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Post by jcurio on Apr 21, 2019 7:41:04 GMT -6
Happy Easter everyone! ❤️
I hope it is a day of blessings for you all. ❤️
We moved my dad into a memory care facility this week, and will bring him home today for the day to hang out here with family. 🙂
I spent time with him at his new home (just him and I) yesterday. He remembered that my mom was not coming because she was getting ready for the party. 😊
He seems to be adjusting there, better than I had hoped.
My mom and I have already gotten to know some of the names of the residents and their families, and of course the staff.
(This facility has 30 something residents, with the capacity for 54.)
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Post by jojustjo on Apr 22, 2019 22:50:54 GMT -6
You are absolutely NOT crazy for being a sensitive.
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Post by jcurio on Apr 24, 2019 1:04:00 GMT -6
You are absolutely NOT crazy for being a sensitive. You are too kind. ❤️ And my mind goes back to your question: “Who are we?”
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Post by jcurio on Apr 24, 2019 1:12:34 GMT -6
Tonight, I was followed; AGAIN.
In my car. And I’m not overreacting here, or being paranoid, because it isn’t something that strikes fear.
I even looked on line for “reasons for a cop or undercover cop to follow”, and it makes perfect sense that the person was there, and close enough to check my plates.
They (if a police officer) may expect me to act nervous, and give them a reason to pull me over....
~sigh
But this only makes sense to me on the night time ones.
And right now I am too tired to explain the rest.
😟
Again, feeling like I’m doing some “full-circle-dance” (when I first moved here, I was pulled over several times....)
Good night
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Post by jcurio on Apr 27, 2019 12:36:18 GMT -6
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Post by lois on Apr 27, 2019 21:22:33 GMT -6
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Post by skywalker on Apr 27, 2019 22:31:59 GMT -6
Tonight, I was followed; AGAIN. In my car. And I’m not overreacting here, or being paranoid, because it isn’t something that strikes fear. I even looked on line for “reasons for a cop or undercover cop to follow”, and it makes perfect sense that the person was there, and close enough to check my plates. They (if a police officer) may expect me to act nervous, and give them a reason to pull me over.... ~sigh But this only makes sense to me on the night time ones. And right now I am too tired to explain the rest. 😟 Again, feeling like I’m doing some “full-circle-dance” (when I first moved here, I was pulled over several times....) Good night Why on earth would cops be pulling you over? I used to get pulled over a lot back when I was a street racer driving a hot rod on the streets but that was because I looked like a criminal. I don't get pulled over now. Why on earth would anybody pull you over?
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Post by jcurio on Apr 28, 2019 18:21:30 GMT -6
Uggh (Lois, I don’t mind you posting this here 😊)
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Post by jcurio on Apr 28, 2019 18:27:09 GMT -6
Tonight, I was followed; AGAIN. In my car. And I’m not overreacting here, or being paranoid, because it isn’t something that strikes fear. I even looked on line for “reasons for a cop or undercover cop to follow”, and it makes perfect sense that the person was there, and close enough to check my plates. They (if a police officer) may expect me to act nervous, and give them a reason to pull me over.... ~sigh But this only makes sense to me on the night time ones. And right now I am too tired to explain the rest. 😟 Again, feeling like I’m doing some “full-circle-dance” (when I first moved here, I was pulled over several times....) Good night Why on earth would cops be pulling you over? I used to get pulled over a lot back when I was a street racer driving a hot rod on the streets but that was because I looked like a criminal. I don't get pulled over now. Why on earth would anybody pull you over? Exactly. It’s very odd. I’ve had “instances” where I’m sitting in front of a clients house, in the street, in my car, parked correctly and minding my own business, and a police vehicle has pulled up along side. When I look at them, they pull away. I’m a law abiding citizen. When I feel a police officer looking at me, even while grocery shopping, I can look their way and smile, and get a smile back. ??
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Post by jojustjo on May 1, 2019 22:48:57 GMT -6
Bad cop karma?? You have to be some kind of an 'attractant' to things...and not just paranormal things. For some reason things are drawn to you more than to the average person so it wouldn't be surprising that alien things might find you fascinating too. Thing is..you feel it. I'm guessing some people are that way but don't know they are...and that's the difference. You know but don't know why and that would be really hard...and at times probably makes you feel you're going stir crazy. Careful someone might be inclined to want to study you.
