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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 7, 2012 10:32:24 GMT -6
I woke up in the mood to share today. You may want to grab some coffee and a snack....as I will recount what I can. It seems the years have been good to me as I have forgotten some of the experiences while others are forever in my brain. The earliest experience I had I was around 3. I have always been afraid of the dark because I could see things more vividly in the dark than with the lights on. I was sleeping in bed with my sister who was 7 and I remember seeing a bright light. We lived in the country where our closest neighbor was a mile away. The light was bright as a giant flashlight. I got out of bed to go to the open window and see what it was. I woke up the next morning in our barn. No idea how I got there. When I hear dogs bark, it reminds me of them because we always had dogs around and when they started barking I knew they were there. My family nicknamed me Sybil because I was always hiding under furniture...my sad attempt at hiding from them. I would climb my roof and fall asleep looking at the stars and it appears that I was making it easier for them as well. Less traumatic for me I guess, that is how I coped at the time. Other times, I would be with friends and see things in the sky that would scare them. Needless to say my friends were few and far between because of it, and the other abilities that they didnt understand. Mostly, I remember after being married and having lost 4 pregnancies that it became strange. I have 0 rh negative blood, which I didn't know until I had the chance to save my 5th pregnancy. My body rejected all the others. THat is when I had all 3 of my children, 11 months apart. During the pregnancies, I remember many visitations from the greys. I remember they performed an amniocentesis (sp) on my first son. I cried because I thought they were trying to harm him. They weren't. I don't know if any other mothers on this board ever experienced hearing their unborn babies cry but I could. I knew when they needed comforting and when they had the hiccups. I can't explain how I heard it when others couldn't. Anyhow, I know they used me for an incubator of some kind because I would take pregnancy tests that were positive and see the doctor to confirm, only to lose it 2 months later. For some reason, 2 was big with them. I know it had to be them because my husband had a vasectomy and I am still able to bear children. Perhaps that is why they started leaving him alone. I am feeling a bit tired now...more to come later
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Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2012 14:10:48 GMT -6
Thank you for sharing Jarmen... those are definitely some frightening experiences... Do you think it was the tall blondes who did these things to your unborn children?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2012 14:13:37 GMT -6
Wow. I was just thinking that this was a good time for Lorelei to come in and give ~hugs~ ;D I clicked "home" and saw she had just replied to this thread. . .
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Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2012 14:15:50 GMT -6
~hugz JC~ ;D
~hugz Jarmen too~ ;D ;D ;D ;D
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Post by lois on Jul 7, 2012 23:10:49 GMT -6
Jarman.. would like to ask one question at this point if I may.. Did you ever have to have a hysterectomy? I know this is a personal question, if you prefer not to say. Just do not reply to my post. A lot of abductee's have had this procedure done as from so much abuse on their bodies from alien contact.
I had to have a hysterectomy myself . There is no way of knowing if it was due to my contact or not. I lost only one fetus which I cannot explain. Only that it left me with a very serious infection. which I did get over but things went down hill for years after.
thank you for posting, will be waiting to hear more of your experiences.
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 7, 2012 23:48:22 GMT -6
Jarman.. would like to ask one question at this point if I may.. Did you ever have to have a hysterectomy? I know this is a personal question, if you prefer not to say. Just do not reply to my post. A lot of abductee's have had this procedure done as from so much abuse on their bodies from alien contact. I had to have a hysterectomy myself . There is no way of knowing if it was due to my contact or not. I lost only one fetus which I cannot explain. Only that it left me with a very serious infection. which I did get over but things went down hill for years after. thank you for posting, will be waiting to hear more of your experiences. No. All the plumbing is still there. I still have the ability to birth children.
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 7, 2012 23:52:42 GMT -6
Thank you for sharing Jarmen... those are definitely some frightening experiences... Do you think it was the tall blondes who did these things to your unborn children? I didnt see the tall blondes until the children were older. I felt that they were teachers of some kind. They always took them as I would be left behind. My three children are all environmentalist, very compassionate and always learning new things, even out of school. They all sense my emotions well.
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 8, 2012 0:02:50 GMT -6
Another instance when we were in the Yellow house, I remember that they implanted something behind my right ear lobe. I could feel it there and went to the doctor for it. He stated that it was just a bump and it would go away. The only problem I had with that explanation is that it seriously disturbed all electrical devices when I had it in there. You could feel a small rod like thing there. It hurt to press it and caused vicious migraines. I don't know if any of you wake up with bruises but I do. Most of the time it is around my wrists and my knees. This one night was especially bad. My husband came back from out of town and it appeared that I had been brutally attacked. I had bruises all over my body from wrist to shoulders down my legs and thighs and even on my back. It was real bad and there was no way of explaining how it happened. I admit that I felt violated in a way that I hadn't felt before and this is when I became angry. I have had scars in the morning which I took pictures of on my old computer but it got a virus and I lost them My migraines are horrible now. Mainly on the the top left portion of my head. It is as if I can feel something in there.
