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Post by jcurio on Jan 26, 2020 14:25:06 GMT -6
I read this book and still have it in my personal library š. My, that seems ages ago!! Hereās one review: www.publishersweekly.com/978-0-671-00461-3___________________ I donāt know WHAT I think about this book. I remember thinking, at the time that I read it, that SOME of it was factual. Just maybe not presented exactly how it happened? I should make some effort to read it again.... to see what I Think Now. š I do know, that after working with kindergarten to fifth grade children for 11 years, I have a whole different respect for lying, and why people do it. Seriously! Working with children in their grade school years day in and day out has made me so much less judgmental of adults. š
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Post by jcurio on Jan 26, 2020 14:46:58 GMT -6
~ laughing ~ your dad was probably exposed to *porn by someone in his young life. He hid it (his *porn magazines) a little better than his book about aliens coming to Earth š¤£.
Laughing because I went to a very large antique thrift/booth store in our area just yesterday, and someone had old playboys magazines for sale.... kind of tucked away in their booth... (I suppose).....
I tend to look for things ātucked awayā and find some really good deals š. (NOT usually magazines!! š²š¤£). And I did have a āweirdā experience with humanity yesterday (š no surprise there). I āfoundā a corner book shelf that lies flat; you open it and the shelves hold it open. It was laying folded up against another book shelf, and I was thrilled (I have a regular, rectangle 4 foot book shelf that folds the same). A corner one now!
Anyway, I found that , plopped it on the top of my cart, and continued looking around for near an hour. I had found a stool that I wanted, but decided I didnāt need it, and took it back to a booth. Sat down and had a cup of coffee in a lounging area. I had to leave my cart right outside a booth anytime I ventured in looking..... and a staff member asked me if Iād like her to take it up front until I was done...... I told her no, that I was now headed to check out. š
Well, I get up front to pay for it, and the cashier charged me too much! (I thought). I told her then that I didnāt want it, because I thought it was only 15$! The cashier then told me that someone had marked through that price and put a different price!? (She called the dealer fo me at this point).
WHEN Did someone have the chance to CHANGE The price??
Really creepy ..... when I THINK Iām pretty aware of things going on around me... but glad to know that my MEMORY of the price I read on it is intact š¤·š¼āāļø
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Post by starr on Jan 26, 2020 14:50:12 GMT -6
Thank you! Itās been a few years since I read it. Maybe I should read it again with a different mindset now. My daddy and I was talking yesterday about how quickly our technology seemed to explode over a short time. My son sent me a link to ? Somebody? Rogan interview about reverse engineering. (The same son that made me run to the window to see that thing that he never wanted to talk about until lately.) This book predates that and seems to me the foundation of when it began.š§
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Post by jcurio on Jan 26, 2020 14:52:14 GMT -6
People can be weird.... especially when it comes to money. š
But I canāt fathom why just a random person would DO something like this? Iām sure I just look like a regular ole 50-something lady killing some time....
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Post by starr on Jan 26, 2020 14:59:30 GMT -6
š Well, I get up front to pay for it, and the cashier charged me too much! (I thought). I told her then that I didnāt want it, because I thought it was only 15$! The cashier then told me that someone had marked through that price and put a different price!? (She called the dealer fo me at this point). WHEN Did someone have the chance to CHANGE The price?? Really creepy ..... when I THINK Iām pretty aware of things going on around me... but glad to know that my MEMORY of the price I read on it is intact š¤·š¼āāļø Either someone done it while you were partaking of your coffee OR one of the booths had a ten minute time warp in itš look at this flashlightš š¤£ MEMORY.... bringing up a movie?
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Post by jcurio on Jan 26, 2020 15:27:36 GMT -6
I feel like sometimes we are being tested and our reality changes based on how we handled it. I dunno, so many ifs. I hope one day to fully realize all the answers so many of us are always asking. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/5339/harmonys-journal-edge?page=2#ixzz6CArMwLBYāāāāāāāāāāāā- Tested to see if I really wanted or needed this bookcase? šš I know this sounds funny...... but itās REAL for me. I sincerely have been considering ālosing my libraryā.....
