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Post by jcurio on May 6, 2017 9:59:50 GMT -6
So, after saying all that, I am "losing my inclinations" to talk about my DEEPER SPECULATIONS. Yay!
So, am I purposely going to be vague? On my! For a topic that comes up in my mind, takes over a considerable amount of thinking (and studying) for a period of time.... and then I just TOTALLY FORGET IT.
Paulette talks freely about "Stitchin" and others, and I've read (and tv show Ancient Aliens) a bit about the "gods" theory; or theories. 🙂
Ready to concur that some of it "fits" the Bible (and other Apopchryia). Read the "book of Enoch" years ago, and don't recall it mentioning anything about gold. Don't recall if other of these type of books mention GOLD.
Bible-thumpers can readily tell you about all the GOLD mentioned in the Old Testament. Especially in regards to the "first temple" and the Ark. From that and other history books, I think we can infer that GOLD WAS a big deal in Egypt. What happened??
And really, did this "happening" have anything to do with "gods" seeming to disappear? Why don't we KNOW more about "ufo" sightings during the GOLD RUSH of the United States??
Is REAL GOLD as "rare" as I am thinking?? In the past, even when plentiful by books acknowledgements, it STILL was something people loved; obviously.
And of course, I have to bring in Jacques Vallee. I like his ideas about old world "mythology" and today's standards (though initially I cringe).
As far as I can tell, Vallee has not expounded on individual "creatures" like the leprechaun. The "gentry" or others that have "stipulations" about their GOLD. If he has, please point me that way...... 🙂
GOLD is definitely not just some "Irish" thing..... but our IRISH common ancestry.... makes me wonder about THAT. A bit more.
Then, think about some references to people that have "psi gifts". Was Stephen King the first one to call it "the Shining"??
And then, this "shining" possibly attracting a certain species of "others"?
And, most of the time, do we like this "attraction"?
No, this isn't my pet theory on the "alien thing" in totality. Maybe just one particular (greedy and nasty) bunch.
And yeah, the movie "cowboys and aliens" TRIED TO address this part of the topic. And strangely, no one bit. ?? Not at ALL; from my neck of the woods..... just too bizarre for people?
Or, too close to SOMEONES' truth??
But,.... nah. (The easy way out). Just forget it.
If you believe any of the stuff about Biblical Moses, he just "made those people eat their gold as punishment", just like some parent would do today. ?? Their "Sin" end up making them upset to their stomach. Something like that.... weirdness in anger.
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2017 11:49:27 GMT -6
Gold closed last night at over $1200 an ounce. It's always a sound investment. At one time all currency was backed by gold and silver but that's not the case any more..it's primarily backed now by the government. As for why anyone decided gold was so valuable: This answers a lot of that..and of course, wouldn't you know it..in looking for something to answer your questions with the first I come up with has a blurb about gold being prized by the Anunnaki. Figures. www.quora.com/Why-did-mankind-decide-gold-is-valuable
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Post by jcurio on May 7, 2017 12:57:25 GMT -6
Gold has unique physical properties, true, but perhaps its significance lies deeper and has to do with some vibrational quality gold has (compare it to gemstones and their crystal structure). ----------- From "quora" answers.
(I kid you not. I JUST joined "quora" this week! 😲)
WoW.
Thanks Jo!!!!😘
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2017 22:31:29 GMT -6
I am not a gold fan I never have been and diamonds are my least favorite stone..I do like herkimer diamonds, they are the hardest of the quartz crystals with points on each end. I love silver, I'm drawn to moonlight (even though I'm leo a sun sign) and I love the variations of quartz, amethyst and so many other spiritually heavy stones...I've never felt a thing for gold..I tend to associate it with so much greed and malice in man. Silver just suits me and doesn't break my ears out when I wear earrings. My constant 'companion' stone is a pendant of moldivite (rare meteorite from the Moldau River in Czechoslovakia set with a herkimer diamond. It's a tektite, and a stone of intense frequency and high vibration. It's also a psychic protection stone. I am very comfortable with it.
