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Post by jcurio on Nov 7, 2022 7:32:09 GMT -6
Sorry that I haven’t been on here… I have been sick with seasonal allergies. My sinus’ so congested that it affects my thinking, etc.
I do appreciate your last answer, but as you said, I could get that answer by reading the book you have already written.
More, when I feel better…
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 9, 2022 21:16:07 GMT -6
Sorry to hear that you haven't been feeling well, hope you feel better soon.
Rather than me waiting for you to ask another question, maybe I could ask you (or anyone else still following this thread) a question:
In my book I write a lot more than I intended to write about my 'new house' in Vietnam where the Big Yin had already given names to all the various rooms in my house even before I had moved into it. I wrote about the 'strange room' that the Big Yin referred to as 'The Meeting Room', and I wrote about the day when the Big Yin asked me to go to 'The Meeting Room' then asked me to look out of the window where I saw a large red kite (kids toy, not the bird) flying directly above my garden with no one that I could see flying it. The Big Yin then asked me to go out on the balcony that led to 'The Meeting Room' (from where I could still see the red kite, but not any clearer than I could from the window). The Big Yin then asked me to look down, and when I did I saw what I can only describe as a 'tornado' of brilliantly coloured butterflies and dragon flies flying around in circles about 5 feet in diameter and stretching down in a column that went from a couple of inches below my balcony railing to just a few inches above the ground. After a few minutes of me watching that the butterflies and the dragon flies suddenly, and in unison' broke formation and flew off in different directions. When I asked the Big Yin what that was all about they just replied 'We thought you would find that interesting1' (which obviously I did), but the thing is I KNOW that the Big Yin never did anything for no reason!
Does that 'vision' mean ANYTHING to ANYONE? Should it have meant something special to me?
The reason that I suspect that I may be missing something is that a few years ago I was chatting with a friend I had met on line - nothing to do with my writing, but after a few months of chatting I began to chat about my book (my first book) and some of the stuff I had lived through back in 2004. At one point I related a story about the night that the Big Yin had asked me to go outside to my garden (even though it was about 11pm and totally dark outside), and when I went outside I was greeted by THE most amazing scene! I had a very nice garden (thanks to my gardener, with no help from me!), but that night my garden was stunningly beautiful! I had many different flowers, a few potted 'bushes' a few palm trees, an area of grass and a swimming pool in my garden, but that night the whole garden was illuminated like neon lights! All of the flowers, the trees, the bushes, the path, the walls and EVERYTHING else was just 'glowing'! The flowers and plants weren't just reflecting light as they always did, they were all emitting light - brilliant, flourescent, brightly coloured light, in colours like 'highlighter pens'! The whole garden looked mind-blowingly beautiful!
As soon as I described that 'vision' to my friend (who was Apache Indian by birth) she said, 'You've seen fox glow?'. I asked what 'fox glow is and she said, 'That is what Native American people call what you have just described!'. I then asked, 'So have you seen it?' and she said, 'Noooo, only the Shamen get to see that!'.
So, my question to everyone is...Does the butterfly/tornado thing mean anything to anyone? Should I understand what I was meant to think by 'all that'?
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Post by jcurio on Nov 12, 2022 20:08:34 GMT -6
So, my question to everyone is...Does the butterfly/tornado thing mean anything to anyone? Should I understand what I was meant to think by 'all that'? ____________________________________
Hi Scotsnomad. I’m still a little “loopy” from being on prednisone (so that I can breathe better), but I am willing to TRY to answer your question.
The first thing I would ask of you, though, is any answer that I give you should be able to be researched. The things I “KNOW” have been confirmed to me by invisible Beings. As you know, invisible Beings can only be proven subjectively? They can guide you to research, do favors for you, make your life (temporarily) very bad, etc., all without you having to believe in them. What happens when you believe in them?
I have seen pillars of what you describe. I have pictures of them, and the pillar looks like a cloud in the picture. I have seen these “pillars” in pictures of myself, at important times in my life.
So, the first thing I did, was to try and find information on the internet. I did not call these manifestations a “pillar”, but that seems to be the best way to describe it….. especially after I read (again) in the King James Bible, Old Testament, about how Moses and the children of Israel were guided out of the slavery of Egypt.
A pillar of fire by night; a pillar of cloud by day….
Does this pillar, always have to appear as an Earth element (fire, water vapor)? What does it represent?
If some were to “offer you training” as a shaman, what would you do?
How would you know, that whomever(s) were teaching you, cared for you or meant NO ILL WILL to your family, friends; the human race?
You have talked about other events in your life, that could be thought of as miraculous, coincidental, or hallucinatory. For what reason did these events happen?
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Post by jcurio on Nov 12, 2022 20:31:44 GMT -6
As cool as your experience was, or is, with this Being who says that its kind are able to “snatch people away at the moment of death”, I don’t quite like the idea of them bringing your dad around to say “hi” the way that they did.
Where is your dad when he is not visiting you? Is he in Heaven? Or the place of Purgatory? Or is he suspended somewhere in a tube for safe-keeping?
Don’t get me wrong; the experience with your dad after he has died could be entirely real….
Why would your dad want to be snatched at the point of death, if it was always intended for you to see him again in the afterlife? _______________________________
These are the kind of questions where “suddenly” I have found myself forbidden to research any further.
I may experience a “mind-wipe” (much like the one shown done by a flashing instrument in the men in bl hollowood movies.)
How much of your memory is intact?
IDK, maybe it’s time to approach these subjects without fear.
Afterall, we seem to have pillars of the Angel of God with us? ____________________
You and I, we have quite a few of the same “symptoms”. I believe that you also have distinct memories from early childhood?
One of my distinct memories from childhood is seeing people “frozen”; suspended in the air; each one holding a balloon. (This and other things are detailed in my personal blog on here. It wasn’t until I got older that I was able to realize that these balloons for IV bags attached to each person). My life has been filled with dreams of horror.
Without nightmares? I would say that my life has been filled with blessings….
