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Post by Deleted on Jun 2, 2011 18:57:23 GMT -6
That crunching sound and the pain.. every time you post about it it makes me cringe...
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Post by Deleted on Jun 22, 2011 10:23:20 GMT -6
I dont know if its relative or not, but I think it should be added . Not long after the encounter I woke one morning with pain unimaginable in my neck and lower back. It was so bad that I couldnt get out of bed for about a good hour at least and then when I did, I couldnt lay back down flat for several years(I had to sleep setting up in a recliner). Beginning at that time on until now ive had to take medication to cope with it which before, I wouldnt even take an aspirin unless it was severe.Ive dealt with this pain since the age of 15 when a drunk driver hit us head on in california at 75 mph while I was in the back of a pickup which had a camper which is why I wasnt ejected. I worked all my life doing heavy labor (union carpenter,journeyman)regardless of the pain which I was experiencing and did so until about the age of 30 something until I just couldnt do it anymore. I than resorted to a desk job doing sales which I learned to love until it made my blood pressure rise to the point of nearly stroking out just from pain I was experiencing driving to and from work. needless to say it got worse.Surgery was required on my neck and needs to be done again and my back has 2 places out that needs operated on but even the neurosurgeon said it wouldnt help because of the location. I was told by a chiropractor at the age of 16 that if I continued doing heavy labor, that I would wake up one morning in my 30s and not be able to get out of bed. He was correct down to the age but I had to work because I had a family to support.Thanks to GOD, the neurosurgeon, and the epideral shots I get in my spine almost monthly from a pain specialist and the fact they have me on medication that doesnt mess me up(I was on over 20 different kinds, some being heavy narcotics) .Im at the point I can lay on a bed again, get around without a cane, and live without suffering on a minute by minute basis. The possibility that im bringing up here is that theres a suspicion that I may have been exposed to something during the encounter, but im not sure. I didnt take meds during the time it happened, but I had to within a short duration afterwards(within a few weeks). I know I already had the injuries to begin with, but I suspect and cant rule out the possibility that some form of radiation or foreign substance of some kind may have rapidly deteriorated the situation, im honestly not sure. I think its worth mentioning though. I am happy that my life is back together again, at least somewhat, and Ive learned to cope with the cans and cants of the situation and I dont blame anyone or anything(other than the methed out drunk driver).
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Post by Steve on Jul 12, 2011 8:51:12 GMT -6
although this happened over 10 years ago, I still remember clearly as if it just happened. I was laying down on the couch in the living room sound asleep when I noticed that all the sudden im either being picked up,(I couldnt feel anyone touching me at this point), or I was floating,levitating is more like it. The next thing I know is I opened my eyes in a panic, and I see a gray being right in front of me with large black eyes, looking directly at me while 2 others are walking into the bedroom where XXXXX was, (I need to keep her name confidential).I also realized at this point that im now on the other couch setting up. I was paralyzed, and I couldnt yell or speak either,and the first thing that came out of my thoughts was "you better not harm my family "as I was looking straight into its eyes. It then replied to me (telepathically)that they meant no harm and they needed some information. This shocked me because this thing was reading my mind and I could read its thoughts as well ! I then thought, if you do any harm to my family, ill hunt you down and you better let the others know as well. It then replied in an authoritive way that they have the power to do whatever they want but it then (I guess) told the other 2 to bring (her) to me. The other 2 came out of the bedroom,one on each side of her, carrying her out with her knees bent so she wouldnt drag her legs on the ground and put her right in front of me. Her eyes and mouth was wide open and she was in a deep trance,and she had no clue what was happening (thank GOD). they took her back in the room and then the one in front of me reached out its long skinny arm with long fingers and either (touched ) me in between my left eye and upper nose, or inserted something up my nasal cavity. As it pushed deep ,it started to get painful. It then pushed even deeper, and then it was DEFINATELY painful at this point.(I think I recieved an implant but not sure). The next thing I know my lifes memories is flying backwards in time and the last thing I remember is a little boy that I went to school with in california in the second grade. I have the feeling they were wanting information about him, but im not 100 % on that . I then blacked out and when I came to, I saw the 3 beings standing in the living room and one of them(the one that was in the living room with me) had its back to me and it appeared they were discussing something but I couldnt read their thoughts when they were communicating with each other. By this time id had enough and I thought,"in the name of JESUS CHRIST leave my home "!!! The one being that had been in the room with me turned around and telepathically said, "what did you say"? I then thought wow, that didnt work but I got his attention, and then I thought ill try this" in the name of the FATHER,THE SON, and the HOLY SPIRIT, leave my