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Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2012 14:06:47 GMT -6
Hi all . For starters, I emailed a picture of my Husky to skywalker, through photobucket. I apologize, I would rather trust one person than a huge, free company like "photobucket" to have occasional access to my computer files. Besides, I have to talk to my dtr.(s) about the other picture, first. Common courtesy, and I imagine the drawing has no significance to them whatsoever. Especially if it was drawn by the one who likes to see every scary movie that comes out .
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Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2012 15:39:19 GMT -6
Thanks for letting me know about photobucket. Like Sky mentioned, I did it once with that pic of the moon (directly from my computer ) but havent been able to do it since and ive tried at least 50 or more times, probably more like 100 . I know the frustration Sky,,,lol. Ill get a photobucket account and go from there, thanks again all !!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2012 15:54:23 GMT -6
Hi all . For starters, I emailed a picture of my Husky to skywalker, through photobucket. I apologize, I would rather trust one person than a huge, free company like "photobucket" to have occasional access to my computer files. Besides, I have to talk to my dtr.(s) about the other picture, first. Common courtesy, and I imagine the drawing has no significance to them whatsoever. Especially if it was drawn by the one who likes to see every scary movie that comes out . Privacy and the internet have never been, nor will they ever be together... Photobucket has settings where you can set it so that your photos are not public, but private where only you and those with the link can view the images. I only discovered this feature a couple months ago... lol... Every time you e-mail an image to someone JC, it has to be uploaded to the internet as well... take Gmail (google mail) for example. It uploads the image to the internet so others on the internet can view it. The way I see it JC, a photo of a husky or a child's sketch of something is not going to invade your privacy. The internet is already full of similar images by millions of other people... (lots of people take pictures of their pets and child's drawings and post them to facebook...) I don't think anybody is really going to pay any mind to it... just don't use your real name on your photobucket account. I don't... Most of the hackers on the internet are more concerned with getting bank account information and credit card numbers rather than a photo of a pet... Don't worry about it hun. ~hugz~
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Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2012 20:09:14 GMT -6
Yeah, but to upload one image at a time, to email, is a lot different than exposing my entire computer files to a company, even briefly. Yes, I used the "privacy" setting. Technically, as you said, nothing on a PC is "private". However, I'm also thinking of exposure to internet hazards, like virus'. I already have "glitches" on my laptop, that I don't believe have come from just my "sensitivity to electricity". And lets not forget the people out there who will mess with your information just to mess with you. . . when I used to instant message, occasionally an "unknown" stranger would text me out of nowhere, and I (and a friend) could not trace them. I also have been stalked before; upfront and in my face. You know when you have to make a return to a store, and instead of filling out a couple of lines, they ask you out loud for your address? I show them my driver's license instead of telling every one in line. . . People have a lot of different ways of getting your attention other than throwing a note at you, lorelei . Back to the pic. Sigh. I didn't know I was forbidden to look in the notebooks laying around. I'm definitely not allowed to post a pic that I found this way. However, somewhere, I still have the drawings they did of ufos for me last fall, and they knew I had every intention of posting those.. . .have to find them, retrieve my camera from work, take pictures of them, and email to sky .
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Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2012 20:21:49 GMT -6
Back to the pic. Sigh. I didn't know I was forbidden to look in the notebooks laying around. I'm definitely not allowed to post a pic that I found this way. However, somewhere, I still have the drawings they did of ufos for me last fall, and they knew I had every intention of posting those.. . .have to find them, retrieve my camera from work, take pictures of them, and email to sky . ;D Kewl! Looking forward to seeing those...
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Post by Morgan Sierra on Feb 8, 2012 21:34:09 GMT -6
This next illustration I am going to show is one of the images that I have in my head. Once again, I would like to point out that I have no idea where these images came from...whether they are real memories, dreams or just figments of my imagination. They are just there. This one is different from the rest of the alien images I see because this one is in a totally different context. All I see here is a hand reaching across in front of my face, with a bright green background behind it. The green looked like it might be liquid in a glass tank or something. I don't have any other memories of hands or green liquids in glass tanks so I don't know what to make of it. The hand is unusual in that it has three very long fingers and a small pinkie finger and thumb. This goes against any other description I have ever heard given for how alien hands are supposed to look, and I can't say whether or not it actually is a depiction of an alien's hand because I never actually saw any of the alien's hands. In every memory that I have of them I was always looking at their heads or faces rather than their hands. This one image may be the one exception but all I saw was the hand and no alien attached to it. Compared to a human hand I would say that the thumb and pinkie finger are smaller while the other three fingers are longer. The hand and fingers are much more slinder also. The skin was a light gray color but was hard to see because of the bright green background. I would also like to point out that the thumb does not look right to me. It looked different but I can't describe how because I'm having trouble remembering it.