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Post by starr on Jan 26, 2020 22:12:57 GMT -6
Never lose your library. Itās there for a purpose. I bet the minute you take it to donate or throw away...youāll immediately decide you shouldāve kept it because you want to read āthat partā of something you read beforeš IF you do decide to get rid of the library....that handy corner shelving works great in a small bathroom for towels, wash cloths, soap in a basket. It also flattens out of you want to slide it under the bed or something, since the shelves are connecting the two sides.šAsk me how I know lol
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Post by jcurio on Jan 28, 2020 9:24:04 GMT -6
Lol. š¤£
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Post by starr on Jan 28, 2020 21:39:56 GMT -6
I found it..(about,ā And a child will lead them.ā..I havenāt really figured this coding yet but I did figure out I could copy and pasteš¤£ Oh and I did look it up to read the verses. I will comment later as to where I think this was headed. š¤·š»āāļøš Mathew Henry en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matthew_Henry_________________ I donāt have a favorite, but it seems the youth of my church talk about referencing his commentaries. Though I have been at my church for 3 years, Iām getting to know people very slowly. We have a very active discipleship program. Iām saying all the time that I wish I had been with these brothers and sisters when my kids were teenagers! I have heard about the rib being removed from Adam to create Eve to be by his heart not above him or below him....and protected by his arm. Thank you for sharing that with me <3 I helped with VBS a few years at a small Baptist church. I planned out and got the materials for the crafts (the homemade kind, not the flying kindš) I had sixth graders. I enjoyed it.... somehow I think the teens would spark gray matter more š„at that inquisitive age. If it were me Iām sure the first day, there would be a question I couldnāt answer so Iād fall back on the āWere not supposed to question Godā and maybe go to the bathroom to quickly search for an answer that would line up with Jesusā teachingsš§” Do you ever remember a verse when there was about to be a battle or a war and the scripture read, āAnd a child will lead themā? Now Iām going to scramble to look that up, so it wonāt annoy me all day as to where it came from.š§ Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/5339/harmonys-journal-edge?page=5#ixzz6CO4Nh4EN
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Post by jcurio on Jan 28, 2020 23:38:52 GMT -6
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Post by jcurio on Jan 28, 2020 23:39:30 GMT -6
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Post by starr on Jan 29, 2020 7:55:00 GMT -6
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Post by jcurio on Jan 29, 2020 8:15:29 GMT -6
When I wake up in the morning it feels like my body is vibrating or the bed? Thatās been going on a while. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/5339/harmonys-journal-edge?page=4#ixzz6CQdfMYd5________________________ I donāt know what this is. I have felt it, too. Not recently, for me. It has me wondering about all the āvibrationā settings on babies chairs and rockers? Fisher P. has a setting in its bouncy seat for āsoothing vibrationā. ? How does the āvibrationā make you feel?
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Post by starr on Jan 29, 2020 9:17:07 GMT -6
When I wake up in the morning it feels like my body is vibrating or the bed? Thatās been going on a while. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/5339/harmonys-journal-edge?page=4#ixzz6CQdfMYd5________________________ I donāt know what this is. I have felt it, too. Not recently, for me. It has me wondering about all the āvibrationā settings on babies chairs and rockers? Fisher P. has a setting in its bouncy seat for āsoothing vibrationā. ? How does the āvibrationā make you feel? It feels like the bed is vibrating. Itās just something I feel. Phil doesnāt feel it. I talked to my doctor years ago about it. I was afraid it was some sort of seizures. Iām fairly certain itās a rush of Adrenalin while waking up. It feels like ants running all through my body. Iāve had a couple of episodes of sleep paralysis when I was in high school. My daughter (in college) has been telling me sheās having sleep paralysis sometimes, while my son has had episodes of just falling asleep (which could have another explanation besides narcolepsy). He frequently sleepwalks when his sleep is disrupted from a young age. Iām sure the vibrating feeling must be a part of anxiety or sleeping rhythms out of order. A quick search on the internet returns results range from ALS, MS, menopause, anxiety, sleep apnea, essential tremor, lack of enough quality sleep, complicated (to me) chemical reactions cascading out of certain orders. My quality of life hasnāt been disrupted because of it and Iām used to it. I havenāt pursued it further with my doctor.š¤·š»āāļø How does the internal vibrating make you feel? With babies (I havenāt researched it but my thoughts are it makes them drowsy either by the stimulation using energy up āfeeling itā if that makes sense? OR maybe their brain floating and vibrating in CSF giving a hypnotized feeling. Like spinning makes us dizzy when fluid in our ears for balance gets disrupted.) Now Iām wanting to know HOW does that work exactly? My kids had swings so I know how that feels (brain sloshing back and forth)