home now". I then blacked out again but struggled to come to and then I was able to open my eyes again and they were gone. I set there for about 45 minutes(what seemed an eternity) trying to yell (but still couldnt speak)at XXXXX to wake up and she finally did after I was able to speak again. She walked in the living room disoriented and asked me what happened knowing things werent right. I asked her, "dont you remember"? She didnt recall anything but she said that when she woke up, her panties were pulled down slightly,inside out, backwards,(thats NOT like her to make that mistake), and there were ripples on the bed which appeared she had been dragged back on it.We sat up the rest of the night talking about it unable to sleep. I want whoever reads this to know that this is real, and not made up !!! Its not a dream either, or my imagination .Im not sure to this day if my kids were involved in this, they were in the back room and I dont think they were. Im also not sure if I recieved an implant, but I have my suspicions. Since this time Ive done ALOT of research and have come to find out that these are the type II grays . I recently disclosed this information on a couple other forums,(not as much detail however) as well as mufon. please feel free to ask ANY questions, no holes barred, or make ANY comments. I,however, like many other abductees, have more questions than answers, but ill try to do my best. Its taken over 10 years to go public about this but I felt it was time to go for full disclosure,which has taken a huge weight from me. I apreciate any comments or questions concerning this and if anyone else has had an abduction experience, feel free to discuss it with me, ill definately understand no matter what !!! Steve, youre more than welcome to share them with the forum, ARIRA, or anyone else that wishes to see them. I feel its important for others that have been visited, abductees, researchers, or anyone that has an interest in this field to see what they look like and know what they're up against. I know they look similar to what others have seen, and that isn't any surprise to me because I know they exist without a doubt . The second one that you posted is the one that I had help with as far as using an outline to the avatar I use on open minds forum. The rest of the details on it are from my perspective, and the others are freehand without any help. The last one is a stick figure of what the body looks like, its missing lot of detail, and ill get the better version to you soon. I hope they help others in some way. ' Cliff Having Cliff's permission, here are the drawings of the entities he witnessed in some detail from his experience 10 years ago. Thank you Cliff. Steve
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Post by Steve on Jul 12, 2011 9:41:45 GMT -6
I discussed Cliff's drawings with an experiencer friend & colleague. She is now having regressions done about an experience she, and perhaps her husband may have had too.
Details come out in these sessions. I thought you might find it interesting the entities she encountered looked similar, except her entities eyes were more upward angled. They had large black pupils, not solid black. The most interesting thing is their eyes blinked, but the eye lids didn't move up and down, but opened and closed from the sides. This may be due to the extreme up angle of the eye shapes in her case. The eyes seem to have many shapes it seems.
The group of abductees she was with aboard the craft were performing manual tests of some kind, which later one of the entity's approached and seemed to thank them afterward for their participation.
There was another bombshell she shared.... in her regression there were three other people aboard the craft with her, she was wearing a night gown, another woman was dressed in a red dress with a scarf and jewelery, another man wearing blue jeans and a tee-shirt. The last person was wearing a gray casual jockey outfit, she was very sure who this person was by sight which she has seen at her local Mufon meetings. Someone we all know from the old Mufon forum........someone who used to disagree with many here in this forum whether abductions (alien contact) was even occuring....
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Post by paulette on Jul 12, 2011 11:54:55 GMT -6
A brief aside. Also I have never mentioned this before in all my written ramblings.
Possible implant? I have a very sensitive spot between my eyes. By sensitive I don't mean I have a bump or physical pain when I touch it. But it does not like to be touched or covered up or stroked. That is a weird way to talk about my body but in this case it (roughly in the 3rd eye location) has its own rules. I love my husband stroking my hair but when he strays to my forehead it is instantly not-OK. In the 60's people used to daub Tigerbalm (a metholated cream) on people's foreheads. It happened to me once and it hurt my brain. I rushed off to try to scrub it off. I was really in pain. I learned to avoid such well-meaning gestures.
I have migraines (they've lessened over the past 3 years) but the focal point is in line with this area but under my right eyebrow. It is always exactly in the same place. If the migraine progresses to pain I feel like I have a stick stuck down into my eye and emerging through the soft palate of my mouth. It really feels like there's something "in there." I know that calcified areas in the brain can be trigger spots for seizures. I had fever seizures as a child and migraines have elements in common with seizures once the brain starts firing off. I control my migraines before they get to this point if it all possible (if I forget to have meds with me it goes the distance). I've read that having migraines causes one to have more - the brain threshold for that type of neuro reaction goes down.