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 8, 2012 0:03:15 GMT -6
~hugz JC~ ;D ~hugz Jarmen too~ ;D ;D ;D ;D Thank you ;D
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2012 3:15:32 GMT -6
Thank you for sharing Jarmen... those are definitely some frightening experiences... Do you think it was the tall blondes who did these things to your unborn children? I didnt see the tall blondes until the children were older. I felt that they were teachers of some kind. They always took them as I would be left behind. Do you think it was the grays then? Wow... lots of bruises that's really scary... too bad you lost those pictures- I get migraines too- I've only been getting them for the past two and a half years though... I'm 27 now and I've had weird things happen to me since I was 8- which was when I actually saw four grays in my house... The migraines I get though are usually behind one eye- either on the left side or on the right side. The first migraine I got I had to rush myself to the ER from work because I thought I was dying... it was behind both eyes and they say a bi-lateral migraine is really unusual and I should see a neurologist for it but I can't right now so... If I get it behind my left eyeball it comes with severe nausea and vomiting. If I get it behind my right eyeball it comes with severe pain and usually no nausea... I'm sorry you have migraines hun- they are not a fun thing to have... ~hugz again~
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2012 3:19:00 GMT -6
Jarman.. would like to ask one question at this point if I may.. Did you ever have to have a hysterectomy? I know this is a personal question, if you prefer not to say. Just do not reply to my post. A lot of abductee's have had this procedure done as from so much abuse on their bodies from alien contact. I had to have a hysterectomy myself . There is no way of knowing if it was due to my contact or not. I lost only one fetus which I cannot explain. Only that it left me with a very serious infection. which I did get over but things went down hill for years after. thank you for posting, will be waiting to hear more of your experiences. My mom had to have a hystorectomy too Lois right after I was born... she had lots and lots of miscarriages and fertility problems for a long long time... ... wow ... I'm beginning to think she might be an abductee too... cuz she told me she used to have dreams about "angels" and stuff and she told me she thought the grays I saw were "angels"....
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2012 9:12:08 GMT -6
Thank you for sharing Jarmen Nothing wrong with the plumbing here..I've had three normal births and I'm still arranged the same way. The only thing really lasting from my abduction that I know of is the constant ringing in my ear and the 'memory'.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2012 14:06:00 GMT -6
I'm starting to feel like we are "lucky", Jo? ! So sorry, Jarmen71. I get bruises occasionally, but nothing like that. There have been times that I woke up feeling like I had done a strenuous workout just before bed, though. Lol. I get migraines also. More frequently as an adult. I haven't had one in a while. I did have a ringing in my left ear that came and went a lot, but it has only happened twice in the past week. I just underwent some frequent chiropractic therapy for 6 months, on my neck and back, and it seems to have helped. I hope it lasts . I also feel that I have had some unusual experiences with pregnancies.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2012 14:26:59 GMT -6
And, I've wondered if I've had implants under my skin, also. More than once I have had a "moveable lump", that seemed to relocate itself. . . . sounds weird, I know. I didn't mean to sound (above) as if I think all of this is just some "medical condition" for me. I'm just doing what I can to relieve quite a bit of stress involved . During my therapy, and even now, I developed "raised" areas over my shoulder and neck bones. I say even now because I have 3 places that are not entirely healed, even after a month of antibiotics. I had what looked like a larger pore opening in my R trapeze muscle area originally. I squeezed that, and it was like all he_ _ broke loose soon after! I started getting white, shiney, almost clear sometimes, crystal like particles coming out of my skin. My sister, who's an R.N., witnessed that it looks like "glass". Not long after that first episode, my sister found the same type of "glass shards" coming out of one of her toes.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2012 17:18:56 GMT -6
I had a 'movable' lump too..but it turned out to be a piece of wood embedded in my foot that popped out almost 15 years later. I've had some odd bruises ..most memorable was the one the day I was abducted that was on my neck and looked like a finger length burn. It peeled that night and healed very quickly. That experience left me with other bruises but I never seemed to notice them (until memory came back years later). We all seem to have a variety of medical 'oddities'. My experiences with anesthesia, I'm sure, comes from their suggestions against hypnosis or something similar. Most of my medical things are good though..much as I detest them..to be fair..I heal very very quickly and I am very physically strong. I can easily lift a hundred pounds over my head. I don't remember any 'baby' oddities but I did end up with some other types of female problems that somehow I know they were responsible for. I wonder if I can blame ingrown toenails on them? ;D
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 12, 2012 20:39:37 GMT -6
And, I've wondered if I've had implants under my skin, also. More than once I have had a "moveable lump", that seemed to relocate itself. . . . sounds weird, I know. I didn't mean to sound (above) as if I think all of this is just some "medical condition" for me. I'm just doing what I can to relieve quite a bit of stress involved . During my therapy, and even now, I developed "raised" areas over my shoulder and neck bones. I say even now because I have 3 places that are not entirely healed, even after a month of antibiotics. I had what looked like a larger pore opening in my R trapeze muscle area originally. I squeezed that, and it was like all he_ _ broke loose soon after! I started getting white, shiney, almost clear sometimes, crystal like particles coming out of my skin. My sister, who's an R.N., witnessed that it looks like "glass". Not long after that first episode, my sister found the same type of "glass shards" coming out of one of her toes. wow....i dont recall any glass like substance in or under my skin...