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Post by jcurio on Jan 30, 2020 6:19:31 GMT -6
Iām fairly certain itās a rush of Adrenalin while waking up. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/5339/harmonys-journal-edge?page=6#ixzz6CVyGuKDZ___________________ Yes. Me too (fairly certain š). I had āitā this morning. But not with any intensity. š I ārecognizedā the feeling when my second alarm went off. Pressed my phone, and made an effort to register the feeling in my thoughts as I sat up. Itās like my body is āhummingā. Like everything is coming into tune (tuning fork); but not unpleasant. It HAS been unpleasant before; to where I have felt like I am vibrating so much, that the bed MUST be moving, too? (Like someone laying next to me would SURELY feel it too š). Feeling like the bed is shaking too (even though itās not) is just too weird. š¬ Funny, I was going to get on TEOR this morning, and tell you that I donāt remember what it feels like...... well, ā Thank You, Godā (sincerely). š¤ Now I remember. Iāve not researched it. But happened upon someone on the ānet saying that it was āthe feeling of your body returning to itself after astral travelā š¤. I donāt know about THAT. The idea of āastral travelā or āOBEā, Iāve had before I even knew there was words for that..... and NEVER noticed this feeling. Ya know?
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Post by jcurio on Jan 30, 2020 6:34:11 GMT -6
Oh, and for reference: I mentioned my second alarm to explain part of this vibratory feeling. I often donāt need any alarm at all. But, for example, one maybe set for ā5:00 amā and one for ā5:30 amā on my phone. IF I am depending on the alarm to wake me, the first alarm is usually enough; even if I press snooze several (šš) times. The second alarm is just in case I just turned the first alarm off (instead of snooze). THEN, I usually wake up enough to get up and start making coffee, and just turn the second alarm off before it ever is time to go off.
This morning I turned off the first alarm. Itās like āoh, itās already time to get upā. No dreams lingering. You know the rest. (And Iām just now registering to talk to Jesus about the coming day; whereas that usually happens in bed).
The āvibrationā feeling this morning was NOT an unkind surprise.
)this is where I say( So it goes.
A very nice story of my life these days. āAsk. And You Shall Receiveā. (the personal version). Even if Iām not really asking. You must be something pretty special, Lady. For me to get an āanswerā from the Universe; For You.
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Post by starr on Jan 30, 2020 11:18:47 GMT -6
First of all, Iām no ladyš¤£....Nor am I special in any kind of way! (I Promise) We are linked as sisters in Christ and our unconscious minds can probably connect while weāre not aware. (Somehow?) But YOU asked me how it made ME feel and I shared it with you. So you got the answer so you would know how it feelsššSo, my explanation was not enough for you to know how it feels and YOU got a brand new reminder this morningšø unconscious questions and prayers get answered? I donāt know for a FACT...and...thereās no way to prove it. Some things are strictly experience driven imo. I have no explanations? Iām here roaming around in the dark trying to use a very old BOOK for a guidance Manuel and the Holy Spirit, although, the world happens to offer tudors on the subject sometimes.... How does the āvibrationā make you feel? ....AND I have had 2 OBE I thought at the time but now I lean towards the scientific explanation (probably fabricated by someone who never experienced it) which is the paralyzing hormone to sleep doesnāt wear off before the mind awakening happens and thereās lucid dreaming during that time periodš¤·š»āāļø But yeah that vibration happens as the paralyzation wears off. My guess is itās the nervous system sending signals all throughout the body to be awake? BUT there are people who can control when it occurs but I am not one of themš oh, btw, I canāt figure out how to do the read more linkš ....put me back down on my regular levelš¤£
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Post by jcurio on Jan 30, 2020 22:52:25 GMT -6
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Post by starr on Feb 2, 2020 20:28:14 GMT -6
