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Post by mia on Dec 30, 2011 17:59:54 GMT -6
Thank you to the posters who welcomed me on the other thread. I posted this on Mufon before I knew about this forum. I am posting it here to see if others have had similar experiences. There are a couple of responses to my post on mufon that I felt were making a mockery of what happened to me but then I might just be overly sensitive. So I am going to post it here as I feel there are people here who can relate to what has happened to me. And I titled this post 'Possible abductions' as I have no memory of what happened to me except being returned. The actual return lasted what I would estimate to be about 5-10 minutes.
This happened to me between the ages of maybe 2 or 3 to 5 years old. I was sharing a bed with my sister who was one year older than me. Once she left the bed to get to my parent's room to get in bed with them, I would be abducted. I remember being returned only. I would free fall for a very long time and sometimes, I would spin before coming to rest on my bed. I was then able to jump up and run to join my sister in my parent's bed. I would jump on them and frantically get in the middle and hide under the sheets. No one ever stirred, no matter how violently I jumped on them. Both of my parents were and still are extremely light sleepers. This happened to me maybe 6 times and then, once we moved, only once more. I remember being so angry- at age 5- that they had found me. I remember saying, NO MORE. That was the last time I was taken. I have had many instances in my adulthood of being aware and paralyzed just before dawn.
In 1998, I was staying with a friend and her family and had a horrific dream. I remember running outside and everyone was looking up at the night sky. There were thousands of UFOs in the air, round lights both large and small, and thousands more joining them. All we could do was just stare in shock. There was no noise. Nothing. Just a quiet acceptance of surrender. I was troubled by that dream for years. It still haunts me today if I think about it.
I have a punch mark taken out of my upper arm on the inside. Do not know where it came from. It is a perfect circle and hollow in the middle.
Saw a UFO this past summer maybe a hundred yards away. A light was dispatched from it and was coming directly to me. I ran in fear and made it to the house. I experienced such terror I couldn't look up for two weeks for fear of seeing it again. About a month later, driving down the road along the way the UFO came, a word came into my mind. Inventory. I stopped the car and could only shake. I don't know why or where it came from but knew it had something to do with my sighting.
Since being very young, I have had too many experiences of knowlege of the future. I have seen dams break, airplanes crash and other natural disasters before they happened. I have had 'warnings' to avoid situations, more like overwhelming feelings really. There has been some telekinetic activity where windows fly open, cabinets open as I reach them and most recently, a stuffed animal was thrown at me from 5 feet away. Since around the age of 7 or 8, I always knew who was calling when the phone rang but that has faded recently. Also, I feel others' emotions such as heartbreak and sorrow and have almost doubled over with pain when those emotions rise in another person close by. Also, I have a near photographic memory starting from when I was about 2 years old. My memories of my childhood startle my parents as I remind them of things they have forgotten and they wonder how I know the things I do from such a young age.
I don't know what all this means. I do try to not think about it. And I am still scared to look up in the sky sometimes.
I don't want to talk to anyone. I guess I am hoping someone else has experienced something similar so I won't feel so burdened with this. I haven't told anyone about what happened to me when I was a child. Almost as if I knew not to- and I cannot believe that any young child has that filter unless it was put there. I have always felt like I was much older than I actually am.
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Post by lois on Dec 30, 2011 18:52:16 GMT -6
Mia. Welcome. You have just wrote my life story above. Thanks for sharing.. I have a photographic memory also. Seen my first ufo at four years old along with the occupants. Was abducted by a green beam coming from a huge craft about 70 feet above me when I was 29 years old. I also know when disasters are going to happen. I think THEY .. tell me in dreams in advance.. Phenomena has always fell around me since childhood. I do not remember ever being paralyzed .. but I had your thousand of ufos in the sky above me and my son. Can you remember a smooth sleek strealine boomerang shape among them in your dream?? It was silver blue like in color and huge, I remember telling my son in the dream " look at this one, it could hold a thousand people. Are they here to take us now? I'm referring to all the abductees to date.
Yes you have come to a very special place. I think you will like it here as we are all here for answers.. It is nice to know one is not alone.. Will look forward to your future post..
It has been over three decades... exactly four decades in 2012 and I still don't like to go out at night alone..If I even step off my porch for something, I keep one eye above me..