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Post by jcurio on May 4, 2019 10:01:48 GMT -6
Bad cop karma?? You have to be some kind of an 'attractant' to things...and not just paranormal things. For some reason things are drawn to you more than to the average person so it wouldn't be surprising that alien things might find you fascinating too. Thing is..you feel it. I'm guessing some people are that way but don't know they are...and that's the difference. You know but don't know why and that would be really hard...and at times probably makes you feel you're going stir crazy. Careful someone might be inclined to want to study you. 🤣🤪 I have come to believe that “someone” IS, was, occasionally KNOWN, to “study me”. *************** Not related: 😉😂 You are right on the nose with the “bad cop” thought, Jo! I pray about things that “bother me”, and get pretty fast “relief” (but not necessarily answers!); as you know.... After a slightly beat-up RED old Mercedes Benz switched lanes after a stop sign to get directly behind me (he or she was sitting NEXT to me at a stop sign around 11:00 pm; no other traffic), I was SO tempted to do something stupid. Like what? Something stupid. This was a neighborhood (thus the many stop signs) and I had taken my “normal” shortcut through, off of a main drag, and as I go into the neighborhood I am going up hill, and eventually could “see” this RED CAR take a turn further up the road on the thorough fair, and SPEED, to make it to this particular stop sign about the same time as me. I’m cruising, speed limit winding up a road, and he is on a straightaway. 🙄. The only car lights coming up the road, and I can hear the particular engine sound .... ?? Unnerving. So that instance almost made me get a ticket. I went home (instead of driving to a public place or a police station) and prayed my frustration out 😊. A Mercedes Benz? And saw it the very next morning. Heard it’s engine as it drove by me in a school zone (passed me head-on) in that neighborhood. Did NOT try to look at who was driving. Smells like undercover. Didn’t know it was an older model Mercedes until that next morning..... because had just seen the front left corner panel (dented) at the stop sign the night before... and actually was “relieved” to see that most likely it IS A police; instead of, well, something worse. And that’s the thing..... with “bad” people, some of them LOVE to see you squirm.... I should be grateful. Lots of police in my burg, and we do have crime. I will be driving by the local police station on my way home late at night. 😊 People are SUPPOSED to be checking their car mirrors while driving. Maybe I just do this as a learned habit from learning to drive. ? So, “stalking” or license plate checking is pretty obvious! We talked about this on here before; the sudden presence of a car behind you, then you look again and it’s gone. And I have been pulled over by an unmarked here, since I moved here. No ticket. Broad daylight and this young guy leaves me and my daughter just sitting waiting for 10-15 minutes before he ever even comes up to my car. He comes to my window, I’m holding my DL, and he flashes a badge, tells me he doesn’t need that, and that my left back tire is low on air..... I know I talked about it on my thread here, because he also stated something very weird... Anyway, some unusual unmarked cars in this burg! Been waiting to see the Starsky and Hutch car! 😁
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Post by jcurio on May 4, 2019 10:09:28 GMT -6
To top it all off, my boss tells me she is “concerned” that I leave this particular client late at night. But I have another late night client (regularly) that doesn’t matter?
My normal weirdness. I get “signs” that I’m being psychic, and everyday people begin non chalantly confurming it..... God IS GOOD.
IF we are IN some sort of “computer simulation”, I would like to KNOW a few tricks. Someone IS paying attention. 🤗
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Post by jcurio on May 4, 2019 10:23:11 GMT -6
Gotta stay positive. ☺️😁
My dad’s “illness”, a confirmed (as much as possible) direct link between him being stationed in Guam during the Kor war. Me (and my siblings being born after that exposure).
Other close relatives being former employees of Boing, Cessness, Bendixtion, and honeypotwell, and I’m a good candidate fior,,,,,,,,, who knows?
The other day my mom told me a dream she had. Not so important that she dreamed. More important that she TOLD Me that she dreamed, and that the dream happened in real life later (albeit screwed up a bit; like mine).
I’m telling my only sister about it, and she says “so that’s where WE get it”.
WE? Huh?? I waited 2 days before I confronted her, that all this time, I have been put on “a spotlight” by my fam, her, etc., and SHE does it also? SHE has told my kids things about me, not with my permission, and, well?
It seems that back when we had regular land line phones, she always “knew” who was calling. She’s had a few dreams. Nothing much more than that.
Gee, do these “things” run in families?? 🙃
The few “alien-type” things she HAS experienced, she soon explains away.
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Post by jcurio on May 4, 2019 10:26:51 GMT -6
I have a “cold” right now.
Sounds weird to say, that the cold (head totally stopped up) has “cut me off” from the REAL World. But that’s how I put it.