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 13, 2022 0:07:16 GMT -6
As cool as your experience was, or is, with this Being who says that its kind are able to “snatch people away at the moment of death”, I don’t quite like the idea of them bringing your dad around to say “hi” the way that they did. Where is your dad when he is not visiting you? Is he in Heaven? Or the place of Purgatory? Or is he suspended somewhere in a tube for safe-keeping? Don’t get me wrong; the experience with your dad after he has died could be entirely real…. Why would your dad want to be snatched at the point of death, if it was always intended for you to see him again in the afterlife? _______________________________ These are the kind of questions where “suddenly” I have found myself forbidden to research any further. I may experience a “mind-wipe” (much like the one shown done by a flashing instrument in the men in bl hollowood movies.) How much of your memory is intact? IDK, maybe it’s time to approach these subjects without fear. Afterall, we seem to have pillars of the Angel of God with us? ____________________ You and I, we have quite a few of the same “symptoms”. I believe that you also have distinct memories from early childhood? One of my distinct memories from childhood is seeing people “frozen”; suspended in the air; each one holding a balloon. (This and other things are detailed in my personal blog on here. It wasn’t until I got older that I was able to realize that these balloons for IV bags attached to each person). My life has been filled with dreams of horror. Without nightmares? I would say that my life has been filled with blessings…. --------------------------------------- You seem to be fixed on my dad (and others) being 'snatched' at the time of their death. I'm not sure that I actually used the word 'snatched', but if I did then maybe it wasn't a great choice of words - maybe I should have said 'caught' or 'saved' (without checking back on my books I think I said 'caught', if I didn't then I should have). As I think I mentioned before, when the Big Yin first explained to me that they had caught my father's conscience/mind/essence/soul they led me to believe that they only did that for 'special humans' who they thought could help them better understand and/or better be in a position to actually make contact with humanity/A human. They later explained that they actually 'catch' ALL human conscience/mind/essence/souls as a matter of routine and that they have always done so since the beginning of our time. You may ask where my father would have ended up if they hadn't caught him at the moment of his death, but that is a completely moot point as they ALWAYS catch EVERYBODY - that is a fundamental part of 'the game'. Re: You don't like the idea of them bringing my dad around to say 'Hi'. I think I discuss this very point in my first book. When they first told me that my dad was with them, not only was I VERY sceptical about it but I really objected to them using my father's memory as some kind of bait for me to keep chatting with them (which was how it seemed to me at the time!). I challenged them by saying, 'OK, if that's true then let me speak to my dad', they replied, 'You will speak to your dad soon but for now it is better that you just speak with me, and besides, your dad is busy right now'. Obviously I smelt a rat, so I asked,: "Why? What is he busy doing?" "He's doing what he always does up here." "And what is that?" "Whatever the f**k he wants to do! Your dad is a star up here Wee Man and he has the run of the place so he can do whatever the f**k he wants to!" "So what is he doing right now specifically?" "He's sitting in the sun watching the (cricket) test match." "Now I KNOW you are full of sh*t! My dad hated cricket!" "A lot of people discover lots of new things that they enjoy up here, even things they thought they hated." I remained skeptical and went on to try and test them as best I could but I've covered that in my first book. One very interesting thing that you said - particularly the words that you used was when you asked where my dad was now and then asked, 'Or is he suspended somewhere in a tube for safe-keeping?'....At one point I said to the Big Yin, 'The way you talk it is as if you are carrying out some big experiment on us, but if that is the case then 'Why the f88k do you keep shaking my test tube?''. I got a HUGE round of applause for that question and then the Big Yin asked, 'Can you really think of yourself like that? Like a test tube? Because it would really help us to explain everything to you if you can think like that!'...Now we are getting into a big part of the story that I intend to cover in my next book if I write it, but basically they explained that at the start of 'the experiment'/humanity, every single person started off as a test tube which was 50% full of talent. Each visit we make to this place/each life we live we get the chance to either gain more talent or to squander some of the talent that you have. The object of the game is to get one person to fill their test tube to 100%, but the game stops when less than 20% of our people has less than 50% of their talent left - at that point in the game 'they' feel that it would be unfair to send people back into the game where 80% of the people they will meet would be a bad influence on them. I'll leave you to decide what proportion of our people are 'more good than bad'. I can explain all that a whole lot better, but it will take me most of a book! Finally, you asked how good my memory is. That is another VERY key point in my chats with the Big Yin. There was another very significant part of the story (after quite an amazing experience that I can't go into here - another bit earmarked for my next book), where the Big Yin said 'Good deeds earn signs, bad deeds break chains'. As usual, I was confused. I asked;- 'What kind of signs?' 'Whatever kind of signs your people want! If they want to believe in extra terrestrial life then they will see signs that make them believe more. If they want to believe in ghosts and that their relatives can still contact them then they will see signs for that. If they want to believe that God exists they will see signs to help them believe that. It's really up to your people what kind of signs they want." 'So why didn't I get signs? I've been doing good stuff all my life?' "You didn't receive signs??? You didn't receive signs??? What the f**k do you think you've been drowning in for the past few months???" "Yeah, OK, I admit that the last few months have been weird, and I can see them as signs now, but what about all the rest of the time? I've been doing good stuff for years!" "You did receive signs since you were young, small signs for small good deeds, but you were never really interested in them, all you cared about was science and football, so we decided that we would save your signs for you, put them in the bank until the time was right...The time is right now Wee Man!" That sounded like it was getting a bit heavy for me so I switched the subject, "OK, what about the 'Bad deeds break chains' bit? What kind of bad deeds, and what kind of chains? The bad deeds are up to you and your people - you get to decide for yourself what kind of things are bad deeds - as far as we are concerned, nothing is taboo, but once you decide what is a bad deed then we score you against your own standards - if you decide that something is bad if other people do it and then you do it yourself then THAT will break a chain...AND it will also cost you some of your talent!" "What kind of chains are you talking about?" "Chains of memory! You've noticed yourself that some of your people and politicians can't seem to remember what they said yesterday so they totally contradict themselves over and over again. You're right, they CAN'T remember what they said yesterday because some of them have broken so many chains that they are lucky they remember their name!" You asked how good my memory is. That was something else that I discussed with the Big Yin (days before the above conversation). This is something else I discuss in my first book. I had been trying to write a book immediately before all the 'weird stuff' started and I was surprised to find that I could remember conversations I had had thirty years earlier almost verbatim and I could recall some events as if I was watching a video of them. When I discussed that with the Big Yin they just said 'There's a reason for that, but don't worry about it', but the real reason I wanted to talk about it was that although my memory was sooo amazing in some areas, all my life I have struggled to remember people's names (I really am embarrassingly bad at remembering people's names, which was such a contrast to my mate Richard, work colleague/intended partner in opening a bar - we worked on a building project where there were about 2,500 working, ranging from fellow Siemens' workers from UK and England to mechanics from South Korea and Japan, riggers from Vietnam, welders from the Philippines, labourers from India, Pakistan, and Bangladesh and not only did he know all of their first names but in most cases he knew the names of their wives and children and a whole lot more besides while I struggled to remember the names of half of the 20 or so people that I worked in the office with every day!). When I asked the Big Yin why I was so bad with names they said 'Trust me Wee man, we're doing you a favour - no human wants to have a perfect memory, take our word for that!' Anyway, I hate 'half explaining stuff' (which is why my book got so long!) but I hope that's enough for now JB
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Post by jcurio on Nov 13, 2022 11:13:48 GMT -6
So, my question to everyone is...Does the butterfly/tornado thing mean anything to anyone? Should I understand what I was meant to think by 'all that'? ____________________________________ Hi Scotsnomad. I’m still a little “loopy” from being on prednisone (so that I can breathe better), but I am willing to TRY to answer your question. The first thing I would ask of you, though, is any answer that I give you should be able to be researched. The things I “KNOW” have been confirmed to me by invisible Beings. As you know, invisible Beings can only be proven subjectively? They can guide you to research, do favors for you, make your life (temporarily) very bad, etc., all without you having to believe in them. What happens when you believe in them? I have seen pillars of what you describe. I have pictures of them, and the pillar looks like a cloud in the picture. I have seen these “pillars” in pictures of myself, at important times in my life. So, the first thing I did, was to try and find information on the internet. I did not call these manifestations a “pillar”, but that seems to be the best way to describe it….. especially after I read (again) in the King James Bible, Old Testament, about how Moses and the children of Israel were guided out of the slavery of Egypt. A pillar of fire by night; a pillar of cloud by day…. Does this pillar, always have to appear as an Earth element (fire, water vapor)? What does it represent? If some were to “offer you training” as a shaman, what would you do? How would you know, that whomever(s) were teaching you, cared for you or meant NO ILL WILL to your family, friends; the human race? You have talked about other events in your life, that could be thought of as miraculous, coincidental, or hallucinatory. For what reason did these events happen?