Actually I have various stones around all over the place..crystals and such. People do still pan for gold in several areas pretty close to here..silver too.
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Post by jcurio on May 8, 2017 9:24:05 GMT -6
Neat!
(and I'm so glad to see you on here, Jo! Hang in there! I'm so glad we can be with you right now! 😊)
I seem to also prefer silver. Or even white gold. ? "Gold" means nothing to me, personally. But I am interested in it- especially now knowing that it never tarnishes? Yeah, had somehow forgotten about that.
I have a lot of jewelry- I guess- that has been "handed" down to me. The pieces I favor I have bought myself. Cheap stuff. I only wear earrings and rings on my fingers (occasionally). And not for very long (because of my sensitivities- and probably the cheap metal).
I've always favored real stones. I admire that Paulette has made it a hobby and has some places to go look.
I have a few diamonds. I have a few emeralds (birthstone). It's more of a "fancy" thing to me-like playing "dress-up". 😊 Of course I love to play in the dirt..... and I DO like jewelry on other people. G-d sure has provided us with beauty, hasn't He?
This using of gold, for things like nano particles. And I don't really understand nano particles.... I understand looking at gold under a microscope, having tiny tools to work with, and forming intricate pieces. 😊
The "vibratory" thing; what does gold dust "form" by sound vibrations?
I expected the internet to "open up" to me now about GOLD, since I was able to read on quora. Read a little bit last night...
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Post by Deleted on May 8, 2017 9:33:18 GMT -6
My husband managed a jewelry/pawn store for several years and I worked there in sales. We had to take a course on classifying diamonds and it was the most fascinating thing looking at those through a high powered microscope..you can just get lost in all the facets. Really awesome. I enjoy dropping in here ..gives me a synapses break from other less productive thoughts I'm blessed by those around me.
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Post by jcurio on May 19, 2017 19:27:35 GMT -6
Sometimes, I still realize I am SO clueless. search.freedomarchives.org/search.php?view_collection=244&title=OsawatomieLook down the page. Key word "osawatomie". Maybe means nothing. Except.... this is where my "mysterious" (favorite) grandfather retired to. Now I know that I regularly swam at "john brown park". ''Course no one ever told me the significance of that name. No one ever told me about the "state institution" nearby....one of the only ones "still running", today. Federally funded. Minus a state sponsored shakedown in the last few years..... And yes, I once had a pet cow here. A Shetland pony. A lot of time alone. The cow, I tried to not get attached too. After all, this was black angus beef territory. I thought I told the story about finding the calf, Sally, frozen, in the cold. Either someone told me her mother left her alone because something was "wrong" with her; or I "knew" this instinctively. ******* I'm not actively looking for "why" I seem to have "their" interest. But things like this remind me of this grandfather. The one who came to me in a "dream", and told me that everything was going to be ok.... I DO feel like everything is going to be "ok". So why do I sometimes feel like I still have so much to learn? And for what reason?
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Post by Deleted on May 21, 2017 0:54:46 GMT -6
I got that same message the other day..just out of the blue that 'everything would be ok'. I'm still restless as a cat...I'm so fortunate so very fortunate to have a spiritual closeness or I'd not handle any of this.
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Post by jcurio on May 23, 2017 7:41:14 GMT -6
I'm "suddenly" very restless also.
I'm coming to understand that "reminders of my grandfather" is comfort before a "storm".
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Post by jcurio on May 23, 2017 7:55:02 GMT -6
Another bad dream right before waking up. This makes 4-5 in the past week. 😲
The dreams would be lovely if they stuck with me doing things with my children when they were small! ..... but their dad's presence in the dream is not good. ~ sigh ~ And, I've gotten 2 messages lately (one of them being a church message) about the Past is past. 😊
So I got up this morning thinking about what prayer does; and not to give up!