Nothings’ bothering me but the head cold.
Gotta appreciate THAT, too.
😉🤗
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Post by jojustjo on May 4, 2019 22:56:03 GMT -6
Well a head cold can stop psychic abilities cold (pardon the pun). And yeah it does often run in families..we never talked about it..I'd never confide in one of my sisters..they spent so much time looking down their noses at me I'm surprised they didn't have nose bleeds...(me..non conformist). But my older sister was very close to my father and she did tell me sometime back that after his death she saw him once...and was very put out it was only once. I just figured he had other things to do besides listen to her wail. I'm in a mean mood...some days are like that. First off...cat escaped at 7 am and I ran all over this complex before catching the idiot. Then...dog peed on carpet...had to wash said rug....then dog was upset cat was in it's bed and started rooting around to move it..got tangled in cords..knocked a wax melt thingy over onto the carpet wall and himself. Fortunately it's not very hot and it's soft. Washed wall carpet and dog... didn't get to work because of said lunacy.....there just ARE days. Is what it is And the tide comes in and goes out...just IS. I did tell you about the couple of people who stopped, turned and stared at me with a really fixed glare not so long ago. That was a creepy feeling because that spidey sense said they knew me somehow or knew something in me. I can relate a little to what you go through...but yours are so much more intense. Still if it hasn't truly harmed you so far...I'm guessing it can't because of your relationship with God. I have and have had for so many years that strong relationship too..my need a lot more than his...but I KNOW it protects me and has my family for many years. A LOT of people want to know and understand the 'unseen' part of our world but there are lots of things to be worried about. Ouija boards can be reallllly dangerous if you don't have protection...lots of things can be...there ARE portals that are doors to other dimensions that are not so common or friendly. I think that is how we end up with things like the Mothman and the Jersey Devil. Stranded travelers? Think may be so. Keep your eyes open and a prayer handy
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 8:42:48 GMT -6
Definitely MUCH better to experience “trying” to have a “spiritual experience” by having sex, than by sacrificing blood. Yuck. THAT, is one of my head stopped up, head cold, brain-dead thoughts (jokes). Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/8260/scary-unexplained-paranormal-encounters#ixzz5n3pzBWpG____________________ Please, keep this in mind. That I AM NOT IN MY RIGHT MIND. Jo, you FEEL IT. That’s why you are taking extra care to remind me to pray; talking about “how I MUST have protection”, since I haven’t been harmed. ?. Havent been harmed? Ha! Why, oh why, would I have to have sex with a stranger, or kill one of God’s creatures to draw blood, to have a Spiritual Experience?? And there’s the rub. Something is VERY WRONG here (these experiences I have/ the recent “fairy dream”).
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 8:57:04 GMT -6
You (not you, Jo 😊) may not “SEE” it; at first.
That there’s something wrong, that there is something grotesque, about this macabre “dance” that you are invited into.
You tell yourself “it’s just a dream”. And some of the “dreams” are more than pleasant.
“They” don’t FEEL “un-Holy”.
“They” are beautiful. Quite. Ethereal. Magical. Eventually a “glow” that is often called, “un-Earthly”. Hmmmmmmm.
You begin To Be Drawn to this “glow”. Like a moth to the flame.
(And thank Goodness, You have those “little sayings/warnings” coming up in your thoughts every now and then!)
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 9:14:16 GMT -6
Like a moth to the flame.
(Other examples coming to mind, yet? IS THIS, where you DON’T, let your mind wander? Telling yourself that THESE ARE childhood fears to be overcome?)
Pity the poor human (not!!).