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 14, 2022 2:34:18 GMT -6
So, my question to everyone is...Does the butterfly/tornado thing mean anything to anyone? Should I understand what I was meant to think by 'all that'? ____________________________________ Hi Scotsnomad. I’m still a little “loopy” from being on prednisone (so that I can breathe better), but I am willing to TRY to answer your question. The first thing I would ask of you, though, is any answer that I give you should be able to be researched. The things I “KNOW” have been confirmed to me by invisible Beings. As you know, invisible Beings can only be proven subjectively? They can guide you to research, do favors for you, make your life (temporarily) very bad, etc., all without you having to believe in them. What happens when you believe in them? I have seen pillars of what you describe. I have pictures of them, and the pillar looks like a cloud in the picture. I have seen these “pillars” in pictures of myself, at important times in my life. So, the first thing I did, was to try and find information on the internet. I did not call these manifestations a “pillar”, but that seems to be the best way to describe it….. especially after I read (again) in the King James Bible, Old Testament, about how Moses and the children of Israel were guided out of the slavery of Egypt. A pillar of fire by night; a pillar of cloud by day…. Does this pillar, always have to appear as an Earth element (fire, water vapor)? What does it represent? If some were to “offer you training” as a shaman, what would you do? How would you know, that whomever(s) were teaching you, cared for you or meant NO ILL WILL to your family, friends; the human race? You have talked about other events in your life, that could be thought of as miraculous, coincidental, or hallucinatory. For what reason did these events happen? ______________________________ I see another couple of questions that I didn't get around to answering, so here goes:_ Re: If someone 'offered me training as a shaman, would I accept it?'... I'm not really interested in training to be a shaman, but I would be really interested in having a serious chat with one to understand what they believe. For example, in the example I mentioned before where I saw all the plants, trees and flowers (and basically everything in my garden glowing and emitting the most beautifully coloured lights - My Native American friend recognised my description as what they call 'fox glow' and told me that only their shaman get to see it, but I'd like to know what seeing it means to them. Whether I would accept that as what it should mean to me I don't know, but I'd be interested in the information. My friend did want to introduce me to the shaman of her tribe (and he apparently was keen to meet me), we discussed it a few times but he passed away before it could be arranged and I have since ceased contact with that particular friend. Would a tornado of butterflies and dragon flies mean anything to a shaman? Who knows, but I'd be curious to find out. Maybe it would mean nothing to a shaman but maybe mean something to someone else from some totally different belief system...I'd like to find that out. In my book I talk a little about Freemasonry and the Knight's Templar - despite coming from Scotland, considered by many as the home of Freemasonry, I knew nothing about the details of that organisation. During the time when I was still chatting with the Big Yin on a daily basis I did recognise that some symbols used by Freemasons also meant something in the 'language' that the Big Yin had taught me to recognise and understand for times that we weren't able to communicate openly. I asked the Big Yin whether I should try to contact them to learn more, but the Big Yin said, 'No point Wee Man, they may remember the symbols but they have long since forgotten what they mean!'. I can't really get too deep into that, but it's not possible to write a dictionary definition of what each symbol means because it is a completely non-linear language, what a symbol mean depends on where it is, what size it is compared to anything around it, what colour it is or what colours are around it, what other symbols are nearby, and even on occasion what questions I had been thinking of at the time. Apparently I can tell you that the symbols on the US banknotes with the big (all seeing) eye above a broken pyramid translates fairly simply as 'Look here, you've missed something!'. There is another masonic symbol of a crucifix standing in the apex of an equilateral triangle - that is an image straight out of my memory, but like I said before, what it means to me would depend on all of the stuff I mentioned before. Re: 'How would you know, that whomever(s) were teaching you, cared for you or meant NO ILL WILL to your family, friends; the human race?'...Basically the reason that I know is 'restraint'. If the Big Yin meant any harm to me, my family, or the human race, he/they could crush us like an ant in a second...or even in a 'minus second', as time is their playground! If they meant us any harm there is NOT A THING that we could do about it! NOT A THING! Re: The King James Bible, I have never been religious. I wasn't religious before all this stuff happened to me and I remain totally areligious to this day. I DO respect the bible, just as I respect the Qu'ran, the Torah and the sacred books of all religions. It is not the books I have a problem with it is the way that humans have interpreted them and sought to justify their actions by citing those holy books. All through the history of our people the Big Yin has, from time to time made contact with certain individuals (NB: The made contact with individuals, NOT with peoples! No peoples are 'the chosen people just because the Big Yin spoke to 'one of their kind'!). The Big Yin gave each of those individuals the best explanation of 'Life, The Universe, and Everything' that humans were capable of understanding at that point in our development, but they were NEVER meant to be 'carved in stone' as further updates were always intended once we had developed further!. Re: 'Miraculous events in my ', for what reason did they happen? ... I wrote in my first book about the time when all the ashtrays in my pool room filled up with water overnight while no one had been in that room. When I started writing this reply I thought I had written about that on this site recently but I've just remembered that I actually wrote about it on another site, so I'll just go and see if I can copy and paste it here: This is the extract from my first book: “OK, but wait a minute! Was that you that did the weird stuff with the water in the ashtrays back in my house in Glasgow?” I was referring to something really weird that had happened about ten years earlier in my house in Carntyne in Glasgow. I had a pool table in that house too and most Saturdays one or two of my mates would come over and we would spend the afternoon shooting pool and listening to the football scores on the radio. On the particular Saturday in question only one of my friends had come over and we had passed the day away playing pool, drinking beer and watching some TV later on. Saturday afternoon and evening had passed uneventfully but as we had both had a few beers my mate, who was from out of town, had stayed overnight in my spare bedroom. On the Sunday morning we woke up, had some breakfast and then decided to go play some more pool. After a couple of frames my friend lit up a cigarette but when he went to put the cigarette into one of the ashtrays that sat on the window ledge to play his next shot I heard him say, “Hey! What’s this?” I went over to see what the problem was and saw to my astonishment that the ashtray was full to the brim with water - together with all of the ash and cigarette butts of the previous evening. Despite the fact that it hadn’t been raining as far as I was aware, I assumed that my house must have a leak somewhere but when I looked above and around the window I could find no sign of any dripping water or water damage anywhere. My mate was still looking for somewhere to put his cigarette while he