First of all, Iām no ladyš¤£....Nor am I special in any kind of way! (I Promise) We are linked as sisters in Christ and our unconscious minds can probably connect while weāre not aware. (Somehow?) But YOU asked me how it made ME feel and I shared it with you. So you got the answer so you would know how it feelsššSo, my explanation was not enough for you to know how it feels and YOU got a brand new reminder this morningšø unconscious questions and prayers get answered? I donāt know for a FACT...and...thereās no way to prove it. Some things are strictly experience driven imo. I have no explanations? Iām here roaming around in the dark trying to use a very old BOOK for a guidance Manuel and the Holy Spirit, although, the world happens to offer tudors on the subject sometimes.... How does the āvibrationā make you feel? ....AND I have had 2 OBE I thought at the time but now I lean towards the scientific explanation (probably fabricated by someone who never experienced it) which is the paralyzing hormone to sleep doesnāt wear off before the mind awakening happens and thereās lucid dreaming during that time periodš¤·š»āāļø But yeah that vibration happens as the paralyzation wears off. My guess is itās the nervous system sending signals all throughout the body to be awake? BUT there are people who can control when it occurs but I am not one of themš oh, btw, I canāt figure out how to do the read more linkš ....put me back down on my regular levelš¤£ I HAVE to tell yāall this. Yesterday morning my husband said he woke up feeling like the bed was shaking and have I ever felt that? He knows I have because I told him about it years ago. Thereās absolutely no way heās read these posts. He canāt even get on fb. He canāt sign onto a laptop or even scan and email documents. Iāve tried to teach him how for the business and he just blows it off as too complicated. I have to ask myself now, āWHAT is going on?ā Iāve not mentioned it in years. So now Iām wondering myself,ā IS the bed vibrating when we wake up?ā Is it being done to wake us up? Idk...Iām really perplexed now.š³š¤Æ
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Post by jcurio on Feb 5, 2020 10:12:44 GMT -6
I still think that it is a āpersonal experienceā (that ONE person in bed feels it). But IDK. Please let us know if you BOTH feel it at the same time
(As I try to research the latest info on this feeling)
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Post by starr on Feb 5, 2020 14:14:13 GMT -6
I still think that it is a āpersonal experienceā (that ONE person in bed feels it). But IDK. Please let us know if you BOTH feel it at the same time (As I try to research the latest info on this feeling) It blows my mind because he shrugs stuff I feel off as hypochondriac even though the pernicious anemia I have requires shots once a month (the symptoms I had were horrible and my B-12 levels were in the coma range after seeing different doctors and getting diagnosed with everything fro MS to RA. B-12 repairs nerve cells and when someone canāt absorb it in their stomach (due to not having a specific protein it has to bind to) leads to life long shots. Now due to stomach issues (very bad cramping and D, tmiš) I have been diagnosed with Crohnās disease (at least I got answers now and that was from biopsies from a colonoscopy.) He asked me the other day if I had ever felt anything like that, even though I told him years ago about it. I tried to explain the science since I know he wouldnāt hear of anxiety or anything but something with a medical term. I donāt feel it every single day but I do often. My aunt has also experienced it and she says it feels like her inside are jerking or moving like jello. I guess it feels different to everyoneš¤·š»āāļø But no we didnāt feel It the same time and thatās been his only time as far as I know.
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Post by starr on Oct 26, 2020 19:49:38 GMT -6
I had some kind of contact dream night before last. Iām posting it here for later...I just felt like I needed to get it down but replies are welcome. I have a med I take to make me forget dreams and nightmares. When I woke up, I had a memory of a tall man in a suit and it was dark outside. He stepped out of some kind of black building and it was like I was waiting on him to come out. It was the tail end of this dream like I had been in there with him and was waiting on him to come on out. He had on sunglasses and told me, āwhat youāve seen here is important for you to know but it is highly classified. Weāre trusting you with this but you cannot tell anybody what you learned.ā But I donāt remember learning anything. It was once in a blue moon odd and real feeling dreams. I guess what I learned is hidden somewhere deep in my subconscious.
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Post by skywalker on Oct 29, 2020 19:56:41 GMT -6
Or maybe he flashed you with the flashy thing the MIBs use.
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Post by jcurio on Nov 3, 2020 9:44:41 GMT -6
And too many times.
(This is what Iāve decided is wrong with my memory. Erased too many times šš)
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