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May 10, 2013 10:56:10 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 10, 2013 10:56:10 GMT -6
Sky's little forum has become the stomping grounds of many wonderful and amazing people. I'm always so happy to see those coming back who were taking a sabbatical for awhile and found they missed it here. It has become a very unique little blip on the radar of the very unusual. ;D Things and people change...sometimes we don't even see it sneaking up on us, we wake up one morning and don't recognize ourselves LOL. I'm finding that to be true. I served my self imposed sentence of 'angst' regarding my abduction (s) and I am not a hair closer to understanding it than I was when it was eating me alive. Whoever or whatever they are...they are perfectly capable of figuring out what they are up to without my help. 'They' are just a bump in the road of my life and I figured something out along the way. They were keeping me from finding any kind of balance..they kept tipping the scales and will become obsessive if allowed. I woke up knowing I need to move forward...find a balance between the un-seen world and the familiar seen one. There are mysteries and miracles enough to keep my appetite whetted for eons to come. What's it to me if there are a billion inhabited planets (and I am very sure there are) if I'm a member of this one? Unless one knocks on my door and invites me for some interstellar cruise..why am I investing my mental energy into someone else's kitchen? Wasn't the idea that we make the best use of our lives 'here' since this is where we are? I didn't like them in the first place ;D I've been getting some persistent messages, hints and nudges for a month or so or longer..I'm not sure when I actually started listening. Not just about changes but about the need for personal changes..defining who and what we are and what we're doing with us. Are we asking for information from the universe? Not about aliens for pity sake..but for ourselves..our futures.. Why are some of us having some of the conversations we've been having? Deeper than normal..more emotional..drawing out more and more on a personal core...like something wrapping around and tugging and pulling..anyone else feeling that? Don't tell me you haven't Like some big hand beckoning..saying come on...come on..you can get here...reachhhhhhhhhhhhh. When conversations become THAT intense it is time to stop and re-evaluate an evaluation or two. We are going to be asked to take a leap. Some giant step into a more spiritual unknown..than an alien one. I'm never going to be the one to solve the 'alien agenda' Maybe they don't even have one and they're just plain nosy. Best advice..if you feel a pull...a tug...relax and let it move you forward. Follow your instincts and gut. If I'm here..then I am still following those intriguing conversations..they still mean something. If I am not..it's not because I don't treasure each and every one of you...I do...you are an amazing contribution to THIS planet...to this universe...and if I'm not here..somewhere I'll be missing you too.
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May 10, 2013 13:19:23 GMT -6
Post by skywalker on May 10, 2013 13:19:23 GMT -6
What's that mean? You aren't planning on leaving us are you Jo?
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May 10, 2013 13:48:40 GMT -6
Post by god on May 10, 2013 13:48:40 GMT -6
Jo, you may not remember it but we had that discussion several years ago.
me bless you ( ... and I know that you know what I mean)
GOD
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May 10, 2013 22:34:17 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 10, 2013 22:34:17 GMT -6
God..I remember all of our conversations..they're all stand outs. You have a special way of reminding me in the most surprising moments..that God does indeed have a voice. Your timing as usual..is flawless.
Eventually Sky..I'm sure we all will move on. I just sense change coming in my life and some people here are really sensitive to people just disappearing. Everyone here is dear to me in so many different ways..I just wanted to say that if I am gone for awhile ..I'm ok..just passing through and getting on with it..and I'll still be thinking of friends I've made here. Especially you my friend, you ARE the best.
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May 11, 2013 1:33:07 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 11, 2013 1:33:07 GMT -6
God..I remember all of our conversations..they're all stand outs. You have a special way of reminding me in the most surprising moments..that God does indeed have a voice. Your timing as usual..is flawless. Eventually Sky..I'm sure we all will move on. I just sense change coming in my life and some people here are really sensitive to people just disappearing. Everyone here is dear to me in so many different ways..I just wanted to say that if I am gone for awhile ..I'm ok..just passing through and getting on with it..and I'll still be thinking of friends I've made here. Especially you my friend, you ARE the best. ~sigh~
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May 11, 2013 1:41:36 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 11, 2013 1:41:36 GMT -6
Hugs Jo.
You are a friend to many of us here and mean a lot to this forum. Whether you realize it or not, you have made a huge difference for the better in my life and obviously many others. Even to the field of ufology itself.
Thank you ! I hope you stay.
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May 11, 2013 7:37:19 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 11, 2013 7:37:19 GMT -6
To everything there is a season, Jo. Changes are what brought me here to this forum. It amazes me how our lives change and how we change without ourselves realizing it until one day you wake up, like you said. I used to sadden me when people's paths would take them out of my life, but I've learned that this is a beautiful thing. "The only constant is change." We are all growing and learning, no matter how young or old we are. Sometimes down the road, our paths cross and sometimes not. I understand what you said in your post and if you leave, I wish you well. I have learned from you and I value your perspective. Life has a way of bringing things full circle...
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May 11, 2013 9:36:07 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 11, 2013 9:36:07 GMT -6
I don't really have a dream section...I don't have but about 3 a year I remember ..I'm gonna demand a refund on that one..but I've heard some of the most amazing dreams here. We talk about some of the worst times in our lives ..we trust each other with that. All of the fear..the nightmares..it's really no wonder everyone feels so close. We describe in hideous detail sometimes, how it's effected us...how it's changed us and our perspective of the universe around us. Ours is a bit larger than some. We can't help but be a little...altered by it and I think Karma really does bring us full circle..wouldn't it be amazing if the ending were the same as the beginning..the never ending story. You're changing too Lor..you almost feel 'brittle' to me lately..one poke and she shatters into a billion pieces: a Lorlei kaleidoscope Keep looking up there Cliff..maybe you'll see em coming
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May 11, 2013 12:01:36 GMT -6
Post by paulette on May 11, 2013 12:01:36 GMT -6
Jokelly - good wishes to you on your travels - but please feel free to check in with us and give us a story or two. I too have pulled back from the forum recently but am not ready to say I'm gone. I'm just doing something else right now. For awhile.