played his shot and that was when he noticed that the other ashtray on the window ledge, about two or three feet away from the first, was also full to the brim with water. I was completely baffled. Again there was no sign of any dripping water or water damage above the second ashtray nor was there so much as a single drop of water anywhere else on the window ledge. My mate and I stared at the ashtrays in complete confusion. My mate suggested that it may have been condensation however not only were the windows bone dry, but I realised that there is no way that condensation could have dripped from the window into the ashtrays which sat a couple of inches in front of the window panes. My mate made a move to pick up one of the ashtrays to go empty it out but I told him to leave everything exactly as it was and to use one of the other ashtrays in the room as I wanted more time to work out what happened. He walked over to the shelving unit against one of the side walls of the room to use one of the ashtrays there but the next thing I heard was, “What the ****?” I really couldn’t believe it but both of the ashtrays on the shelving unit were also completely filled to the brim with water despite the fact that they were at least five or six feet away from the other ashtrays on the window ledge! This was just weird and getting weirder by the second, as it turned out that the other three ashtrays which were spread out in different places in the pool-room were also full of water! Myself and almost all my friends are all heavy smokers so I always made sure that there were plenty ashtrays for everyone in my poolroom which was our regular meeting place. I was completely gobsmacked. The ashtrays were spread out all over the pool room, some on the floor underneath a small sofa, some high up on shelves on the wall, and yet every ashtray in the room was filled to the absolute brim with water to such an extent that you couldn't even have put another molecule of water into any of them without it spilling over the edge and yet not a drop of water had been spilled either around the ashtrays or anywhere else in the room! I was so baffled by it all that I decided to leave everything exactly where it was in order to give me more time to think about 'everything'. I brought some more ashtrays in from another room and we played pool for a while but my mind wasn’t really on it so we soon gave up and went into my living-room to watch TV. A couple of hours later my mate Geoff arrived. The voice interrupted me, “You didn’t mention your first mate’s name.” “I know.” “Do you want to say it now?” “No. A short time later he let me down pretty bad.” “Do you want to tell us about that then?” “No not really he just let me down and left me in a really bad position one time.” “Just one time?” “Well he let me down one time then compounded it again and again by lying to me about it and just made everything worse but I don’t really want to go into it.” “OK so tell us what happened when Geoff came over then.” “OK, well before even giving him time to take his jacket off I said ‘You’ve got to see this’!” I led him into the poolroom to show him the ashtrays however when we got there all of the water was gone from all of the ashtrays leaving just damp ash and cigarette ends in the ashtrays! Things had just gone from weird to impossible as neither myself nor my mate had left the living-room since leaving the water-filled ashtrays in the pool room a few hours earlier, and furthermore, when I looked at the dirty damp ashtrays closely I noted that the ‘high tide mark’ which had formed around the ashtrays when they were full of dirty ash-laden water was completely intact all the way around the circumference of the ashtrays whereas there would certainly have had to be a break in it somewhere if anyone had tilted the ashtrays over to drain the water out. Again, I left everything exactly as it was. My friends stayed around and we played some pool for a few hours - using only ashtrays I had brought from other rooms of the house - and then they both went home. The last thing I did that night was to check the ashtrays before going to my bed. They were all still empty, save for the damp cigarette ends and sodden ash, but when I checked them again in the morning, ‘lo and behold’ , they were once again all completely full to the brim with water! Once again I left everything as it was and went off to work intending to think about things a bit more when I got home. I arrived home from my office that night and went straight into the pool room for another look at the ashtrays – the water was gone again! Again I left everything exactly as it was. Nothing else happened over the next few days so I eventually washed out the ashtrays and got on with my life, however for the next ten years or so I regularly thought back to those days, and not once had I been able to come up with any possible explanation of what had caused those ashtrays to fill and drain themselves. "Of course it was us. Who else do you think it could have been?" “You bast**ds! You ****ing b*******! Have you any idea how confused I was by all that?” “Yes.” “So why? Why confuse the **** out of me like that and then just disappear without any further action or explanation?" "Just to keep your mind open and maybe even to open it a bit further! Just to make sure that you never reached the point where you decided that you understood everything enough! Just to prepare you a bit more for the conversation that we are having now! There were lots of reasons why we did it. There are always lots of reasons for anything we do.” Hope that answeres your question enough for now, JB
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Post by jcurio on Nov 14, 2022 7:54:06 GMT -6
Thank you very much.
It seems that you are as baffled by “their” antics, as I am.
Some people, such as the author, John Keel, have called “them” tricksters. ____________________________________
It seems that I have some Freemason history in my family. As far down as my great grandfather who passed away sometime before I was 5 years old. I did know him slightly, from a distance, and he was kind to me. I say from a distance, because when he was living the last years of his life in a nursing home, I would go with my mother to see him; she would visit his room and I would be left in the lobby (small town nursing home) to chat with him over the patient/lobby speaker system? We talked and I sang songs for him. I don’t know why I wasn’t allowed in his room.
Later, I found in my book collection, a Bible of my great aunt. She was also a freemason (there was a special dedication in the front of the Bible).
I don’t if this means ANYTHING.
There has been a realm of mystery about my family…
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Post by jcurio on Nov 14, 2022 7:59:22 GMT -6
One more thing for now….
I have also had a very strange “event” with water; and involving another person.
I once asked that person what they remembered of the event, and they had no idea what I was talking about?!
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Post by jcurio on Nov 15, 2022 18:57:15 GMT -6
"OK, what about the 'Bad deeds break chains' bit? What kind of bad deeds, and what kind of chains? The bad deeds are up to you and your people - you get to decide for yourself what kind of things are bad deeds - as far as we are concerned, nothing is taboo, but once you decide what is a bad deed then we score you against your own standards - if you decide that something is bad if other people do it and then you do it yourself then THAT will break a chain...AND it will also cost you some of your talent!" "What kind of chains are you talking about?" "Chains of memory! You've noticed yourself that some of your people and politicians can't seem to remember what they said yesterday so they totally contradict themselves over and over again. You're right, they CAN'T remember what they said yesterday because some of them have broken so many chains that they are lucky they remember their name!" ______________________________________
For the sake of other readers to this thread: what is described here by scotsnomad rings true to me.