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Post by mia on Dec 30, 2011 19:06:22 GMT -6
I haven't seen a boomerang shape but the ufo I saw this summer was four blue lights in a row similar to lights on a passenger train. The object was over 30 feet long and was 20 feet above the ground, moving slowly but very powerfully and completely silent. I remember feeling sadness when I realized it was not of this world- not gas powered, not solar powered, not electric powered. And my eyes were right at the place where it appeared, like I was expecting it. It actually was following a country road, a dirt road with hundred year old oak trees that form a canopy over the road. There was a light that came out of it that meandered straight to me. (I say meandered because oddly, it followed our winding driveway instead of cutting across one of our pastures that fronts the road.) It was about 100 yards away when it was dispatched but was definitely coming straight at me. I was so hysterical that I forgot English, my main language. This took place in the south and there was a report filed on mufon that was almost identical to what I saw but took place in the upper northern portion of the United States. It was filed two days after my sighting and a day before I submitted mine.
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Post by skywalker on Dec 30, 2011 19:23:44 GMT -6
Hi, mia. I'm glad you decided to join us here. I just went back and looked at your post on MUFON and I can see what you were talking about. Unfortunately, many people at MUFON are not very receptive to abduction stories. Some are but they are definitely in the minority. You do share a lot of similarities with many of the people here. I can relate to many of them myself. The only one I was really surprised by was the way you described yourself falling and spinning before coming to rest on the bed. I don't think I have ever heard anybody describe it like that before...especially not lasting for 5 to 10 minutes. I'll have to keep my eyes open for any similar accounts. The only thing I really remember from my abduction experience is the beginning...I don't have any clear memories of anything that happened during the encounter either. All that I remember about the end of it is that I seemed to bounce off of the bed like I had suddenly been dropped on it, and I immediately leaped up and ran to the window to see if anything was outside. Didn't see anything unusual though.
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Post by mia on Dec 30, 2011 19:42:58 GMT -6
I remember my sister, who is less than one year older than me, leaving the bed and how I was not being able to call out to her to not leave me. Despite being wide awake, I was unable to move any part of my body and leave with her. Then I remember being returned. I have racked my brain to try to connect the time but am not able to. Once I was returned to the bed, I was allowed to get up and run to my parents' room. The falling or spinning was so horrific I remember the complete terror and dreading when it was going to happen. Not being able to awaken my mom or dad during those times was something I accepted as normal.
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Post by skywalker on Dec 30, 2011 20:14:52 GMT -6
I went searching around the internet and found some interesting comments relating to spinning while lying in bed. I'll copy one of them here: "I assume when people sleep, they sometimes dream. For some reason, whenever this spinning experience happens, it leads after I fall in my dream. When I fall in my dream, I wake up but started spinning, well at least I think I'm spinning. As I'm "spinning", my room started spinning as well, as if my body was really spinning. On top of the spinning, I also hear a noise that continues to go off. It's like an "ahhh" noise. Sort of like a person's "ahhh." At first, I had thought of it as only a dream so I continued it, but then I started becoming sick. I tried to "wake" myself up by yelling, but for some strange reason, I cannot even open my mouth, nor move."From what I read people seem to think it has something to do with an OBE, or out of body experience. Some people also call it "astral projection" which I believe has something to do with a person's spirit leaving their physical body...or something like that. People claim that the spinning sensation starts as the spirit is returning to the body. I don't know much about OBEs or astral projections because I have never experienced anything like that myself. I couldn't say whether it is a real phenomenon or not. I suppose anything is possible though. I thought that person's account was interesting because it also mentioned not being able to move or scream, which sounds similar to what you posted earlier. I would post the link to it but it was an old post on another forum from way back in 2008 so I doubt that the person who posted it is still paying attention. Does anybody here know more about this than I do?
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Post by paulette on Dec 30, 2011 21:34:31 GMT -6
Welcome Mia. I thought I had had one questionable experience in my early adulthood - but then I looked at childhood events that I never had connected with anything but .... strange. You will give yourself permission to remember more (perhaps) after reading other people's own accounts here.