I tell trauma clients this all the time, For awhile it will be all you think about. Then one day you'll realize that you haven't thought it (until that moment). Then days will go by. You will probably never forget and if triggered or reminded by something it will return. But not with such raw overwhelming emotions. It will become - a life story. Many of us debriefed and moved through this process here. With the support of people here (that were also on earlier sites). I'm pretty clear that nothing is happening to me these days (Visitor wise). You'll be the first to know if that changes! Time goes on and nobody has conclusive proof (that they are allowed to keep by either Visitors or their own government).
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May 11, 2013 12:54:42 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 11, 2013 12:54:42 GMT -6
~hugz~ I was always daddy's little girl and he's gone now... I've essentially been told I am no longer welcome in my home because of my sister who is a control freak. If I say something to her children about their bad behavior it's the end of the world apparently and I deserve to be yelled at in front of the children... I just have a lot of adjusting to do... sorry if I've been distant and angry lately. My co-workers have been upset with me lately too because of my fragility... At least I have someplace to go now though... my boyfriend's house where I am right now... I'm going to miss you Jo. You have helped me in more ways than you know and I am much appreciative of the conversations we have had... but I know we all have to go through changes in our lives and do what we are called to do... ~hugz~ <3
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May 11, 2013 13:49:21 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 11, 2013 13:49:21 GMT -6
I knew something was up Lor..like I said..you feel very brittle to me...and that's not the Lorelei I know. I'm so sorry they're treating you that way. It may be that being away from the 'family' is necessary right now...moving you in different directions...I think this is just a first step for you. Nothing can change if it stays the same. I'm not on my way just yet..I just feel it's coming and letting people know I'm not running away from home because I'm upset with anyone LOL. Grrrr I just have this strong feeling of hanging on a cliff that's about to fall into an unfamiliar ocean..and it gets stronger by the day. I'll find myself checking my email like I'm expecting something..or I'll catch myself just listening..for something like a dog with it's ears up..whatever it is..had better show it's face..I'm waiting
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May 11, 2013 16:16:49 GMT -6
Post by plutronus on May 11, 2013 16:16:49 GMT -6
JoKelly, <<< Best advice..if you feel a pull...a tug...relax and let it move you forward. Follow your instincts and gut. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/in....1#ixzz2T1KWzn8K>>> Perhaps the most basic awareness those who are awakening must learn, is that of 'discernment', --how to discriminate between that little inner-voice which will **never** lead you into harms-way and that of the 'other' voices, impulses, and urges. There are schools that teach these things.... LVX, plutronus
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May 12, 2013 10:37:47 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 12, 2013 10:37:47 GMT -6
I woke up along time ago Plutronus..and while I'm clairaudient, I've never heard 'voices'.
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Post by bewildered on May 12, 2013 16:51:53 GMT -6
I understand, jo. Change is the only constant in our experience of life, and despite our best efforts to the contrary, it comes when it comes. I can only wish the best for you in this life that we all share. I will of course miss you terribly, and can only fume at the timing of it all. I just came back....hey! Ah, but one should never live their lives only for the sake of others. Our paths will cross again.
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May 12, 2013 21:09:45 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 12, 2013 21:09:45 GMT -6
I believe that too Bewildered
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May 13, 2013 13:36:34 GMT -6
Post by CitizenK on May 13, 2013 13:36:34 GMT -6
Jo, I understand exactly what you are saying here and you KNOW we will be here once you are finished with this section of your journey. Embrace what is speaking to you and listen to it carefully, it is meant just for you and you have been putting it aside a bit for awhile now. Allow it to speak to you and when you are finished listening (and questioning ) come back to us. I will greatly miss your contributions while you are on sabbatical, but I will also be comforted in knowing you are growing and blooming into the Universal Flower you were always meant to be! And that makes my heart sing and my face smile! I love you. May you trust your guides to never lead you wrong. And may God keep you . You are always in my heart and thoughts my dear friend, always. <3
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May 13, 2013 14:01:49 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 13, 2013 14:01:49 GMT -6
I'm not out the door just yet..but CK I knew you would understand. Love you and thank you.
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May 13, 2013 17:55:33 GMT -6
Post by swamprat on May 13, 2013 17:55:33 GMT -6
Each of us has our own journey through life. Above all else, we must be true to ourselves. As each of us leave this venue, whether temporarily or permanently, we leave a little wiser for having been here.
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May 13, 2013 19:57:57 GMT -6
Post by paulette on May 13, 2013 19:57:57 GMT -6
Well said Swampy.
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May 13, 2013 21:00:11 GMT -6
Post by auntym on May 13, 2013 21:00:11 GMT -6
Each of us has our own journey through life. Above all else, we must be true to ourselves. As each of us leave this venue, whether temporarily or permanently, we leave a little wiser for having been here.
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May 14, 2013 15:31:18 GMT -6
Post by lois on May 14, 2013 15:31:18 GMT -6
Each of us has our own journey through life. Above all else, we must be true to ourselves. As each of us leave this venue, whether temporarily or permanently, we leave a little wiser for having been here. Very true Paul.. I came here hoping someone would tell an experience that would shake my memory. But that has not happen. I have stayed as there was so many members I just adored right off. I understand Jo. We would miss you immensely.. Please do check in once and awhile. I thought Steve would never get here.. ;D
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