Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2011 16:05:44 GMT -6
Greetings,
Shortly after moving into an older home in Kimberly, British Columbia, Diana and I had started to meditate when immediately Diana began to feel a weakness in her hands like she couldn’t pick anything up, even being unable to hold her hands in the prayer position. Then she felt as though she received a big whack on them, to try and keep them down.
Dk: Focus on that feeling in your arms.
Di: It feels like I can’t use them, like they have been hit very hard. You can move them or pick anything up. It’s like the nerves going to the fingers are totally on edge. I have the feeling that it wasn’t the prayer position, I think this one always had their hands in their mouth or doing something with the face, possibly drooling, that sort of thing. This person had diminished mental abilities and the person who was in charge would hit the hands to try and stop the person from putting them up to the face. They thought it was causing the extra salivation. The condition was a light form of mongolism; I think they call it Downe Syndrome now.
Dk: As you are aware of these symptoms and are aware of the presence of that energy, if it had a name, what would it be?
Di: It’s feels like a male energy but I’m getting Monique.
Dk: Is Monique, your name?
Di: Yes. It’s been awhile since she has been able to communicate with anyone.
Dk: Greetings Monique, were you here before we moved into this house?
Di: Yes. It is hard for her to talk normally as she hasn’t been able to communicate properly.
Dk: Monique, I want you to use just your thoughts to communicate with us, ok? You only need to think of what you want to say, without using your voice; see if that will help you.
Di: She tried to do that with people before, but it was only children she could do it with.
Dk: We understand, try it with us and see if it will work.
Di: She can, it’s nicer than speaking with her voice.
Dk: I bet you can communicate in pictures also.
Di: Yes, sometimes, I tried to talk, it was expected by; if you want to call them my keepers.
Dk: Guardians.
Di: They weren’t the guardians they were supposed to be.
Dk: They were dealing with their problems too.
Di: They were trying to get her to vocalize, make some sounds to express herself.
Dk: Quite often people become very uncomfortable when they see something they perceive as wrong with a person and try help them become more like them (normal.) It is their own fears that may be bothering them.
Di: They didn’t like the silence because they didn’t understand in that silence you can communicate as well as talking out loud. I’m getting, they didn’t have the understanding. They were cruel, but, they felt that was the way you’d train a dog or a bear, by hitting them to get them to do what you wanted, and they felt they could do that with me also. There’s a hurting on the back of the head here, trying to get it through her thick skull, was the expression used a lot.
Dk: You know, you are a very special soul to choose such an experience to assist those people understand.
Di: I don’t feel so special. I feel like I was rather an animal as other people viewed me. I wanted them to see me, but they never saw me, they never saw that I had a heart, which could be broken in two.
Dk: Tell me something, when you were quiet and alone, were you aware of any company that might have had?
Di: I was aware of something, but I thought it was my imagination, my wishing. It was as if, like my experience of being in the womb, there is a light on the outer perimeter, one cannot really see it. It was that type of indicating that something was not light, but the light came in, it was there. When you mentioned about locating the inner light (done in the prior session,) I felt you were wrong because the light was outside not inside.
Dk: And how do you feel now?
Di: I know now, that the light is inside also. I also know now, being in your presence, that I was not to know more than I knew; otherwise I would not have remained in the experience as long as I did.
Dk: After you left that experience, how did you feel about it?
Di: I didn’t feel the pain anymore.
Dk: What kept you here, you didn’t go on, and do you know why you stayed here.
Di: One of the emotions I had was anger, when you beat on a dog, it will finally turn upon the beater and I turned upon those that had beaten me so often.
Dk: How do you feel now?
Di: It was merely a response and it was bringing about an end that had to come about. Not only for me, for my keepers to realize what they were doing, but also their own weaknesses and short comings.
Dk: How do you feel about yourself now and what you have done?
Di: It was not bad and it was not good. It was an action to take me out of the misery that I was in; I couldn’t take any more of it. Like the dog beaten, finally turning on its attacker.
Dk: With this new understanding, do you forgive those who were doing this?
Di: Yes.
Dk: And now that light that was off in the distance, I’m going to ask for someone very special to come and assist you home now...
Di: There is a form of an elderly figure came... she was there when I was born and she’s her to help me return home. Perhaps my keepers tried to show me that I didn’t understand, they tried to teach me about the light of God. But, in that experience my understanding was limited.
Dk: And now, step into the light with the lady that came for you.
Sometimes and opportunity presents itself to assist those on the other-side to receive a new direction and we were glad to be of assistance to help.