What was the word that came to your mind later while driving the car (if you want to say)?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 31, 2011 0:05:01 GMT -6
Thank you so for sharing Mia! I can definitely empathize with wanting to wake up your parents... I often had nightmares as a child of going into their room to wake them up and they never stirred... or they would jump out of the bed and would be "monsters" and not my real parents... I still have this fear of going into their room and shaking them to wake them up and they don't... I'm always relieved when they do to this day. I really shouldn't behave this way... I'll be 27 next week... but... well... old terrors die hard I suppose... first thing I do when I get spooked is to see if they will wake up... ~hugz Mia~ Paulette, I believe the word she had pop into her head was, "Inventory". Odd that you bring that up now... that's what I will be doing tomorrow at work... ~rolls eyes~ Fun times... me with my little scan gun counting stuff... ~sigh~ Discovered today during "inventory prep" that several of the colognes have different UPC (barcode) numbers on them for the exact same product... stoopid computers... they don't know the difference... I will have to be careful when I do those... five of one number, six of the other number... same product... But anyhow, thank you very much for sharing. Most of the people on this forum are experiencers. Skeptics are welcome here too (despite what other people on other forums have been proclaiming) as long as they are able to refrain from insulting the other members and calling them names and being obnoxious. Civil discussion, debates, and empathy are encouraged here. Childish insults and cruelty are not.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 31, 2011 1:20:45 GMT -6
"I feel others' emotions such as heartbreak and sorrow and have almost doubled over with pain when those emotions rise in another person close by. " Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=abductions&thread=1893&page=1#20683#ixzz1i5nFDGY0Hi Mia Welcome A lot of what you have said is also present in my life, but I find that the extra sensitivity to others' emotions is something that I have to deal with daily. Whether this has anything to do with my "possible abductions as a child" remains to be seen. I believe that you will find that some of us think the "beings" are attracted to us because of various psi abilities, while some of us think that the "beings" have given us these abilities. There are nowadays a handful of scientists that are believing in these abilities, and I shared with someone recently that these same scientists believe that any human with psychic strength also has telekinesis. I am not ready to talk about this yet, as people are immediately wanting to think "poltergeist", but thank you for preparing this subject to be opened. Instead of going to my parents (as a child), I often hid. My parents would have to go looking for me. I don't remember being taken or returned. I always thought I had very vivid dreams, and odd events when I am awake, but I've since convinced myself that there is more to it than that . I too, dreamed of coming tragedy/destruction on this Earth, but on top of "empathy" it was too much. I asked for this "gift" to be removed, and it was. I still am "told" about smaller, more "local" events, I guess. Last but not least, I have found a loving family here on teor that showed me they could be trusted with my "secrets" and be very understanding and supportive. You sharing your experiences, and what you know, as they have done, is part of a healing for me. That I can again enjoy the wonder of the sky, regardless, is much better than always looking at the ground. ;D jc
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Post by Deleted on Dec 31, 2011 1:31:38 GMT -6
Thank you Mia for sharing ! You are amongst caring, and understanding people. Most of us are experiencers and can relate to what you are saying . Here you can talk about anything without receiving ridicule . Ive had a memory since as far back as I can remember anything and it has left an imprint on my life to this day. I think it was a before life experience personally about what happened before I was actually born.
Ive had 2 paranormal encounters involving spirits . For many years nothing out of the ordinary happened and then one night I was "visited" by 3 grey E.T. beings. Since then there have been many encounters as far as witnessing ufo's, and alot of those have been very recent.
As you will read along in some of these threads you'll soon discover that many of us have had similar things happen. Many of us here who are experiencers have had "overwhelming feelings" that you mentioned also. Again, welcome to TEOR !
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Post by sunbow on Dec 31, 2011 11:11:53 GMT -6
Hi Mia, thanks for sharing.
I wonder if the paranormal abilities (natural abilities that are beyond the current cultural norm) attract them or if they facilitate them. It seems a common thread here for many of us.
Prophesy is a very cutting edge evolutionary trait. It makes me wonder how old and powerful humanity is and what we carry from cross breeding that the intergalactic gardeners have done. Sometimes there seems like we have a huge past that we are living in amnesia about.
Feeling what others are feeling is also common here. I think that one really controls my behavior, I am very paranoid about hurting anyone, since I cannot separate myself from the pain. The other side is that there is so much pain in the world that it sometimes bleeds through into my being. I almost never watch the news: when I do I am often disturbed for days.
My whole life I have been plagued by a feeling of disaster looming, sometimes feeling like it is just around the corner. Suburbia always seemed like a ghost forest or graveyard. Let us all hope that humanity can pull out of this sixth great extinction that is happening on Earth before getting totally slammed.