SO many people need prayer-I don't mind the list getting long- but just don't want to add "my bad dreams" to the list... and so it feels to me like a personal attack. Something made to distract me and put my mind on old, personal sorrows.... and the only way it has any "power" over me is because I am asleep.
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Post by Deleted on May 23, 2017 13:24:16 GMT -6
I've been struggling with old past 'injuries' things from my father and my sisters whom I've not seen in years. I am not dreaming about them but my mind latches on to them waking..going back over old hurts and I know darned well I need to move past it..forgive it and let it go..what is done is done and gone..yet I drag back there. How different life would have been if......etc etc. hurt, betrayal.. I'm working on it. If it's over and can't be fixed then it has no place in my future right? I have so many aspects of my own karma to work on without taking on theirs. I need to leave the baggage behind. I'm still fighting anger issues with my husband too. Had he stayed in the hospital he could have beat this...they could have cured it. But it was so important to him to be 'comfortable' and to be able to smoke...that it was worth dying for..
I can accept aliens kidnapping me, and everything else that's out there...but I can't understand someone choosing a very slow suicide..over life. Yes, I need some intense soul searching, some angel chats..or a lobotomy.
I just ran into another of those 'I couldn't have said that' moments. Talking about the passing of Don Rickles and my post reads...'tossin those zingers around heaven'. I don't even think like that much less do I remember posting it. What am I popping in and out of other universes to add to the forum?? Sheesh.
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Post by jcurio on May 23, 2017 14:16:51 GMT -6
Had he stayed in the hospital he could have beat this...they could have cured it. But it was so important to him to be 'comfortable' and to be able to smoke...that it was worth dying for.. - - I just ran into another of those 'I couldn't have said that' moments. Talking about the passing of Don Rickles and my post reads...'tossin those zingers around heaven'. I don't even think like that much less do I remember posting it. What am I popping in and out of other universes to add to the forum?? Sheesh. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/1418/who-simplistic-solutions-jc?page=67#ixzz4hvyJt6Kn************* Oh G-d! (Yes, that slips out sometimes)! How did I forget that he could smoke at home (but not in the hospital)?! Of course! 😵 I had a good friend once- that when I had kids, if she came over we put a tv on our front porch so that SHE could smoke relentlessly during the super bowl and not just on commercials... I still smoked (as others did) but not in a closed area with our kids. I laugh about it..... but - AND, the "other" comment of yours I enclosed. It's kinda um, revealing? on some of these threads that on that particular day (on a thread/ not the thread YOU mentioned) that I am, well, a wee bit short of a full deck that day? Bothered? Sometimes, I have found a ?couple? where I possibly SOUND like I have something going on between my ears .... 😳😊. Some, are horribly misworded (instead of simply miss-guided) and I don't have the "gumption" to do any correcting ..... some of mine, even "strange ones", FEEL strangely "prophetic" (for my mood changes or something like that). All in all, no regrets for the writing. Most of the time. 😬 Glad we are writing and not just trying to take back things we have said; really.
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Post by jcurio on May 23, 2017 14:41:43 GMT -6
My personal word to you is: irregardless.
Even if you can't remember "saying it"/writing it.
UNLESS IT WAS SOMETHING DEROGATORY TOWARDS SOMEONE. I mean, like insulting out of nowhere. Which, you never do 😘. 😇
Having "psi" MAKES you guilty of sometimes saying things that other people are thinking (or maybe even need to hear). I'm convinced that THIS is gonna happen.
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Post by jcurio on May 23, 2017 14:44:56 GMT -6
Thank goodness that this happens to be my personal "space".
My daughter just walked in and we talked.
I had posted something earlier about the past being the past- extra lengthy- and I think that it was the one gobbled up by "internet eetherland".
So it goes....
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Post by jcurio on May 23, 2017 14:50:59 GMT -6
Ps: do you ever FEEL like you are under "personal attack"? Nothing dangerous-and not "karma".