No pun intended, but I don’t like lying. Either me telling lies, or someone else telling lies.
As a child I got accused of lying and what does that do to an innocent child that thinks that she is speaking the truth? She quits speaking; at first quit speaking at all, and then after figuring out what sounded odd to other people… just not speaking about THAT.
So… believe it or not , when I willfully lie, yup, something happens to my memory.
As for someone else losing a memory? I can’t say that it’s because they lied (that is too easy to figure out on some people; their “memory rules “ work differently).
As much as I wish I knew the answers…. Well, I still have lots of questions. Like how did I FINALLY get some confirmation for the things I have experienced?
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 17, 2022 0:10:33 GMT -6
Thank you very much. It seems that you are as baffled by “their” antics, as I am. Some people, such as the author, John Keel, have called “them” tricksters. ____________________________________ It seems that I have some Freemason history in my family. As far down as my great grandfather who passed away sometime before I was 5 years old. I did know him slightly, from a distance, and he was kind to me. I say from a distance, because when he was living the last years of his life in a nursing home, I would go with my mother to see him; she would visit his room and I would be left in the lobby (small town nursing home) to chat with him over the patient/lobby speaker system? We talked and I sang songs for him. I don’t know why I wasn’t allowed in his room. Later, I found in my book collection, a Bible of my great aunt. She was also a freemason (there was a special dedication in the front of the Bible). I don’t if this means ANYTHING. There has been a realm of mystery about my family… ____________________ I guess you could call them 'tricksters'. You will note from my books that on various occasions they deliberately mislead/took the p*ss out of me, but in their defense they did warn me that they were going to do that and they invited me to try to do the same to them. It wasn't devious, it was coaching me to avoid jumping to conclusions, to pay VERY close attention to details and to make sure that I didn't make the same mistake twice. The more laterally I could think, the more they could communicate with me 'under the noses' of anyone else who happened to be 'eavesdropping' - i.e. anyone 'spying on me' might hear the message but they would never get the meaning. About a year ago I watched a documentary on TV called (I think) 'The Hunt for the Skinwalker' (NB: NOT to be mistaken for the TV series 'The Curse of Skinwalker Ranch', which is just a bunch of conspiratorial twaddle trying to fill out a TV show!). In the documentary the multi millionaire/billionaire Bill Bigalow (who lost his wife a few years ago and since then has been on a quest to find proof that life does continue after death) bought Skinwalker Ranch (because of its reputation for unexplainable phenomena) and brought in a team of well respected scientists to carry out serious scientific analysis to try to either prove or disprove all the speculation. The documentary failed to produce any proof of anything, but unlike the Curse of the Skinwalker BS, they didn't try to spin it or fake it or make a big deal out of 'how things felt'. At the end of the documentary, in a kind of summing up, one of the team (it may have been Bigalow himself) said something like 'Weird things did happen while we were here, but it was always off camera. When we tried to set up cameras to see if we could catch the event if it happened again, but then something different but equally weird would happen just out of range of the camera shot. It was like someone knew EXACTLY what we were doing and why we were doing it but they were determined NOT to be predictable'. That determination not to be predictable sums up the Big Yin precisely! During my early chats with the Big Yin I discussed that kind of stuff and I compared it to the old joke where someone would tie an invisibly fine thread to a $10 or $100 bill and leave the bill lying on the street, but as soon as someone bent down to pick the bill up they would yank it away by pulling on the invisible thread!. I said to the Big Yin that I had experienced that sort of thing on numerous occasions in the weeks leading up to 'First Contact'. The Big Yin then asked, 'So, in all those experiences what was the most interesting thing you saw?', I immediately replied, 'The invisible string!'. The Big Yin then said, 'But how could you see the string if it was invisible?', and I replied, 'You don't need to see something to know it's there!' - I got a HUGE round of applause for that! After the cheering died down the Big Yin asked me if I had heard of String theory, I replied,' I have heard of the name but I don't really know anything about it'. The Big Yin then said, 'Well don't waste any of your time trying to learn about it, the ONLY thing that they have got right is the name, and only you understand why!'
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 17, 2022 0:43:32 GMT -6
One more thing for now…. I have also had a very strange “event” with water; and involving another person. I once asked that person what they remembered of the event, and they had no idea what I was talking about?! _______________________________ Water was at the centre of sooooooooooooooo many of my experiences with the Big Yin, from the filling/emptying ashtrays, the fact that so many things happened when I was sitting beside my swimming pool (s), it was key that both the original house and the new house I moved into had swimming pools, a water pipe within the wall of my house bursting during an earthquake/strong tremor, the drain from my kitchen sink blocking meaning that my kitchen flooded while I had gone outside for a few minutes, the strange shadow in my garden that the Big Yin had drawn my attention to - most people would have described it as a sillhouette of Mickey Mouse's head, but I recognised it as a representation of a water molecule! and many more... In the past some people have sought to explain to me why water was so significant in my experiences, usually quoting parts from the bible or other sacred beliefs to explain to me that water is special because it has a spiritual meaning and is key to our ability to live, however they have got everything backwards! As I mentioned a few posts ago, they/the Big Yin has spoken to humans throughout our existence, explaining the meaning of 'Life, The Universe and Everything' to us in the way were were most capable of understanding at that time. I am sure that the Big Yin explained to them that water is 'key', not just because we need to drink it to survive, but that it is even more important than that! People shouldn't be quoting the Bible to me to help me understand some of the stuff in my books, they should instead be reading my books to help them understand some of the stuff in their Bible (et al!)! Water is the answer to the biggest problems that our people face NOW! Global warming, greenhouse gas emissions, energy shortages, energy inflation, air pollution, strategic abuse of global resources! We have known for ages that by electrolizing water we can split it into oxygen and hydrogen, and we've also known that hydrogen (when properly handled) can not only be a far, far, far cleaner source of energy than gasoline but it can also be a far better fuel than gasoline - the problem that we have is that in order to electrolize water you have to use far more energy than the energy that can be produced from the hydrogen that you can harvest, but that is only due to our lack of knowledge at this time (probably created/compounded by BIG OIL interests blocking research into anything that would loosen their grip on the world!). There IS a way to extract hydrogen from water that doesn't just use less energy than it creates...It is even better than that! There is a way to produce energy BY splitting water into oxygen and hydrogen, not even counting the energy that we could produce by burning the hydrogen that it produces (and if that wasn't enough good news, burning hydrogen to create energy has only one biproduct...It creates more water, which we canthen split again for even more energy!) In my most recent book (Three Days from Yesterday), I quoted the Big Yin as saying, 'The solution to every problem that your people will ever face is already on your planet, even if the need for that solution has not already arisen!'. Water has been with us since day one of our existence, but we have never needed it more than we do now!