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Post by skywalker on Dec 31, 2011 18:15:57 GMT -6
I have a question, Mia. You said that your strange experiences started after your sister left the bed to go to your parents room. What I was wondering is why did your sister leave? was she afraid of something? Did you ever talk to her about it?
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Post by Steve on Dec 31, 2011 18:32:22 GMT -6
Hi Mia,
I too wish to express to you a warm welcome here.
Yes, as you have noticed, we are different here I am happy to write. We do look at this with a more sensible approach, not that we have many clear answers, so much as we are on the right track about the questions. Other UFO forums are fine, but in regard to abductions, and I know, I have come from some of those 'other' groups', I can speak with some experience they do not come to the problem often with the right tools. Other UFO 'organizations' regarding alien abductions or at least the perception they are occurring, always seem to bring stupidly ( forgive the little bit of Hemingway in me emerging) "constantly bring knifes to a gunfight". Enough about that, lets try to begin to help you too if we humanly can.
Do your parents remember, or did remember ever anything unusual going on around the house while these experiences were happening? If so, what was their own best interpretation best you recollect? Does your sister remember anything?
You seem to have so clear an idea about whatever it was that was occurring with you. You express you did not like it, sharing you were upset after you moved they found you again.
This is not unusual at all, some whole families have shared they thought they may have been 'taken'. They move, and it follows them wherever they seem to move to. I knew one gentleman who lived in Sacramento, his experiences began as a child too (not uncommon), the son of a pastor in Nebraska, the phenomenon he reported followed him he claimed to Denver Colorado while attending college, then continued after he started his career in real estate and property management, got married while living in Sacramento California. It commonly seems to follow you. His wife noticed some things too. Particularly when they would return him, 'they' seamed to never quite get the altitude right, he reported he would be plopped or dropped onto the mattress they shared. I can be a little freer sharing now about him maintaining confidentiality, since he passed away sadly in his early 50's.
Your parents when you were 4 years old being light sleepers and seemingly unable to wake up is very common too. Some 'experiencers' or abductees will see entities enter their bedroom, by various ways - they will shake vigorously their sleeping partner - usually a spouse - and they will not wake up! They are taken and returned, and the spouse will awaken unaware anything happened. The phenomenon appears to have designed it that way.
Some people like 'experiencer', others like 'abductee'. I am fine with either. Some do not want to presuppose by using 'abductee' their contacts are negative experiences. But since I think these apparent beings are taking you against your will, one should be quite fine with the term 'abductee' as well. Lets call it what it is, and respect what term you wish.
In your memories, one thing you should learn is not to hold the aparrent inablity of your patrents to be there for you to protect you against them.
Those near you you look to for safety and security had not failed you. It is due perhaps much to the phenomenon, not the lack of willingness of the person to help you. I think you already know this. I am sure your parents loved you, and would protect you always if they could. I think you know this intellectually, but focus perhaps now on that idea emotionally. We know parents are far from perfect. When you are a child, our parents are everything to us. They are! They give us love and security. Know if what you suspect maybe happening is actually the case, there would be little they could do anyway, as much as you then as a child could do to protect your mommy and daddy in return if they were the ones being taken too.
It is not uncommon when a small child if they have a restless night, or a bad dream, to go and snuggle next to your parents. It makes you feel safe.
You write you always remembered how 'they' returned you. Do you remember what 'they' looked like? Can you comfortably describe more if you may?
Is that 'punch mark' still visible on your upper arm visible today as an adult? Many such marks, often looking like odd scoop marks will be noticed. On the upper arm along the inside where it is less noticed, on the calve or ankles. A number of places.
You seem to be having continued experiences, noticing times when you felt paralyzed. It could be sleep paralysis, but often it is more than that too sometimes.
Many abductees report sometimes being planted visions of the future. This seems to be the standard 'alien training indoctrination film' they seem to give you. It may have subconscious significance. But whatever the case, understand always in 99 to 100 % of these 'visions' placed, they never turn out to be true, or at least in our lifetimes. So if possible, try to put such visions behind you. They are usually meaningless as far as thinking they are actually going to ever happen. It has been speculated it might be to test your emotional response to such terrible visions.
Also know that assuringly, how often they take you, they always seem to bring you back. This I know may seem a small consolation, but it is a beginning learning to somehow cope with this stuff.
Many experiencers report if taken as a child (usually recalled later in their life after many experiences as an adult) the nature of the contacts change. There can be some interaction at a level often that only a child of that age can relate with. Later, as an experiencer grows into puberty and becomes a young man or woman, the contact become more alarming, invasive.
