughter and I work...now I have both of them under my eye so to speak and that should make me delirious. Does give me a huge sense of relief..but...whine whine...what IS it I'm looking for??? All I can do is be thankful for what I have and wait So be it.
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Post by jcurio on Mar 29, 2019 8:19:36 GMT -6
What I do see is that you find a lot of ways to either put yourself down, or convince yourself you're not nuts. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/1418/who-simplistic-solutions-jc?page=105#ixzz5jZPZuy8k___________ True; that. But do you see the underbelly? I LOVE to LAUGH. Make others’ THINK. Make others’ LAUGH. 😁 STRIVE to find something “funny” every day. 😉😊 Life, and everything that comes with it; we get to CHOOSE our ATTITUDE. Conscious CHOICE. (And THEN feelings will follow).!
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