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 17, 2022 0:46:54 GMT -6
Re: 'As much as I wish I knew the answers…. Well, I still have lots of questions. Like how did I FINALLY get some confirmation for the things I have experienced?'
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I'll get back to you on this in a day or two, but I've already typed a lot tonight and it's already way past my bed time!
Cheers for now, JB
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Post by jcurio on Nov 19, 2022 16:27:30 GMT -6
Looking forward to it.
Thank you so much for all the effort !
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 21, 2022 18:06:20 GMT -6
Re: 'As much as I wish I knew the answers…. Well, I still have lots of questions. Like how did I FINALLY get some confirmation for the things I have experienced?' __________________ I'll get back to you on this in a day or two, but I've already typed a lot tonight and it's already way past my bed time! Cheers for now, JB -------------------------------- OK jcurio, I am back and ready to answer that part of your question: The short way for me to answer is to say 'Everything happens for a reason', or as the Big Yin put in during a conversation from my last book, 'You surely don't still believe in coincidence after everything you've been through Wee Man, do you?' That was the short answer, but there is a much longer answer I could give which would maybe help you understand better. Luckily I don't need to type all this out again as I was able to copy and paste it from two answers to similar questions that I was asked about 12 years ago on the very first chatroom site that I ever discussed my experiences on! The first response that i gave to a similar question raised on that site was:- Re: Your question 'How many other people are receiving/ privy to this kind of information?'
– At one point in the conversation I asked them if anyone else knew what they were telling me and they replied,
“No one else knows what you know.”
“But does anyone know more than me?”
“Didn’t we just answer that?”
”No, not at all! All you said was that no one else knows what I know, but that doesn’t mean that some people don’t know more than me, or that they know as much as me but not just the same stuff, and it doesn’t actually mean that anyone else knows any of it. In fact, now I think about it, it means practically nothing other than the fact that no one else knows exactly the same amount of everything as me, and I knew that already…Or at least I was already pretty sure that was the case.”
(Big round of applause)
“Well spotted Wee Man, you’re not as stupid as some people look you know! The fact is that this isn’t really a matter of ‘who knows the most’ to us, and we don’t want it to be that way to you either, but do you remember what we said about you having completed the perimeter of the jigsaw puzzle? Well we can tell you that you are the only one to have managed to do that so far. Now how big a bit of the puzzle that represents doesn’t really matter coz it’s not the size of it that matters, it’s the significance of it. You see, now that you know what the outside of the overall picture is like you will be able to tell right away what can fit inside it and what can’t. That will make it much easier to complete the rest of the puzzle now, especially since completing the perimeter was the thing that allowed us to talk openly to you.”
They went on to explain that there were ‘lots of people out there’ who already have bits of the puzzle as well, some of them are working their way around the perimeter like you did, and some of them are just putting together some pieces from the middle of the picture, and some of them are putting pieces together that don’t belong together and they are just getting themselves totally confused. There are also some people that have only found one piece of the puzzle, and out of them, some have already realised that what they have found is a piece of a jigsaw puzzle so they are now running around trying to find other pieces to put together with the piece they’ve already found, while others know that they have found something but they haven’t even worked out yet that what they have found is a piece of a jigsaw puzzle and they are basically running around out there saying ‘does anybody have any idea what this thing I’ve found might be?’, and there are even a few people who have found one piece of the puzzle and they actually believe that what they have found is already the whole picture. The beauty, or the significance, or the importance of you having completed the whole of the perimeter means that you will now be able to recognise right away whether what other people have already come up with is a real bit of the puzzle or whether it is just nonsense that can be thrown away, and you will be able to help all of those people with real puzzle pieces to find out where their part of the puzzle fits in to the overall picture, and you may even come across people who have already completed part of the puzzle that you haven’t gotten around to yet so some of them will be able to help you too.
And the second question I want to share from that old site is :- 'Re: Your metaphor about climbing a mountain. Funny you should say that, as climbing metaphorical mountains (and cliffs) was something that came up often in my chats with my friends – When I was about 8 I nearly died when, after climbing a high vertical cliff while on holiday at the seaside and I became totally stuck when I reached the right-angled cliff top. The grass on top of the cliff came out in clods when I tried to pull myself up, and climbing back down wasn’t an option because my body blocked all view of any footholds. After 20 minutes or so, when I had just about run out of clods of grass to hold on to, my cousin came along and wanted to try to pull me up. I was sure he was neither big enough or strong enough, so I wanted him to go get an adult, but he was afraid I would get into trouble for climbing the cliff. We argued about it for a while and then he made a grab for my arm, but rather than risking both of us tumbling over the edge I chose instead to jump – I never did (until 6 years ago) understand how he managed to catch my arm and pull me up without killing the both of us! Anyway, after discussing that event with my friends back in 2004 they asked me:- “So if you’re climbing a cliff, what’s the first thing you do when you reach the top of it?” “Phhhw…I don’t know, maybe punch the air and say ‘Yippee!’ or ‘Thank f**k for that!’ or something.” “And then what?” ”Turn around and look at the view I suppose…If it’s got a nice view.” “Is that the first thing you would do?” ”That depends. Am I climbing it myself again of is there anyone else climbing it?” “What if you are climbing it with other people.” ”Then I suppose I would turn around and help the others up if I could reach them, or maybe just encourage them if they were beyond reach.” “Would you help them up before you enjoyed the view?” “Yeah, I suppose so. That would seem like the logical thing to do.” “Exactly! And that’s what we want you to do now. You’ve reached the top of your cliff Wee Man, now we’d like you to help some others up so that you can all enjoy the view together.”I hope that between those two extracts from my previous writing you will find an acceptable answer to your question, "Like how did I FINALLY get some confirmation for the things I have experienced?"Cheers for now, and thanks for your interest - I appreciate it, as it helps me believe that I am not wasting my time on here, JB
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Post by jcurio on Nov 23, 2022 10:34:14 GMT -6
Right now, I have the tendency to copy parts of your conversation (for further discussion; whatever). I hope that you don’t mind. (I’m on prednisone again and it just makes my thinking feel weird?.) _____________________________________
(Copied from earlier….)
Just to keep your mind open and maybe even to open it a bit further! Just to make sure that you never reached the point where you decided that you understood everything enough! Just to prepare you a bit more for the conversation that we are having now! There were lots of reasons why we did it. There are always lots of reasons for anything we do.”