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Yesterday my phone quit working at an opportune moment. I don't know if it was because I was getting frustrated- or if because my DAD was angry (sitting together in close proximity in a car. I had pulled over and stopped/turned off the car).
In hindsight, nothing else happened, but I will also (precaution) take the keys out of the ignition and put them in my pocket briefly.
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Post by Deleted on May 23, 2017 22:55:18 GMT -6
I do feel 'shoved' on occasion..singled out..like I'm under some 'attack'. Especially in moments when my guard is down and I'm feeling deflated.
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Post by jcurio on May 24, 2017 9:15:40 GMT -6
Ephesians 6:12King James Version (KJV)
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. ________________
😊 NOT something to smile about.
Except, IMO, it explains a lot. And, I am provided with spiritual weapons. 😉
THAT, I can smile about. (and, I'm "allowed" to shove back spiritually; so to speak).
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Post by jcurio on May 30, 2017 14:10:32 GMT -6
I'm on another one of my "adventures". 😆
Spent the last 2 days visiting my moms' older brother in Fort Collins, Colorado. Wish I could stay longer. 😊 Fort Collins itself has so much to look at!
Just as well. He's a very smart man with still all his "smarts" intact, and soon my "questions" are bound to give suspicions. LOL. Not that THAT would be bad, with this particular uncle; but we are never alone. 😊
It seems that I get to see him at least twice a year these days (usually near my home), and my fondness of him is just growing! I don't know who else asks him "casual questions" of the past, but we have a good time talking.
I ask him pointed questions about my "mysterious grandfather". No mystery to him, as this is his father who he remembers LOTS of stories about . People have gone to efforts to write this stuff out, genealogy included, but that won't have my uncles' stories. I am so grateful (is THIS what "they"-the little scientists- instilled in me? History was not a subject I enjoyed; IN SCHOOL.).
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Post by jcurio on May 30, 2017 14:14:47 GMT -6
(Scratching head). Someone just called me from "Washington DC" while I was writing that last line of the last post. Weird.
I know. Means nothing. Just one of those "weird" things that SEEM to have "meaning". Because I'm getting ready to possibly talk about our government. And I dont get ANY calls from this area (and didn't answer).
Ya know?
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Post by jcurio on May 30, 2017 20:08:38 GMT -6
Nothing that I have learned so far about my "family history" is too surprising. Again, what my uncle is telling me is stuff he knows personally.
I think I have told you all before, that "few" in my family have been "enlisted". My dad was one, and has no stories for me. 🙁
My grandfather was drafted, but didn't go because of poor health? I've heard rumors about his "health", because he owned land that had a coal mine on it that was productive. (I dont know what the health thing is about.... I always knew him as a very strong man until he came down with Parkinson's disease when I was around 15 years old).
It seems that his land, and others of my families ' land, including the coal mine, is now under Linn County Lake (LaCygne, Kansas. Power plant.). Sold because of "imminent domain"?
Anyway, during world war2, my grandfather worked for Cessna. News to me. His wife and 2 of her sisters worked for Boeing at the same time. So, my uncle (and mom) were alive and doomed to be "latch-key" kids? No, my uncle named his "nanny".
My grandfather also had a blacksmith shop and a farm. He was "boycotted" for being on the city council and not approving liquor for his town. Lost the blacksmith shop because of this.... and later worked at Bendix in Kansas City making "timing pieces". My uncle also has stories of things stolen from my grandfather during this time- he was very unpopular with a certain group of people.
It also kind of explains why I have friends all my life that their "grandmother and my grandmother" were great friends. During the boycott, friends of my grandfather would put groceries on his back porch in the middle of the night. 😊
Some of this "stuff" may have nothing to do with "their interest" in my family. But obviously my grandfather was a very busy man....