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 12, 2012 20:41:02 GMT -6
I didnt see the tall blondes until the children were older. I felt that they were teachers of some kind. They always took them as I would be left behind. Do you think it was the grays then? Wow... lots of bruises that's really scary... too bad you lost those pictures- I get migraines too- I've only been getting them for the past two and a half years though... I'm 27 now and I've had weird things happen to me since I was 8- which was when I actually saw four grays in my house... The migraines I get though are usually behind one eye- either on the left side or on the right side. The first migraine I got I had to rush myself to the ER from work because I thought I was dying... it was behind both eyes and they say a bi-lateral migraine is really unusual and I should see a neurologist for it but I can't right now so... If I get it behind my left eyeball it comes with severe nausea and vomiting. If I get it behind my right eyeball it comes with severe pain and usually no nausea... I'm sorry you have migraines hun- they are not a fun thing to have... ~hugz again~ I also have the pain behind the left eye. It goes blind. I figured it was due to the migraines.
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 12, 2012 21:03:17 GMT -6
My memory is terrible. My hubby teases me about it. Some things I remember but I seem to forget almost instantly about small things. It's quite annoying.
This might not mean anything but my hair and nails grow like a beast. I would say 5 times than normal. My wounds seem to heal faster as well.
How many of you have ultra sensitivity to the sun? I cant be in the direct sunlight for more than 5 minutes without a migraine coming on.
I hate the heat and I get dehydration pretty fast.
I have all kinds of allergies, red dye, legumes, dust, pennisilin, vicodin, morphine, internal stitches and other medications.
When I was hospitalized for the ruptured I was spetic. They couldnt find any antibiotic that would kill the infection. I had over 9 that they tried. I was in the hospital for a month. Once I was out, I got another infection. It is sad when medications dont work on you.
I know this has no relavence but I do not age either. I still look like I am 20 although I am 40. My mom is the same way. I joke with the kids when I tell them I am a vampire lol.
I hate that all these things have happened to me and continue to happen. I know I will have to go back to the doctor soon as I am starting to have more issues.
Thank you all for listening.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 12, 2012 21:44:10 GMT -6
Antibiotics do not work on me either. Not well anyway. Hence me having to take them for a month to see any results. It is a scary situation. I also almost died from septicemia. Yes, I relate a lot of my health problems to "allergies". So sorry that you have to deal with this also. The website on "The Real-Time Abductees" talks about the sensitivity to the sun. I do not have this sensitivity. Conversely, today I have been somewhat layed back by a headache. We had a ?surprise? thunderstorm that barely wet the ground (but lots of thunder), and I have felt better since then .