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 23, 2022 18:26:44 GMT -6
Right now, I have the tendency to copy parts of your conversation (for further discussion; whatever). I hope that you don’t mind. (I’m on prednisone again and it just makes my thinking feel weird?.) _____________________________________ (Copied from earlier….) Just to keep your mind open and maybe even to open it a bit further! Just to make sure that you never reached the point where you decided that you understood everything enough! Just to prepare you a bit more for the conversation that we are having now! There were lots of reasons why we did it. There are always lots of reasons for anything we do.” ------------------------------------ I've got no problems with you (or anyone) copying anything I post on here - once I put it on a site like this then it is in 'the public domain', so as long as no one plagiarizes my writing, distorts it by editing or misrepresenting it (I am generally very careful about what I say or more commonly what I DON'T say - I pay attention to small details so people shouldn't jump to conclusions. Basically I'd rather people copied and pasted my words rather than reinventing them by typing what THEY understood from what I wrote), so feel free to copy away and raise whatever you want for further discussion. Regarding the second part of your post, i.e. '...There were lots of reasons why we did it. There are always lots of reasons for anything we do.'. That was the exact words that they used on that occasion, which was probably the first time when I had asked 'Why did you do that?', but there were many other times when I would ask a very similar question. Further into our chats, rather than just saying 'There are always lots of reasons for anything we do', they would say, 'There are always many reasons for anything we do, and by 'Many', we mean 'millions' and by millions we actually mean 'billions' and by 'billions what we actually me is about six billion reasons why we do anything!' - NB, at the time of our original conversation the population of the world's population was about 6 billion, so I guess if I was chatting to them now they would say that there are always eight billion reasons for anything that we do, since the world's population reached eight billion last week...Which is kind of scary. When I was at school the world's population was about 3 billion - it took about maybe 400,000 years to reach 3 billion and yet it has risen by five billion in less than my lifetime!...Which would be absolutely great as long as everyone was doing 'more good than harm', but looking around at things as they are, I'd say that certainly wasn't the case!
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Post by jcurio on Nov 24, 2022 0:30:18 GMT -6
Why aren’t you chatting with them now?
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 24, 2022 17:48:03 GMT -6
Why aren’t you chatting with them now? ------------- Because it would be impossible to have any kind of 'normal life' while chatting with them every day. To be yourself you need to make your own decisions - you stand or fall based on the decisions that you make, so you have to make those decisions yourself. I explained the logic behind all that in my book when I wrote about where was the right place for me to put the new wardrobe that I bought
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Post by jcurio on Nov 25, 2022 8:47:57 GMT -6
Yes, I remember that part of your story 😊.
However, as odd as this may sound, do you sometimes think (or feel) that “they” are nearby, just waiting for you to ask their opinion? _______________________________________
Realistically, I’m using an example of my relationship with my mom. I am generally a quiet person that keeps my ideas to myself. I live with my mom, and she is a person who expresses everything! Almost as if she has a running dialogue with herself (appears as if she loves to talk 🤗). At this point, it seems to be something that she exclusively does with my presence ?
She will often ask my opinion on things….. but still does whatever she wants.
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 25, 2022 19:09:23 GMT -6
Yes, I remember that part of your story 😊. However, as odd as this may sound, do you sometimes think (or feel) that “they” are nearby, just waiting for you to ask their opinion? _______________________________________ Realistically, I’m using an example of my relationship with my mom. I am generally a quiet person that keeps my ideas to myself. I live with my mom, and she is a person who expresses everything! Almost as if she has a running dialogue with herself (appears as if she loves to talk 🤗). At this point, it seems to be something that she exclusively does with my presence ? She will often ask my opinion on things….. but still does whatever she wants. ______________________ Re: ...do you sometimes think (or feel) that “they” are nearby, just waiting for you to ask their opinion? I ALWAYS KNOW that 'they' are nearby. They will (as long as I am not asking for a trivial matter) give their opinion, but I know they would rather I just think and decide for myself rather than depending on them. I have always been a person who generally keeps my thoughts to myself...Even long before my experiences with them. If I had problems on my mind I would keep them to myself and decide what to do without asking anyone else's advice...I never liked giving other people advice either...I never thought I had enough information to be in a position to advise someone...That's basically the same thing - I would never ask for anyone's advise because to be in a position to advise me meaningfully that person would need to know Everything that was relevant to me, and since I was the only person who knew everything that was relevant to me, there was no point in asking anyone else's opinion. I can't think of any situation where someone else's opinion would be relevant enough to influence the decision I was going to make by myself....That got kind of complicated when the Big Yin arrived in my life...The logical part of my brain would tell me that their opinion was more important than mine because they KNEW everything, including what was going to happen tomorrow, but the same logical part of my brain also told me that if I wasn't going to make my own decisions about matters that were important to me then what was the point in me being here? Re: People who seem to have a running dialogue with themselves...I have known many people like that - I never really understood it myself as I kept all that kind of stuff to myself. To me it was a weakness to let anyone else know what my mind was thinking - It seemed to give me an upper hand if no one knew what I was considering...The danger of thinking out loud is that other people will hear it and offer opinions. I never wanted other people's opinions...I prefer to make my own decisions and then live with the consequences. It just seems to me that if you ask someone's opinion and then act on it and things go 'tits up', there would be a temptation to blame someone else for what you did...I'd rather live by my own decisions and bear the consequences if I called it wrong. That takes me back to your previous question about why I am not still talking with 'them'. The problem with having 'a friend' that knows everything (including what will happen in the future i.e. in the next minute/hour/day/year/lifetime) - Why would you ever make a decision of your own? If they can tell you exactly what you sould do to get the most enjoyment/satisfaction in the near term or long term then why would you ever make a decision for yourself? But if you don't make your own decisions then you just become a puppet, going through the motions of what someone else thinks you should do!...I'd rather be dead!
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Post by jcurio on Nov 27, 2022 17:26:02 GMT -6
People shouldn't be quoting the Bible to me to help me understand some of the stuff in my books, they should instead be reading my books to help them understand some of the stuff in their Bible (et al!)! Water is the answer to the biggest problems that our people face NOW! Global warming, greenhouse gas emissions, energy shortages, energy inflation,……. Etc. ——————————————————
Another “topic” that I plan to come back to. 😊
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Post by jcurio on Nov 29, 2022 21:32:31 GMT -6
Rather than risking both of us tumbling over the edge I chose instead to jump – I never did………understand how ____________________________________
Funny, I also did a jump in a situation that I didn’t expect to survive. A voice told me to “jump” (I had already tried jumping WITHOUT being told and it didn’t help, but trying one more time because someone told me to…. ) and this jump saved my life.
Long story. But I had drowned in a pool. I had a weight belt on, and I couldn’t get the belt off. I saw myself at the bottom of the pool, just laying there (my vision of this was hazy through the water) and a voice told me to jump again. Zip! I was back in my body and I jumped! I hit the metal ladder on the side of the pool and pulled myself up….
I was 8 years old. I think that I am able to do these out of body experiences, or astral travel, or remote viewing because a traumatic event made me already leave my body.
Of course it took me forever to realize that I had this “skill”. Very confusing if you don’t know what you are doing
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Post by jcurio on Nov 29, 2022 21:35:25 GMT -6
I know that you listed some “traumatic events” that you have had….