I also have a seemingly boney lump right in the middle back edge of my hard palate (when the migraine stick comes out). It is irritating in that at times I put my tongue to it enough that it gets sore. One dentist said it could be caused by tooth clenching. That doesn't make sense to me. My more up-to-date dentist said she had no idea but it would be difficult to remove and might not heal well as there's so little tissue over it. It would also not be covered by our medical system. So I live with it.
Thinking about this part of my body as I write this - I am aware that it has a slight tingling burning sensensation - far below pain but not neutral either. It feels "activated."
Anyone else have anything like this???
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Post by Steve on Jul 12, 2011 12:04:07 GMT -6
Paulette, have you ever had a physician check this out during a routine exam? Might want to do that if ever the occasion presents itself. Just to eliminate any more conventional health concern first. I would not share what you might really be thinking it might be with your Doctor. I only know one experiencer who's physician knows about their abductions ...but only because the physician privately admitted through a conversation he might be an abductee too.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 12, 2011 15:05:04 GMT -6
Thank you soooo much for sharing these drawings with us Touched and Steve!! ~hugs~
Rest assured. No memories have emerged in my mind from looking at your drawings. I'm a little disappointed though to be honest that I didn't remember anything. ~shrug~
The eyes on the ones I saw were different... more rounded... but the arm length you drew is very close... legs were longer though in my opinion... and so where the fingers...
The body shape though looks right... very close...
Thanks a lot Touched! And thank you too Steve for posting them for him! ~hugs~
Paulette:
When I get migraines they are usually centered directly behind my right eyeball. Rarely though, when I get migraines they are centered directly behind both my eyeballs. Those are the worst ones. I drove myself to the ER for one of those...
I feel like there is a needle going straight from my eyeballs back directly into my brain, not my soft pallet.
I however do not have a tender spot in the center of my forehead... do have one on top of my head though... slightly to the left ~shrug~
Thanks for sharing paulette. I agree with Steve, you should go get it checked out. Who knows... maybe it is an implant... ~shrug~
~hugs paulette too~
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Post by skywalker on Jul 13, 2011 15:52:57 GMT -6
I discussed Cliff's drawings with an experiencer friend & colleague. She is now having regressions done about an experience she, and perhaps her husband may have had too. Details come out in these sessions. I thought you might find it interesting the entities she encountered looked similar, except her entities eyes were more upward angled. They had large black pupils, not solid black. The most interesting thing is their eyes blinked, but the eye lids didn't move up and down, but opened and closed from the sides. This may be due to the extreme up angle of the eye shapes in her case. The eyes seem to have many shapes it seems. The group of abductees she was with aboard the craft were performing manual tests of some kind, which later one of the entity's approached and seemed to thank them afterward for their participation. There was another bombshell she shared.... in her regression there were three other people aboard the craft with her, she was wearing a night gown, another woman was dressed in a red dress with a scarf and jewelery, another man wearing blue jeans and a tee-shirt. The last person was wearing a gray casual jockey outfit, she was very sure who this person was by sight which she has seen at her local Mufon meetings. Someone we all know from the old Mufon forum........someone who used to disagree with many here in this forum whether abductions (alien contact) was even occuring.... Steve How accurate do you think these regressions are? Could the fact that she knows this person from the MUFON meetings be the reason why she remembers seeing him during her regression? Do you know when her abduction supposedly occurred?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 13, 2011 19:07:10 GMT -6
...actually... now that I am looking at the eyes in more detail... (staring at them) they do look like the ones I saw... ...but... I dunno... the edges weren't so pointy... and they were smaller I think... ... I don't remember so clearly...