Nil desperandum -- Omnia vincit amor
Derek
Shortly after moving into an older home in Kimberly, British Columbia, Diana and I had started to meditate when immediately Diana began to feel a weakness in her hands like she couldn’t pick anything up, even being unable to hold her hands in the prayer position. Then she felt as though she received a big whack on them, to try and keep them down.
Dk: Focus on that feeling in your arms.
Di: It feels like I can’t use them, like they have been hit very hard. You can move them or pick anything up. It’s like the nerves going to the fingers are totally on edge. I have the feeling that it wasn’t the prayer position, I think this one always had their hands in their mouth or doing something with the face, possibly drooling, that sort of thing. This person had diminished mental abilities and the person who was in charge would hit the hands to try and stop the person from putting them up to the face. They thought it was causing the extra salivation. The condition was a light form of mongolism; I think they call it Downe Syndrome now.
Dk: As you are aware of these symptoms and are aware of the presence of that energy, if it had a name, what would it be?
Di: It’s feels like a male energy but I’m getting Monique.
Dk: Is Monique, your name?
Di: Yes. It’s been awhile since she has been able to communicate with anyone.
Dk: Greetings Monique, were you here before we moved into this house?
Di: Yes. It is hard for her to talk normally as she hasn’t been able to communicate properly.
Dk: Monique, I want you to use just your thoughts to communicate with us, ok? You only need to think of what you want to say, without using your voice; see if that will help you.
Di: She tried to do that with people before, but it was only children she could do it with.
Dk: We understand, try it with us and see if it will work.
Di: She can, it’s nicer than speaking with her voice.
Dk: I bet you can communicate in pictures also.
Di: Yes, sometimes, I tried to talk, it was expected by; if you want to call them my keepers.
Dk: Guardians.
Di: They weren’t the guardians they were supposed to be.
Dk: They were dealing with their problems too.
Di: They were trying to get her to vocalize, make some sounds to express herself.
Dk: Quite often people become very uncomfortable when they see something they perceive as wrong with a person and try help them become more like them (normal.) It is their own fears that may be bothering them.
Di: They didn’t like the silence because they didn’t understand in that silence you can communicate as well as talking out loud. I’m getting, they didn’t have the understanding. They were cruel, but, they felt that was the way you’d train a dog or a bear, by hitting them to get them to do what you wanted, and they felt they could do that with me also. There’s a hurting on the back of the head here, trying to get it through her thick skull, was the expression used a lot.
Dk: You know, you are a very special soul to choose such an experience to assist those people understand.
Di: I don’t feel so special. I feel like I was rather an animal as other people viewed me. I wanted them to see me, but they never saw me, they never saw that I had a heart, which could be broken in two.
Dk: Tell me something, when you were quiet and alone, were you aware of any company that might have had?
Di: I was aware of something, but I thought it was my imagination, my wishing. It was as if, like my experience of being in the womb, there is a light on the outer perimeter, one cannot really see it. It was that type of indicating that something was not light, but the light came in, it was there. When you mentioned about locating the inner light (done in the prior session,) I felt you were wrong because the light was outside not inside.
Dk: And how do you feel now?
Di: I know now, that the light is inside also. I also know now, being in your presence, that I was not to know more than I knew; otherwise I would not have remained in the experience as long as I did.
Dk: After you left that experience, how did you feel about it?
Di: I didn’t feel the pain anymore.
Dk: What kept you here, you didn’t go on, and do you know why you stayed here.
Di: One of the emotions I had was anger, when you beat on a dog, it will finally turn upon the beater and I turned upon those that had beaten me so often.
Dk: How do you feel now?
Di: It was merely a response and it was bringing about an end that had to come about. Not only for me, for my keepers to realize what they were doing, but also their own weaknesses and short comings.
Dk: How do you feel about yourself now and what you have done?
Di: It was not bad and it was not good. It was an action to take me out of the misery that I was in; I couldn’t take any more of it. Like the dog beaten, finally turning on its attacker.
Dk: With this new understanding, do you forgive those who were doing this?
Di: Yes.
Dk: And now that light that was off in the distance, I’m going to ask for someone very special to come and assist you home now...
Di: There is a form of an elderly figure came... she was there when I was born and she’s her to help me return home. Perhaps my keepers tried to show me that I didn’t understand, they tried to teach me about the light of God. But, in that experience my understanding was limited.
Dk: And now, step into the light with the lady that came for you.
Sometimes and opportunity presents itself to assist those on the other-side to receive a new direction and we were glad to be of assistance to help.
Nil desperandum -- Omnia vincit amor
Derek