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Post by jcurio on May 30, 2017 21:05:11 GMT -6
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Post by jcurio on May 31, 2017 9:22:07 GMT -6
Back to the other. 🙂
Tried to ask more questions about the "coal mine". My uncle went down there once with my grandfather..... his mom found out and my grandfather was threatened with dire circumstances should he ever take one of their kids down there again!
They wore helmets that had that light on the front? My uncle explained how part of that frontal piece is also the detector for bad air? And how deep (but narrow space) that my grandfather had explored into?
I do understand the gov. wanting this land. Especially if they had "secretly" discovered more coal than grandpa. But why put this part underwater??
I guess my grandpa had a couple of workers. He would dig for himself and they would hall buckets up?
Grandpa would come up and separate out the choice bits of (?) ore, and go back down. He started suspecting these "pieces" were going missing. One of the stories was of my grandfather taking off after this guy, after he had left, and the two of them having a fist fight.
My grandpa was a big man, and strong. I knew him as a "gentle giant". Seriously, I already knew stories about him and his horse "Barney". Barney had kicked him full in the chest and he couldn't work for awhile (instead of being killed). Barney stepped on grandpas foot, and I guess grandpa insured that he'd never do THAT again- Barney bit my grandpas shoulder another time- I'm thinking "get rid of the horse!" But money was tight.... or there was actually some love/hate thing going on. IDK. These "stories" came later. As a child I understood that Barney and grandpa were "buddies".
********* Thinking of my grandpa is great comfort to me. 😊 I don't share my "dream" vision of him anymore with anyone other than my mom.
I knew we were always "at the farm", and my uncle started sharing what my own dad helped grandpa with.....after marrying my mom. So much to learn.
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Post by Deleted on May 31, 2017 9:34:08 GMT -6
It's nice that you're having the opportunity to dig into family history. Mine's so convoluted I gave up LOL..lots of secrets and impossibly human stuff going on. Leaves me wondering if the fact that my many greats ago uncle was Clyde Barrow and back a bit the James brothers (Frank and Jessie)..is what makes me steal sugar from my neighbor....ya never know.
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Post by jcurio on Jun 5, 2017 5:50:25 GMT -6
You stealing sugar? Nah..... Read this one: kansascity.relaymedia.com/amp/news/local/crime/article153266129.html*********** I've been gone from this area for a week or so, and heard about this on the news this morning. They actually had the guys mother on the news talking about what a "loved and generous person he was". This is a store that I frequent. Taking a taser away from the police and using it on the police? Pretty scary ......
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Post by jcurio on Jun 5, 2017 9:14:38 GMT -6
I want to say that this guy recently shot by police at Walmart (near me) was " on drugs ".
How else do you explain the man the mother talked about on live tv, becoming the "felon" wanted on warrants, and stealing at Walmart? AND able to resist the effects of a taser??
You know me. My other "excuse" for this behavior is "demonic influence". ~sigh~
And THAT brought me to posting on an old thread of Posey's. Like me, he doesn't think that all "shadow people" are nasty.... I'm wondering about "those times" when people thought they were waking up from a "standing-position" day-dream? What if a " shadow person" was temporarily trying on a human for size, and that kind of put the human in a temporary daze?
A lot of speculation; I know. ****** I just spent a week with my sister. She USED to seem to "fade out" in thought a lot in the past. She was " with it" this past entire week and I never felt any "foreboding" feelings around her. 😊
I was exhausted. And I shouldn't have been. She started a new job and I spent time finding her a place to live. On such "short notice", I felt blessed. There were only 3 apts available that took pets. On-line no houses to rent. I drove around neighborhoods looking for "for rent" signs. A particular house "stood out" to me, but it was "for sale by owner". She called it (number on sign), saw it that same evening, and asked if she could "RENT" it. She is moving in today!
I give the credit for my "feelings" about this house to Jesus. 😊 It even has a fenced back yard for her dog! 😃
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Post by jcurio on Jun 5, 2017 9:25:50 GMT -6
I know that I am "rambling".