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Post by Deleted on Jul 13, 2012 0:56:18 GMT -6
My memory is terrible. My hubby teases me about it. Some things I remember but I seem to forget almost instantly about small things. It's quite annoying. Mine too... Everybody here knows it too... lolz... This might not mean anything but my hair and nails grow like a beast. I would say 5 times than normal. My wounds seem to heal faster as well. Mine too... How many of you have ultra sensitivity to the sun? I cant be in the direct sunlight for more than 5 minutes without a migraine coming on. ~raises hand~ I don't get migraines from the sun (unless it's right in my face for a long period of time) but I do have light sensitivity in my eyes and I burn VERY easily. I am very pale because of it- but living in the arctic also could be the reason for this... ~shrug~ I hate the heat and I get dehydration pretty fast. Me too. Anything hotter than 70 is uncomfortable... hotter than 80 is miserable... but this also could be because I live in the arctic... I have all kinds of allergies, red dye, legumes, dust, pennisilin, vicodin, morphine, internal stitches and other medications. I'm allergic to dust mites, horses, three different kinds of mold, and some ingredient used in expensive perfumes and colognes which I actually get a deathly reaction to- my throat starts to close up when I breathe it in... working in customer service for many years I had to deal with that quite often... "*gag* *cough* *rasp* Could you *gasp* give me some *gag* space? I *cough* can't breathe *gag* allergic to *cough cough* perfume..." and a lot of people would give me a blank stare like they didn't know what to do and just stand there staring at me like a bunch of idiots like uhhhh... maybe if I were to collapse on the floor they would give me space... geez... When I was hospitalized for the ruptured I was spetic. They couldnt find any antibiotic that would kill the infection. I had over 9 that they tried. I was in the hospital for a month. Once I was out, I got another infection. It is sad when medications dont work on you. Wow. That's really scary!! I don't have any trouble with mold-based anti-biotics but I am allergic to Sulfa Anti-biotics... I don't like morphine either but I don't think I'm allergic to it but my mother is... they gave it to her in the hospital and it almost killed her... I know this has no relavence but I do not age either. I still look like I am 20 although I am 40. My mom is the same way. I joke with the kids when I tell them I am a vampire lol. LOL I envy you sweetie. My mom is that way too- she has always looked a lot younger than she really is. I also look a lot younger than I actually am... people think I'm 20 and I'm almost 30 so... I hope this will continue on for awhile but lately I've noticed people have stopped carding me when I buy wine... I hate that all these things have happened to me and continue to happen. I know I will have to go back to the doctor soon as I am starting to have more issues. Thank you all for listening. ~hugggggz~ I hope things get better for you hun...
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 14, 2012 15:47:48 GMT -6
Antibiotics do not work on me either. Not well anyway. Hence me having to take them for a month to see any results. It is a scary situation. I also almost died from septicemia. Yes, I relate a lot of my health problems to "allergies". So sorry that you have to deal with this also. The website on "The Real-Time Abductees" talks about the sensitivity to the sun. I do not have this sensitivity. Conversely, today I have been somewhat layed back by a headache. We had a ?surprise? thunderstorm that barely wet the ground (but lots of thunder), and I have felt better since then . I will read that thread. I too, am pale especially for a Hispanic. They tease me and call me powder...lol. ;D Penn will kill me as well. It is scary and I told my children if I were ever in a severe accident to just consider me gone because it would take a miracle to save me. Thus the high insurance premium I have on myself. I just get by everyday knowing that my life may not be normal, it may not be free of stresses and it's not perfect but it is my own personal experience through life.
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 14, 2012 15:49:11 GMT -6
Lorlei....wow I am so glad that I am not alone in this....Hugs back.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 14, 2012 19:57:28 GMT -6
BTW, my sister is allergic to penicillin too... and others like it... but she can take Sulfa antibiotics... the opposite of me lol.
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Post by jarmen71 on Jul 22, 2012 17:56:52 GMT -6
well the last 5 nights have brought dreams of disks, lights and restlessness. Since my husband works out of town alot now, that is the only time I can really sleep is when he is here. He has been home the last 3 days and i slept 12+ hours each night. I don't dream of them when he is here. Another strange thing has been happening in my house...it appears that we have a new casper. I have known for a while but now it is getting angry because I am addressing him. He hides things, throws my cigarettes in the trash, opens all the kitchen cabinets and now we have this floral odor in the house. Sometimes I wish that I didnt have any of this happening. 2 nights ago, as I fell asleep, i heard a soft hum coming from outside. I thought it was a bit odd, like a vibration. I immediately fell asleep. The next morning I had a bruise on my upper left arm that was tiny. I have since been sick. I have these massive attacks on my stomach close to where my pancreas is. I can't go outside for more than a few minutes because my head starts to hurt. It has been throbbing and it isnt a migraine because I know those bad boys. Anyhow, I feel that since I have been opening up, more things have started to happen and it makes me uncomfortable. That is why I havent been on in a few days. My back is extremely bad and i can barely move. I will set up a doctors appointment to see what they find....