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 9:31:58 GMT -6
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 9:34:25 GMT -6
Ah.... fairies, lephrachans, etc. are often associated with gold, pots of luck, etc. etc.; ya know. 😉
🙄
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 20:05:55 GMT -6
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 20:26:36 GMT -6
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Post by jcurio on May 5, 2019 23:03:58 GMT -6
After a moment, she too began to run. However, she ran in the same direction as the creature, almost “neck and neck” with it. The two dogs followed, remaining just behind her heels. This would continue for a distance equivalent to “several city blocks”. The entire time she would keep her sights on the creature. Then, out of nowhere, a “tunnel” appeared out of the “densely growing vines”. She would state to Mouton Howe that: …he darted right into it and disappeared! She would continue that as soon as it vanished a “wall of stench” of a combination of sulphuric acid and formaldehyde. In fact, the intensity was so bad that it “burned the lining” of her nose. Although she couldn’t explain why, she “knew instantly that there were others” inside the tunnel. What’s more, there was: …a lot of them (and) I knew they were waiting for me to follow…! It was then she would stop dead and turn around. And run. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/2217/alien-encounter?page=3#ixzz5n7IlwNqJ_________________ She KNEW they were waiting for me to follow (and sensing a lot of them) ***************** She “escaped” at this point. I wish that this lady would talk more about her situation. And how many times similar things have happened in her life. I’m not trying to “glamorize” any of these experiences. “They” do that quite well for themselves (thank you very much). I, obviously “escape” also. Though at most times, it SEEMS to be a casual “leaving”, on my part; only to return to “them” again in some “dream”. And that is what’s so frightening about “this type of encounter”. I’m either made to believe that I am a part of “them”, such as kin (in the more glorious, fantastical versions), OR, I KNOW, simply, that I am dealing with something entirely WRONG; no matter how “nice” the situation seems. More, another time. I’ve got lots to say on this subject. Unfortunately. Fortunately, I am beyond convincing that I am one of “them”. Why “they” seem to want me so badly, isn’t any different than how “they” tend to make others FEEL. I can’t help “them”.
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Post by jcurio on May 10, 2019 5:17:46 GMT -6
Know my bizarre thoughts lately? Lucifer. Can you imagine how God must have felt over that situation? I know what it's like to lose a son and Lucifer was a favorite...had to be so very sad on a level we can't even touch base with. Granted Lucifer wouldn't want human pity that's for sure, he didn't seem to like us much but it's just not pity. Imagine having all that and still not being happy? A tiny bit like the big celebrities who spiral down into drugs and booze even though they have fan adoration, fortune..success. They commit suicide or overdose or mentally lose it in some other torturous way. What is it about humanity not allowing itself to be happy? At least for very long. No one else needs to punish us when we do such a fine job ourselves. Some strange restlessness built in that ever pines for a home we can't remember? I know...sometimes when I look up at the moon...or at some landscape or another...I feel a longing so sharp it's an ache. What the heck are we? The subject of “Lucifer”. I think that getting our pity is one of his many tactics. No, we shouldn’t pity him. Or try to understand what happened in his situation. We might try to “pity” a spoiled human CHILD. And try to think about what can be done differently to change that same child into a grateful human child. There are (thankfully) possibilities. We know our Lord grieves. And we have an idea what grief is. The “devil” crying because he didn’t get his way? Or was spanked? Pitying someone or “some thing” crying in this fashion, is a recipe for disaster. I used to wonder, if after all this time, the “devil”, or some of his minions, could change their “minds” and decide to worship God. Obey God. I imagine that they could have a change of “heart”. But wanting, desiring, to be “worshipped” also, as you are, or wanting to attain some status so that other “beings” will notice how great you are? I’m simplifying. But theres’ the root that we as humans can comprehend. Looking at other “Beings” as being equal, or even “better” than ones’ self, sounds really backwards, doesn’t it?
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Post by jcurio on May 10, 2019 5:28:02 GMT -6
I can see THIS: the “devil” developing some attitude of, “I’m just the door mat”, . . .
“I’m right here next to God, and Beings wipe their feet on me JUST TO GET NEARER TO GOD”
How did this “thought” creep in??
They say he was beautiful. One of Gods’ most glorious creations. Pipes that made glorious music were a part of his body. Precious, rare stones, that reflected God’s light, a part of his adornment....
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Post by jcurio on May 10, 2019 5:43:01 GMT -6
Somehow, I want to make people understand what happened to him (Lucifer). And to avoid these type of self-serving thoughts; no matter what.
Across the spectrum of “thinking Beings”, we KNOW that ultimately these thoughts corrupt.
WE, are lead to believe, that we humans, can have these type of thoughts, act them out, and then repent. That our “corrupted” bodies can be made “new” again. How?
And can the devil choose to do this? Why not? Is there such a thing as the “hardening of the heart” to be beyond “saving”?
And my heart and mind grows weary of discussing this. Weary of discussing the “salvation” of the devil.
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Post by jojustjo on May 10, 2019 10:01:26 GMT -6
I'm not sure I can agree with all of that. We are supposed to question...to think and to wonder....then ultimately hold onto faith when there just are no answers. Faith is literally belief with no proof...other than the depth of our own feelings/heart. I always wonder about things like Lucifer...what went wrong...why he felt as he did...and inevitably the price he paid...but I also wonder about the emotions of God. We are created in his image so he must have all of the same emotions..just off the scale we can fathom. And who do you tell your troubles too if you're God? I know it's ok to wonder. And I wonder about the holy men...priests/ministers/guru's etc who 'know' they have the right answers and the right to counsel others. Do they? Do they have any more answers than the ones we can find in ourselves if we only look? This is the way of mankind. We'll follow anyone who we think has the 'answers'. Those in Jamestown did...Heaven's gate...every religion out there.