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Post by jcurio on Nov 30, 2022 7:35:32 GMT -6
To me it was a weakness to let anyone else know what my mind was thinking - It seemed to give me an upper hand if no one knew what I was considering...The danger of thinking out loud is that other people will hear it and offer opinions. I never wanted other people's opinions...I prefer to make my own decisions and then live with the consequences. It just seems to me that if you ask someone's opinion and then act on it and things go 'tits up', there would be a temptation to blame someone else for what you did...I'd rather live by my own decisions and bear the consequences if I called it wrong. ________________________________________
Of course I don’t like it when it seems that “something” is keeping track of what I am thinking!
It has its blessings, though. All I can say is that when looking for something, that “extra help” is sure nice 😊
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Post by paulette on Nov 30, 2022 17:14:57 GMT -6
jcurio -
"Long story. But I had drowned in a pool. I had a weight belt on, and I couldn’t get the belt off. I saw myself at the bottom of the pool, just laying there (my vision of this was hazy through the water) and a voice told me to jump again. Zip! I was back in my body and I jumped! I hit the metal ladder on the side of the pool and pulled myself up…."
I too snapped back into my body after I was well into drowning and could see my body floating underwater - from above. I was a young woman, trying to swim in from a sailboat in a cold Austin lake in March. It never occurred to me that I couldn't pull it off...
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 30, 2022 18:37:12 GMT -6
Hi all, I haven't been here for about seven years so I guess there are not many people still around who followed this topic when I started it back then. I just popped in to say that I finally got around to finishing the follow up to my first book about my experiences which was called 'Rapt in an Enigma'. My latest book is called 'Three Days from Yesterday', but don't worry, I haven't come back here to try and sell a few books - It is far more important to me that people hear my story than buy my book! Ultimately I would like to start my own site and allow people to download my books for free and then decide what to pay for them after they have read the story, but I would only do that once I knew I was in a position to protect everyone's data (including my own). Until that time I will make my book 'Three Days from Yesterday' free to download from Amazon on the first day of every month (NB: Amazon limits the number of free download days to five in any ninety day period). As this is the first time I have offered my book for free I have made it free to download from 1st to 3rd July, but if you don't read this post in time, it will be free again on 1st Aug and 1st Sept. I'm not sure if I can post a link here, but it will be easy to find my book via a search on the Amazon site - Author name is John Byrne. I'll pop back in if ever anyone has any questions to ask about my story, but in the meantime I trust that you will find my book of interest and hopefully enjoyable. Cheers for now, Scots_Nomad ---------------------------------- I said that I would make my latest book, 'Three Days from Yesterday', free to download from Amazon on the first day of every month, and noted that Amazon limits the number of days I can make my book free to download to 5 days in every 90 day period. Well, the current 90 day period ends on 30th November, and the Amazon system won't let me book free download days into the next 90 day period, so i cannot make 1st December a free download day! Because of those restrictions I will have to make 2nd December free instead _ I'll probably make either 25th or 26th free download days too (for anyone who may get an e-reader for Christmas! ). But even if you don't have an e-reader you can still download the book to a smart phone, laptop or computer. Cheers for now,JB
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Post by scotsnomad on Nov 30, 2022 18:43:12 GMT -6
Rather than risking both of us tumbling over the edge I chose instead to jump – I never did………understand how ____________________________________ Funny, I also did a jump in a situation that I didn’t expect to survive. A voice told me to “jump” (I had already tried jumping WITHOUT being told and it didn’t help, but trying one more time because someone told me to…. ) and this jump saved my life. Long story. But I had drowned in a pool. I had a weight belt on, and I couldn’t get the belt off. I saw myself at the bottom of the pool, just laying there (my vision of this was hazy through the water) and a voice told me to jump again. Zip! I was back in my body and I jumped! I hit the metal ladder on the side of the pool and pulled myself up…. I was 8 years old. I think that I am able to do these out of body experiences, or astral travel, or remote viewing because a traumatic event made me already leave my body. Of course it took me forever to realize that I had this “skill”. Very confusing if you don’t know what you are doing --------------------------------- When I decided to jump from the cliff top rather than letting my cousin try to pull me up there was nothing/nobody telling me to jump - to me it was just logic. At the base of the cliff there was about a ten feet wide area of large rocks and boulders that had either fallen out of the cliff as it receded or had been washed up against the cliff by storms. If I fell from the cliff top (or if my cousin tried to pull me up but ended up falling over with me) I knew that I/we would be killed if we landed on the rocks, whereas if I chose to jump I would be able to push myself away from the cliff as I jumped and hopefully land on the sandy beach rather than the rocks. I knew I would probably still die, but at least there was a chance of survival if I landed on the sand.
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Post by scotsnomad on Dec 1, 2022 18:12:47 GMT -6
Hi all, I haven't been here for about seven years so I guess there are not many people still around who followed this topic when I started it back then. I just popped in to say that I finally got around to finishing the follow up to my first book about my experiences which was called 'Rapt in an Enigma'. My latest book is called 'Three Days from Yesterday', but don't worry, I haven't come back here to try and sell a few books - It is far more important to me that people hear my story than buy my book! Ultimately I would like to start my own site and allow people to download my books for free and then decide what to pay for them after they have read the story, but I would only do that once I knew I was in a position to protect everyone's data (including my own). Until that time I will make my book 'Three Days from Yesterday' free to download from Amazon on the first day of every month (NB: Amazon limits the number of free download days to five in any ninety day period). As this is the first time I have offered my book for free I have made it free to download from 1st to 3rd July, but if you don't read this post in time, it will be free again on 1st Aug and 1st Sept. I'm not sure if I can post a link here, but it will be easy to find my book via a search on the Amazon site - Author name is John Byrne. I'll pop back in if ever anyone has any questions to ask about my story, but in the meantime I trust that you will find my book of interest and hopefully enjoyable. Cheers for now, Scots_Nomad ---------------------------------- I said that I would make my latest book, 'Three Days from Yesterday', free to download from Amazon on the first day of every month, and noted that Amazon limits the number of days I can make my book free to download to 5 days in every 90 day period. Well, the current 90 day period ends on 30th November, and the Amazon system won't let me book free download days into the next 90 day period, so i cannot make 1st December a free download day! Because of those restrictions I will have to make 2nd December free instead _ I'll probably make either 25th or 26th free download days too (for anyone who may get an e-reader for Christmas! ). But even if you don't have an e-reader you can still download the book to a smart phone, laptop or computer. Cheers for now,JB _____________ Actually Amazon wouldn't let me make the book free to download until 3rd December, so that's in place now
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Post by paulette on Dec 6, 2022 14:07:21 GMT -6
Missed this. Good for you for writing a book! Can you give us teasers?
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