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Post by Steve on Jul 14, 2011 0:07:02 GMT -6
I discussed Cliff's drawings with an experiencer friend & colleague. She is now having regressions done about an experience she, and perhaps her husband may have had too. Details come out in these sessions. I thought you might find it interesting the entities she encountered looked similar, except her entities eyes were more upward angled. They had large black pupils, not solid black. The most interesting thing is their eyes blinked, but the eye lids didn't move up and down, but opened and closed from the sides. This may be due to the extreme up angle of the eye shapes in her case. The eyes seem to have many shapes it seems. The group of abductees she was with aboard the craft were performing manual tests of some kind, which later one of the entity's approached and seemed to thank them afterward for their participation. There was another bombshell she shared.... in her regression there were three other people aboard the craft with her, she was wearing a night gown, another woman was dressed in a red dress with a scarf and jewelery, another man wearing blue jeans and a tee-shirt. The last person was wearing a gray casual jockey outfit, she was very sure who this person was by sight which she has seen at her local Mufon meetings. Someone we all know from the old Mufon forum........someone who used to disagree with many here in this forum whether abductions (alien contact) was even occuring.... Steve How accurate do you think these regressions are? Could the fact that she knows this person from the MUFON meetings be the reason why she remembers seeing him during her regression? Do you know when her abduction supposedly occurred? The particular abduction that is being described here, occurred reportedly some 7 to 8 months ago. I know who the experiancer is, and I even know who the hypnotherapist is. That aside, could it be possible the questions been leading? Not likely. Basically it was a surprise. The person who recalled the event was not expecting to see this person in that situation. Nor did the hypnotherapist. Eliminating the chance the experiencer was lead to that conclusion by the questioning. There maybe some strange deja vu interconnectiveity... experiencers maybe naturally drawn together in ways they consciously do not understand or comprehend, because each of them have blank areas in their memory. The secrets all up there in their minds, locked away from each other, and from themselves. What must it be like for a group of experiencers to be together in the same room, consciously blind to one another they may have shared some extraordinary event together each without a clue to the other having shared it? Unconsciously they somehow feel they are together for a reason, but do not understand why.... Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2011 0:13:58 GMT -6
thank you Steve, I appreciate you and your colleagues taking time out of your busy schedules to look into this, it means alot . The experience your friend had is interesting and about half the cases Ive read about witnessed the entities eyes blink . I admit that I had a hard time accepting this because they didnt blink in this encounter, but I truly believe now after hearing many witnesses come forward that these are not the only visitors our planet has been subjected to. This may be the same species reacting differently to lighting conditions or something else that causes them to blink under certain circumstances . Her case is interesting ,especially recognizing another abductee (who may be in denial or just doesnt have a clue to whats happening) . Ive thought about trying memory regression but I just dont know if Im ready yet or ever will be. A part of me wants to know the rest of the encounter but the unknown is what I may regret remembering later, especially if anything happened to my children, thats my biggest fear . I dont think anything did though and Ive spoken with my kids about this a few times but they fortunately dont seem to recall anything out of the ordinary with the exception of my daughter seeing something in the hallway and Im not sure if it was the same time as this "visit ". Paulette , Im sorry you go through migranes . I agree with Steve and leia77 about seeing a doctor about it .I hope they stop so you dont have to go through that. leia77 , youre welcome and I thank you for your friendship (all of you) and the talks weve shared about our similar experiences. I was concerned that these pics may bring back unwanted memories to you and Im glad they didnt ! I hope they dont for anyone else either . I agree with you about the hands and fingers needing to be longer, I struggled trying to get it right and never could with most of the details on all the pics. I tried to put too much detail in the 2nd one and felt it was losing its "grayish white" appearance. The 3rd one is basically a stick figure that I need to work on better which Ill attempt in the near future. Skywalker, thank you too for all the hard work and dedication you and the moderators have done to make this forum possible !!! You are all "good" people .
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Post by Steve on Jul 14, 2011 0:31:59 GMT -6
In considering regressive hypnosis Cliff, if you concider perhaps regretting what you might learn....remember whatever has or has not occured...has already happened...it is all gone now. Any unpleasant memories will be swept away like old cobwebs... and maybe perhaps also ...some memories from that event may not all be entirely unpleasant either.
You then can look forward knowing about any hidden past can't hurt you or your loved ones any more. If you did learn something related to your kids....I would not tell the children unless they come to you about it with their own questions first. But even then, their young minds may not need to know those things till much later when they are fully adults emotionally.
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Post by paulette on Jul 14, 2011 9:15:47 GMT -6
Thanks for everyone's concern about my side issue. Touched, your story is amazing and I'm glad our wise Steve is following up with you.
I had an MRI for a back issue but they didn't scan much above my axis joint. I actually saw the images (my friend was an X ray tech and she accessed the website that the consulting doctor would have picked them up on). No strange items and my head didn't explode during the proceedure (I was panicky enough in the MRI machine, glad I didn't think about metal implants!).
I also had high resolution Xrays when I broke a piece of my cervical spine about 32 years ago.
The thing in my mouth is definely boney and attached - it doesn't wiggle. I've only shown dentists, assuming that doctors don't see as many mouths as they do. I think at 63 (soon) that I'm stuck with whatever I have or don't have. Lorelei's account of the being touching her forehead and activating it struck a chord though - my area certainly is never in a neutral state.