If we are without sympathy, pity, empathy for all others (including the lowly snail stomped on) how evolved are we really? We are given this life to learn, to grow to evolve...and most of us are just going through the motions of existence. Oh I did a great thing today...helped so and so take a bath....stayed on my diet....got my chores done. Day in and day out. What did we do for the heart and soul...for the mind. If I ponder the sins of the devil with some sort of compassion...then it's God given compassion not something placed there by some evil essence. I come equipped with a wealth of compassion and the ability to see both sides of any argument. And then to realize...there isn't a darn thing I can do to help most situations. Now that's frustrating. Arguments erupt at work between my daughter and her boss...I try to explain his side only to raise her hackles even more. They are quite alike in ways she'd kill me for saying. I don't think that's psychic...but that IS why I quit being a phone psychic. The compassion for the people..knowing they were spending their rent money coming to me for ANSWERS. We're all hunting those and believe it or not..no one has the answers...only opinions. I can see parts of a person's path not what they're going to do when given choices...that's the whole free will thingy. Which I don't agree with either. I've said this before...if I pick up a gun and shoot my neighbor..that was my own free will to do that regardless of any punishment for it. Was it her free will to be shot that day? Doubtful...so what happened to her free will? Was it to open the door and let me in? Sketchy at best.
We say glib things like 'the devil made me do it' ...did he? Did we choose to act then find a scapegoat in evil personified? I think what we don't do as humans is take responsibility for those actions a great deal of the time. It was the aliens...the devil...my husband...my wife...I stole the money to feed my kids...were there other options? Of course.
Off my soap box now. Happy day all.
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Post by jcurio on May 10, 2019 12:17:54 GMT -6
I have no idea what you are disagreeing with. It sounds like we are on the same page..... 👍🏻🤗
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Post by jcurio on May 10, 2019 12:38:13 GMT -6
And I wonder about the holy men...priests/ministers/guru's etc who 'know' they have the right answers and the right to counsel others. Do they? Do they have any more answers than the ones we can find in ourselves if we only look? This is the way of mankind. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/1418/who-simplistic-solutions-jc?page=106#ixzz5nXzJuUVG_________________ What GIVES them the “right” to counsel? Some degree that they got in schooling developed by man? I think we have lost, among many things, exactly what words were to mean. When I say the word “elder”, what does that make you envision? Are most people past looking at what years of experience has to say? Or are there people like young David (of the Bible), a simple sheep herder, that called (and had faith) on his God to be with him to slay a giant? Why does someone decide to try to be a priest, or a guru, or a psychologist? When we start talking about the RIGHT to do anything, that’s where things start getting prideful. We have the RIGHT to live. We are created Beings. And that’s why some people went to the effort to write down those RIGHTS in something like the Constitution. We know what it takes to live (air, water, food) but we don’t know where some peoples’ pursuit Of happiness takes them....... ************** Maybe, the part we are disagreeing on, is whether Lucifer USES pity, or not. Like I say, I question and wonder about a lot of things. I’m supposed to love my “enemy”. Pray MORE for those that seek to hurt my life (and the lives of others). I don’t have to have real compassion for an “enemy” to pray for them.
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Post by jojustjo on May 10, 2019 16:12:23 GMT -6
I actually have no enemies...and I really try hard to keep it so. I also figure it's never up to mankind to judge others that it's God's job. Education does make for a lot but I figure heart and common sense are so much a part of us also. One is learned the other felt. My parents didn't see fit to encourage my education...they were pretty busy with their own miseries. Left such things up to my own mind and God..not that they figured he'd figure into it. I didn't have a lot of formal religious education...wasn't told to read the bible... They did send me one summer to bible school and a few times to various churches on Sunday. Father then said...make up your own mind. Baptist (Southern) was a big part of his growing up and I don't think he liked it...never perpetuated it. So from what I gleaned I did make up my own mind...and felt my way through a lot of emotions. A lot of anger at God...then a lot of realization that it was him who raised and protected me...not them. I figure if he cared that much...he was the horse to back. We're alike...with a few differences...you and I but not many I think.
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