I suspect you remember being taken at an early age because you remember then clearly returning you. But most memories you can begin to faintly recall consciously maybe more so in the context as an adult. You maybe impressing your memories associated as an adult on those early child memories too. Perhaps that is appropriate, it is your experience.
Do you have a family now? Your experiences seem to suggest they are continuing into the present. Does your family know about your experiences, and if so, are they supportive? If you have children, are they sharing with you anything you find unusual? Imaginary little friends that visit their bedroom or while playing in the yard?
I am sure if you have children, you are a loving parent and do not wish to frighten them needlessly. But you I am sure would understand and have some indicators if that was such. Maybe just be a watchful parent, without sharing much with your children. Maybe your own parents had the same concerns?
Abductions I like to hope are rare, but often they seem to follow similar patterns. I would like to think it appears many are having such experiences because they find each other for support in nice places like this website.
If more common than we maybe willing to admit or not, know sympathetically you are not alone in all this. That some tools are available to face this, and know somehow you can give yourself permission to continue on with your life, productive, and meaningful.
You matter, and some things can be done. Have hope and we are here to try to help. I am sure you will have much you can help us with as well.
Steve
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Post by randy on Mar 17, 2012 12:01:24 GMT -6
One of the hardest things you will have to face is the fact that people who have shared similar experiences with you lack the resolve to say so in public. They may remember things exactly as you do but will not say so out of fear of ridicule. I have had many abduction experiences and people who were abducted with me remember them but will not say so. keep strong and you will prevail.
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Post by skywalker on Mar 17, 2012 18:57:34 GMT -6
My best friend is the same way. He just refuses to admit that it happened. I think deep down inside he knows that it did but he's not about to say so.
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Post by mia on Apr 24, 2012 10:02:46 GMT -6
I have seen more flashes of light through our windows. Specifically, the kitchen window. A bright flash of light in complete darkness. The road is over 100 yards away, no cars have gone by and there is nothing nearby that can put off light. Last night, there was another one and I got hubby up to see what it was. It happened in total darkness and it was a bright flash, as if someone shined a flashlight through the window and then quickly turned it off. We are surrounded by fenced pastures with absolutely no tresspassers. It is puzzling.
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Post by sunbow on Apr 24, 2012 12:20:54 GMT -6
Hi Mia, Thanks for posting.
How long was the 'flash' lit for? Did the light source seem to move (as evidenced by the shadows)? Was there any color (or was it pure white)?
How often have you seen these and were they the same?
I know, we have many questions, and no one has the 'Answer', but I believe the more data we have, the closer we are to understanding a bit of this.
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Post by mia on Apr 24, 2012 13:57:24 GMT -6
The light is pure white and lasts maybe less than a second - in a previous post, I described it as an orb but not exactly sure what shape it is now. It is almost like a flash or a light going by the window. What is especially weird is I can see the kitchen window now in daylight and there is a huge tree in front of it, maybe 50 feet away, and at that angle, even if a car went by, any light would be blocked by leaves as well as other trees between it and the road.
This was the third time I have seen a light through that window. I saw one through the bathroom window that I reported several months ago as it happened.
We have no streetlights, only one greenish light hubby put up that stays on all night. Also, the windows are very high up so no one can shine a light in them- if they did, the light would be directed upward. (Hubby tried to recreate it.)
This is just bizarre.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 24, 2012 16:16:57 GMT -6
The light is pure white and lasts maybe less than a second - in a previous post, I described it as an orb but not exactly sure what shape it is now. It is almost like a flash or a light going by the window. What is especially weird is I can see the kitchen window now in daylight and there is a huge tree in front of it, maybe 50 feet away, and at that angle, even if a car went by, any light would be blocked by leaves as well as other trees between it and the road. This was the third time I have seen a light through that window. I saw one through the bathroom window that I reported several months ago as it happened. We have no streetlights, only one greenish light hubby put up that stays on all night. Also, the windows are very high up so no one can shine a light in them- if they did, the light would be directed upward. (Hubby tried to recreate it.) This is just bizarre. I agree... this is definitely bizarre... Thanks Sunbow for your post. I agree- the more data we have the more likely we are to understand what is going on...