As for migraines, I discovered a great med (Imitrex). It doesn't knock me out (not an opiate) but removes the pain symptoms. I'm still a little stupid feeling and tired but nothing like a full scale migraine. I also had dental re-alignments which may have changed something. The tri-geminal nerve may be involved in migrainers.
Touched, as strange and life-changing as your experiences are - at least you remember. I have scattered bits. When I had a hypno-regression I basically remembered what I already remembered (spoken in my now lapsed Texas accent) except when the woman said: And you will remember what happened after you fell asleep that night.
I didn't hear her and didn't answer. On the tape I am breathing lightly and immediate come out of trance in the count up. It's like - I'm not allowed to access that part. Even under hypnosis. I only tried the once and she was skilled but not experienced in this area of enquiry so may not have asked relevant questions. (Mostly she asked opened ended ones like, "What happened next?")
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Post by Steve on Jul 14, 2011 9:42:59 GMT -6
I didn't hear her and didn't answer. On the tape I am breathing lightly and immediate come out of trance in the count up. It's like - I'm not allowed to access that part. Even under hypnosis. I only tried the once and she was skilled but not experienced in this area of enquiry so may not have asked relevant questions. (Mostly she asked opened ended ones like, "What happened next?") This is not uncommon encountering memory blocks were you describe not being 'allowed' to access those memories. It might take some time, and with a skillful experienced therapist can be knocked down. There are various techniques used for this depending on the hypnotherapist and what seems to work best for them. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2011 10:05:04 GMT -6
Cliff..take a peek at this fellow I found on an evolution forum..especially the eyes..this is closest to the critters I ran into..even the nose and mouth are very similar and it looks very similar to your drawings. It seems to have eye lids too..and maybe in my fear it's just something I never noticed or saw them do at the time. The way images shift for me, there could have been many things I saw and as many I didn't.
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Post by orionpath on Jul 14, 2011 10:13:35 GMT -6
These events that you speak about remind me of one about ten or fifteen years ago. I made an appointment to have something removed from the inside of my nose, as it had dropped down my nose so it was exposed visibly. It was office surgery. The size of the thing was the size as a small pea. As it sat on the tray, the MD said, " I wonder how that little bugger got there "? I didn't want to find out, so I left. Now I have for a long time the sound of clicking metal very soft. Almost like a tinker bell.Both my daughter and I hear static sounds most of the time which is due to all the tech wires in the environment, I think. Sue
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2011 10:38:42 GMT -6
Hello Sue It's nice to see you here and thank you for sharing that. A lot of the people here have had 'oddities' in their bodies or some growth or 'thing'. It seems to follow with these things. I hear static in my left ear constantly since I was 5. There's nothing in or wrong with the ear. The right one will hear high pitched piercing noise (only for seconds) if there's going to be some large seismic activity. Seems the closer the event the longer the ringing. Encounter side effects? As good as any other explanation
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2011 13:15:26 GMT -6
Orion, thank you very much for sharing!
That's kinda scary... what the doctor took out of you...
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2011 13:38:44 GMT -6
OK... ~sigh~ Here's my drawings from what I remember... although it was a long time ago... Thank you Cliff and Jo for inspiring me to do this...
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2011 13:56:00 GMT -6
It's much healthier to take the step from it being locked in your mind..to moving it forward away from you. However symbolic that is..it's part of some healing process that's important.
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Post by Steve on Jul 14, 2011 16:19:30 GMT -6
Good for you anna! Proud of you. That feel better? Cliff too. The position of the hand is interesting. Almost sloth or monkey like ironically. Three fingers and a opposing like thumb. The degree of detail comparing anna and Cliff's entities faces may indicate the degree of how much one at present is prepared to remember too. In regressions, sometimes details are pealed back layer by layer like an onion. First a silhouette, then some vague features, then next time...more details are permitted by the experiencer to be revealed to oneself. It may take time at what they are comfortable with. Cliff in his case has much recall already because many of his memories thus far have been conscious ones. I could not have said it any better Jo. Good progress today. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2011 18:59:39 GMT -6
It's much healthier to take the step from it being locked in your mind..to moving it forward away from you. However symbolic that is..it's part of some healing process that's important. ~hugs Jo~ Steve, I do feel a little better. Not a lot, but a little. I wish I could draw that hand better... it isn't perfect... I think I drew the chin of the face too pointy too...