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Post by casper on Jul 22, 2012 21:44:15 GMT -6
You have a Casper in your house? I hope he's a friendly one. Have you seen him yet? It doesn't sound like you have been having a very good time lately. I hope it gets better for you.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 22, 2012 22:08:47 GMT -6
I used to feel that way, too, Jarmen. Things increased as I acknowledged them, so I was "afraid" to talk about it. This is a fear much different than wondering if people think I have more than a screw loose. Somehow, as I got older, I "pressed through" and kept talking. I am also more confident. My problems like to be kept secret so that I stay "alone". I see this with a lot of people-the theory that if I act like IT is not there, it will go away. Sometimes this might be true. As I have opened up more, on here, mind you, I have had children approach me out of nowhere with mainly paranormal questions. I don't tell them my experiences; for some reason it is like they "know" to talk to me, I listen, and give thoughts on whatever when I can. If I ask questions of them, the first one is "Have you told another adult, such as your parents?" Like you said, you have a new "casper". A new character will definitely test you out to see what negativity they can produce. . . In my experience, a bad smell is truly a not so nice character/situation. A nice smell, such as pleasant floral, to me, is a protective, good spirit/character, and some of your related intensity might be (2) characters fighting in your home. Not fun, but possibly encouraging . One night, after a particularly scary event, and my kids were away, I ended up at 2:30 a.m. sleeping on my parents couch (we lived within 2 miles of each other). I felt better there, but I still sensed that "someone" was standing in a corner just watching me. It was every thing I could do to not flip on a light; partially because I was so sure of that shadow that turning on a light might show something I did not want to see. There were couch pillows for my head, and I had taken a big fluffy pillow off of a bed, so I actually turned my back (shivers) and put the bed pillow over my head. I fell asleep. The next morning, that pillow smelled like it had been drenched in some luscious fragrance from b,b, $ beauty. I don't know how I possibly did not notice that before! I checked around, but that pillow was the only thing that smelled like that, and lasted only a little bit into that day's morning. Funny too, strong smells, especially perfume, can trigger my allergies immediately. This did not. ;D Hang in there!
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Post by lois on Jul 22, 2012 23:34:36 GMT -6
My hair and nails have always grown at rapid speed since birth. My friend came by today just to say hello. I ask her why she came into town. She replied, Oh you know I told you a few weeks ago I have to get my nails done. She wears fake ones as her nails break off constantly. Then she told me .. I don't want to see your nails again. You had long nails when we were kids. I told her yes if I did not cut them every few days I would be carrying around daggers for nails . My hair has grown fast all my life also. I think it is your own body, not the ufo encounters. But anything is possible I guess. I have cut my hair off three times since June first. I wear it short, each time I cut over a inch, sometimes two inches to keep it very short. AND COOL .. What vitamin in your body does this? I must eat a lot of it.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 23, 2012 1:08:38 GMT -6
My hair and nails have always grown at rapid speed since birth. My friend came by today just to say hello. I ask her why she came into town. She replied, Oh you know I told you a few weeks ago I have to get my nails done. She wears fake ones as her nails break off constantly. Then she told me .. I don't want to see your nails again. You had long nails when we were kids. I told her yes if I did not cut them every few days I would be carrying around daggers for nails . My hair has grown fast all my life also. I think it is your own body, not the ufo encounters. But anything is possible I guess. I have cut my hair off three times since June first. I wear it short, each time I cut over a inch, sometimes two inches to keep it very short. AND COOL .. What vitamin in your body does this? I must eat a lot of it. I'm not sure which vitamin does it- but every young woman I have spoken to about it says it's in "Pre-Natal Vitamins". They say if you take them it makes your hair and nails stronger and it makes them grow faster... My nails break off too- very easily but they do grow long. Much longer than average I think. I always wear them clipped short because I type a lot and I play the piano/keyboard. Long nails get in the way...
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Post by Deleted on Jul 23, 2012 9:48:44 GMT -6
My hair grows like a bad weed. It's thick and heavy and I cut it myself because people fussing with me drives me bats. I'm not very good about being touched unless it's someone I like then half the time I have to grit my teeth. My nails grow fast but I've damaged them so much with my lifestyle they break off.
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Post by lois on Jul 23, 2012 12:11:20 GMT -6
My nails break also because I do not wear gloves to work out doors. It is a problem trying to type. If one does break I cut the rest of them down. That is all I do for my nails Cut and get them dirty in the summer.
I turn around and will wash something out by hand in soapy bleach water. . and they become snow white again. ;D
shamira is getting married in 12 days and I have tried not to touch the garden dirt. That would look great at my greatdaughters wedding . It also gives me hang nails out in the dirt.
Pulling weeds is a must for me. ;D ;D
Well back to the thread here, I seem to of gotten way off with this.
My hair is thick also Jo and resembles a bush of course heavy hair.
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