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Post by Steve on Feb 8, 2012 22:01:40 GMT -6
So these are memory fragments Sky?
The hand shows the same basic joints as a human hand does. The larger three fingertips is interesting as well. Thanks. Thought of some jokes about the hand too, but will pass. Thanks, these are great.
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Post by skywalker on Feb 8, 2012 22:23:42 GMT -6
I'm not sure if these are memories or not. They seem like it but I don't know where they came from. Way back when I had my abduction experience in 1988 all I could remember was the bright light, being paralyzed and floating up in the air, plus the noise that it made. That's all I could remember for the next twenty years until I joined the MUFON forum and actually started talking about this stuff. That was when these other "memories" started coming to me but they are very fragmented and jumbled. They are just bits and pieces here and there. I can remember certain images and I can remember them doing certain things to me but there is no order to it. They are just scattered bits and pieces. I don't even know if they are real or not. I wish I could remember more but I can't.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 9, 2012 0:23:28 GMT -6
I'm not sure if these are memories or not. They seem like it but I don't know where they came from. Way back when I had my abduction experience in 1988 all I could remember was the bright light, being paralyzed and floating up in the air, plus the noise that it made. That's all I could remember for the next twenty years until I joined the MUFON forum and actually started talking about this stuff. That was when these other "memories" started coming to me but they are very fragmented and jumbled. They are just bits and pieces here and there. I can remember certain images and I can remember them doing certain things to me but there is no order to it. They are just scattered bits and pieces. I don't even know if they are real or not. I wish I could remember more but I can't. Kinda like the flashes I've been getting at night when I go to bed... I never got them before I started talking about it either... I know what you mean sky... That hand drawing caused me to go, "YIKES!" because I scrolled down and that's the first thing I saw before I read the text... heh... ~wipes the sweat off her forehead~ I see what you mean about the finger jokes Steve... ~smirk~ Not gonna say it either... ~giggle~ Keeping mouth shut which is difficult for me to do... Still a good drawing though Sky. I wish I could draw that well...
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Post by skywalker on Feb 9, 2012 10:17:01 GMT -6
It just takes practice, Lorelei. Drawing is like everything else...the more you do it the better you will get at it. I started drawing stuff when I was first able to pick up a crayon as a two year old and I just kept doing it. That hand does look kind of freaky when you first scroll down to it. It's like it is reaching up from the bottom of the computer. I think the thumb is too big though. I think it should be smaller than that.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2012 3:04:56 GMT -6
I'm not sure if these are memories or not. They seem like it but I don't know where they came from. Way back when I had my abduction experience in 1988 all I could remember was the bright light, being paralyzed and floating up in the air, plus the noise that it made. That's all I could remember for the next twenty years until I joined the MUFON forum and actually started talking about this stuff. That was when these other "memories" started coming to me but they are very fragmented and jumbled. They are just bits and pieces here and there. I can remember certain images and I can remember them doing certain things to me but there is no order to it. They are just scattered bits and pieces. I don't even know if they are real or not. I wish I could remember more but I can't. Completely understandable. I guess I seem to remember a little bit more. Sometimes (many times) I wish I didn't. Over the 10 years or so I had only talked with a few other people about this. When I disclosed it a couple years ago, I was new to the forum thing, still am. Im just now learning how to operate and do things on a computer. Ive made attempts to do further drawings. Something is stopping me. I dont know if its paranoia (its not like me to experience that), or what but besides tonight,,,,the last few nights Ive tried to do these drawings Ive felt a "presence" like Im being watched. I dont know how to describe it but it seems like "they" dont want me to reveal more about them. It seems the more I talk about them, the more memories surface. I have to be truthful here. Trying to draw these things and just the thought alone about hypnosis and knowing more scares me. The last time I drew them it was hard to do. My mind kept going blank when I tried to draw them but was finally able to do so. This time around it seems even more difficult to do yet I know what alot of the details are. Its difficult to describe. As for being real,,,yes . They're real alright. As real as me sitting here typing,,,,, I wish they wasn't !! Besides the perseid ufo incident nothing happened for all those years after the "visit", except maybe one other sighting that scared my daughter and her ex boyfriend ( hes the same one that saw the perseid ufo) while we were fishing. Besides that nothing happened until the last year or so and this last year has been highly strange for sure as far as sightings go !! Maybe its because Im disclosing this and they dont like it? Ive opened up to all of you more than I ever have anyone about this. I deeply apreciate you all doing the same. Thank you !!