I'm sure that I'm not as stressed as Jo. But I sure understand her thread about her brain on "overdrive". Something like that. 😉
It is a 12 hour drive or so from Colorado to Kansas City, Mo. and I made it home in time to drive my parents out of town to a wedding this weekend. Got to sleep in my own bed last night. Finally!
Wake up bright and early this morning and find out that I immediately have "dad duty" for the day. Laughing, I'm SURE my mom needs a day away today!
Won't even go into all that happened while I was gone! ***** Just "know" that I am tired enough to start "seeing things". Why just at home?? Yesterday I "saw" a cloud forming into a human shape in the kitchen. But up near the ceiling. Nothing cooking on the stove. When I looked directly at it, it disappeared. Not completely; because a "haze" was still present.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 5, 2017 9:29:38 GMT -6
I imagine different brains work and cope in different ways. I know there are times when I look like a zombie, sitting blank faced and not registering anything going on around me. I call it 'down time'. Brain taking a moment to do whatever over-loaded brains do and I've seen others do this 'fade-out'. There are some pretty amazing stories about people in comas after injuries that seem to indicate the brain requires time to 're-boot' sometimes. A story making the rounds now is about a baby born with water on his brain and scans showing from birth NO brain (spinal biffida). Naturally he was going to die..yet he didn't and scans have proven his brain is growing back...at 80% now at age 3. I suspect (being no scientist I must 'suspect' rather than theorize) the brain (of a substance like tofu) compressed as water filled the space..and is re-hydrating slowly.
While there are stories of 'walk-ins' spirits taking over bodies of dying people...and stories of parallel worlds....altering personalities...I'm not so sure I'd chalk much up to demonic possession. That's just plain ole un-religious...un-biblic me ...sigh...there IS no science for everything that's out there being possible. How hard for those so in need of reason and answer.
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Post by jcurio on Jun 5, 2017 9:32:04 GMT -6
So, it's also like other "things" are dawning on me right now.
Yesterday at church, it "dawned on me" that I have NEVER seen anything "odd" at church! Of course people DO report seeing "ghosts" and things in churches..... but I'm realizing that I never have!? Even in the past!?
A couple of other things are being revealed to me. Don't know why I haven't actively thought about this before (hadn't been to church for 4 years until last fall).
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Post by jcurio on Jun 5, 2017 9:40:10 GMT -6
Yeah, Jo, I agree that "demonic possession" is waaaay out there.
Even for "religious" people. Seriously.
So much easier to think mental illness or a history of drugs....
I have a "hard-time" with the theory of walk-ins, also.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 5, 2017 22:34:03 GMT -6
Just seems like every day we hear of some new 'explanation' of the weirdness that happens, Mandela effect or get this one... en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_memory#Collective_false_memories. Elon Musk and his theory is gaining ground with scientists www.theguardian.com/technology/2016/oct/11/simulated-world-elon-musk-the-matrix.
Those things are more frightening to me than demonology. My brain 'vocabulary' hasn't bent in all of those directions yet but good ole demons, well people have been expounding on them for years..familiar stuff. When I think about it, it's as disturbing as learning for the first time when I was 8, that space is endless. That kept my mind in turmoil for weeks. I've never come up against 'endless' my life has always had parameters. So this whole simulated thing...I have to file it where I can grasp it somehow..God's developed a 'game' for some astral x box and we're it? This could really mess up some of my 'where-I-go-from-here' ideas. Do I win the game and jump to the sequel? Bogus dude. If we're the simulation...or beta version...when does reality come along?
That's....why I'm not so thoughtful of demons or such..I'm really bugged thinking I'm an avitar.
So...what the hay? How come I don't have super powers? I mean...think about it..if that were true we're living out the most boring freakin game ever. So I'll just stick with my own version, where God is the one behind the joy stick. Maybe Musk's brain is relating to the whole concept of God...on a level he can understand. Yep that has good flavor to my mind's eye
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