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Post by Steve on Jul 14, 2011 20:02:07 GMT -6
It's much healthier to take the step from it being locked in your mind..to moving it forward away from you. However symbolic that is..it's part of some healing process that's important. ~hugs Jo~ Steve, I do feel a little better. Not a lot, but a little. I wish I could draw that hand better... it isn't perfect... I think I drew the chin of the face too pointy too... anna, Keep at it at your own pace, but whatever...keep at it. Your ability or inability to draw also is not of consequence here, It's about expressing the images in your memorys onto paper. As Jo wrote...doing that will be a forward step from it being locked in your mind..to moving it forward away from you...it's part of the healing process. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jul 15, 2011 14:11:11 GMT -6
jo, the entity is similar, but I agree about the eyes, theyre not quite the same as well as a few of the other features but it is close to the overall appearance . I can say for sure there wasnt any eyelids, at least not that much if any. Orionpath(sue), welcome to teor and thank you for sharing this with us. I read somewhere about a physician that has removed over 20 suspected implants in his career and most of them appeared to be metallic, or glass like slivers of metal extracted from patients who thought they had implants but im not for certain of all the details or how truthful that article is. I dont know the circumstances of your situation, but if you ever feel the need to talk about it either openly or privately through a pm, theyres understanding people here at teor who can relate and understand what it is you may have experienced. lorelei, youre a better artist than I am,lol ! Its hard to remember and try to draw these things, much harder than I thought it was going to be. You did a great job with the outline of the head, body, and arms ! Very impressive !!! I see similarities in all of your drawings. I had a hard time drawing the hands and body structure. I have a question lorelei, did you feel any "resistance", like something was telling you not to draw it ? I did , but its hard to explain. Steve, ill consider what you said about memory regression, a part of me wants to know and in time it may be something im willing to do . You were right about this being a healing process, attempting to draw these ended up being more of an experience than what Id expected.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 15, 2011 15:36:35 GMT -6
Yes touched! I did feel resistance when I was trying to draw the face. When I try to remember the face at all, I get resistance, so I'm not so sure that is what it looks like.
The body and the hand though, no resistance.
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Post by skywalker on Jul 15, 2011 21:42:54 GMT -6
I've never been able to draw the beings that I remember which is kind of strange since I am an artist. They never come out right for some reason. Perhaps because my "memories" are so incomplete and scrambled.
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Post by lois on Jul 16, 2011 0:24:51 GMT -6
These events that you speak about remind me of one about ten or fifteen years ago. I made an appointment to have something removed from the inside of my nose, as it had dropped down my nose so it was exposed visibly. It was office surgery. The size of the thing was the size as a small pea. As it sat on the tray, the MD said, " I wonder how that little bugger got there "? I didn't want to find out, so I left. Now I have for a long time the sound of clicking metal very soft. Almost like a tinker bell.Both my daughter and I hear static sounds most of the time which is due to all the tech wires in the environment, I think. Sue I have often compared what I hear as a tuning fork.. I have always heard it since my encounter. And if I put metal on the side of my head, I hear it.. I had to quit putting the metal rollers in my hair to curl it because of this. I could put rollers all over my head but soon as one was placed above my left ear..... A tuning fork sound began.. It still does it today, but not often as I never apply metal to my head. I used metal rollers all my life even way back before High School.. every night I slept in them for school, but never again after the encounter.. A lot of things make me hear a tuning fork.. but ony things made of metal. I do not like earphones at all..
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Post by Steve on Jul 16, 2011 10:23:13 GMT -6
Curious anna why they're are three drawings of separate parts of the body? One of the head, another of the arm & hand, another of the torso or mid area of the body. You think you could combine these elements into a single rendering perhaps? It is therapeutic as Cliff said. It is difficult too, but that is a small hurdle you will overcome. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jul 16, 2011 10:36:31 GMT -6
Funny you should mention that Steve..I don't see them 'whole' I see pieces of them in flashes. I'll see the eyes..or a hand or smooth torso but not a complete critter. I'd be hard put to put them together and I never ever noticed that before ... I've never seen the lower body I realize. I've seen them from 'table' up. When they were bending over my friend they were on the off side of her table or close to mine. How strange.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 16, 2011 14:36:14 GMT -6
Steve,
I don't really remember what their necks looked like... that's why I can't draw the head on top of the torso...
The time when I got a good look at the face was when he was right up in my face. I couldn't see the rest of him... save for a blurry gray "finger" passing in front of my left eye up towards my forehead...
The arm hanging down is by itself because I don't think I could draw these things from the side. My artistic abilities are very limited. I've never drawn a humanoid figure facing to the side before...
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