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Post by mia on Apr 24, 2012 18:49:29 GMT -6
Ok. (deep breath) Hubby has agreed to go in the middle of one of our pastures at night when the weather is a little warmer to see if we can see anything going on.
If this had been happening at our old house in the neighborhood, I wouldn't give it a second thought. The lights are coming out of nowhere and even he is stumped by it.
My UFO sighting was the first week of last May. A light came out of it and was meandering toward me. I am still terrified of what I saw then. I think that is why these lights are having such an effect on me.
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Post by sunbow on Apr 25, 2012 20:58:25 GMT -6
I know that words do not alleviate fear and I cannot say there is nothing to be afraid of, but we are here post trauma and writing and having lives. Somehow I believe it will be all right. Humanity is facing a very difficult period. We incarnate (take these temporary lives) and all I know tells me that the logical thing to do is live as fully as possible and don't let fear get in the way of that.
Keep us posted on your experiments, observations from the pasture. I think it is the right course to take and great that you are trying to figure out what is going on. I know personally after my main event, other unrelated things would freak me out. Perhaps there is a logical explanation or perhaps there is a Mystery that will deepen. Either way persevere in the quest to know.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 26, 2012 3:21:00 GMT -6
I agree with Sunbow. You are definitely doing the right thing Mia.
I am looking forward to what you and your hubby may discover...
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Post by mia on May 6, 2012 20:05:09 GMT -6
SOLVED!! I saw more flashes of light two nights in a row, both after 11 pm, and jumped out of bed and ran to the window after the last one this past week. There was a small car that was speeding by and I was able to make out the headlights from the car when it passed by an opening between trees and foilage for a brief instant. That is the only place it is visible from the bathroom window so I am assuming that there is a small window of opportunity somewhere for the light from a car's headlight to pass by a similar opening in the greenery that would be visible through my kitchen window. Previously, I had seen the lights peripherally and had not been able to exactly see a shape, just a very bright flash of light. By the time I made it to the window in the past, after recovering from the emotional part of seeing a flash of light burst out of pure undisturbed darkness, the cars had already passed so I could not identify where the light had come from. It is a year to the day that I saw the UFO last year. Obviously, I am still on edge about it and think about it every day even though I try to push it out of my mind. I wish I could forget I ever saw it. I would like to add that my sighting took place toward the end of a very, very violent lightning storm that had more lightning than I had ever seen take place at once. Tonight, we are having a thunder and lightning storm.
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2012 21:05:22 GMT -6
A year to the day, and same weather conditions. Keep noting details like this, mia. I know I sound crazy, but I'm starting to think I know weather patterns better than the people that make a living from it. All because of "sightings" I have had.
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Post by sunbow on May 7, 2012 8:39:08 GMT -6
Great investigative work.
One of the 'symptoms' of sightings and/or experiences and/or contact is hyper-vigilance: a state of increased perceptual awareness to detail. I believe that even in the most basic sighting, there is something more happening on many levels, including, but not limited to, spiritual/soul level, paranormal/telepathic level, conscious reasoning/awareness of a galaxy around us level, and subconscious/emotional level. Due to these many influences, the person questions everything and shifts world view paradigm. This is natural and the tendency to question every little flash of light shows that you are a mentally healthy person.
Keep noting everything you perceive, since perception without initial filters (which write off parts of reality according to preconceived notions) is a key to expanding awareness. The weather synchronicity was also a good observation and it is important that you noted it. "A year to the day", that synchronicity is statistically a very significant indication that this experience is a lesson. It is these kinds of details that imply that there is much more happening in our reality than we have been taught.
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2012 10:17:13 GMT -6
Mia I had a 'visit' when I was 5 with a Grey in my room who stuck something in my left ear (which still rings to this day)..I woke everyone in the house up with my screaming but...of course they figured it was a nightmare. A friend and I were abducted when out riding when I was 16..between those times..who knows. I have a couple of round scars too..so you'll find much in common here Mia..no matter where we post..or speak..there will be a couple of folks who just cannot wrap their heads around this kind of 'happening'. Even here in 'forum mecca for encounters'..you'll find those who have pointed questions. I have to remind myself..that if it had not happened to me..I would be one of them. It's not you they question it's the entire idea of critters not of this world abducting and experimenting on people who are supposed to be protected from that sort of thing. "It's just not possible..someone would stop it.." reasoning. I agree..it's just not possible..except that it is. Welcome here and in advance I apologize if anyone makes you feel that way. Jo
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