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2012 5:35:27 GMT -6
You're a great guy Cliff... and a smart guy too. I've noticed that your computer and facebook skills have gotten a whole lot better in the past few months. You're a smart cookie for sure! ~hugz~ I appreciate you sharing your story with us too Cliff... your story makes me not feel so alone because it's so similar to mine... I get that feeling of "being watched" also... every now and then. I actually started having it about 30 minutes before I logged onto the forum. Not sure what's going on, but I'm going to set up my camera just in case it isn't my imagination... ;D It's hard for me to draw them too... I can see them in my mind very clearly... at least I can see the arm and hand very clearly the rest of the details are fuzzy... but I just can't draw it... My best friend who is an artist told me that the human hand is very difficult to draw. A lot of people can't do it... it took her a long time to get to the point where she could do it well... But yea...
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Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2012 5:37:31 GMT -6
You're not the only one Cliff. Other people on here are afraid of hypnosis too... Lois is one of them I know she said that to me... not sure about the others... I don't think I want to try it again either... but that's me. ~hugz~
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Post by Deleted on Feb 11, 2012 19:47:23 GMT -6
You're not the only one Cliff. Other people on here are afraid of hypnosis too... Lois is one of them I know she said that to me... not sure about the others... I don't think I want to try it again either... but that's me. ~hugz~ I brought this up on another thread today; talking about hypnosis. I have been afraid of it. I have thought of it as useless. I have thought of it as a "trick" or "lie". I have to admit that I am becoming more interested in it (for others, of course). I also want to address the comments cliff made above about feeling that he is watched and can't draw like he wants to. You know how I've mentioned that I dream about "gunk" or even a lot of gum in my mouth? Last night I dreamed that the stuff in my mouth was toothpicks. That's all I will say here, and not on my "dreaming" thread. I've been having a lot of dreams (again) and I don't remember them (again). I did feel (again) today that I am "wasting time" on teor. I am ignoring that.
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Post by skywalker on Feb 11, 2012 21:26:06 GMT -6
There is no such thing as "wasting time" when talking with friends.
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Post by lois on Feb 11, 2012 22:42:21 GMT -6
There is no such thing as "wasting time" when talking with friends. There are images in my mind also, but since I do not know if they are real I have never posted a one. No not one. In the four years I have been on these forums. One Image is close to what Patty or Stiver had put on a post. There is this tall skinny being is coming at me from the left side down at my feet . Why I say feet is because I would have to be lying down to see her at this angle. why I call her a female I don't know but she is. Also when Steve posted a being and wanted to know if we thought it was a female or male. .. Instantly I got this image again in my head. She was a woman all the way for me just like this one I see in my head now and then. I would like to put her on here , don't remember the post thread now. Everything is white. I dream in color. Now this is no dream that I know of. I just see it in front of me when certain things are said. Especially if one is talking about the insides a ufo. This being comes at me and her arms are jerky. her walk is jerky and her head turns like a robot. But she does not seem to resemble a robot.. Her arms and legs bend in the right locations as a spider , grass hopper. Watch a film of a grasshopper in which the camera is zoomed in real close and shows him for a few minutes. I don't think I could do it without feeling strange. I mean watching bugs legs have been creepy for me to look at most of my life. What was she? How did she get into my head? The face I cannot make out only a round hole for lips. I mean perfectly round mouth, if you want to call it a mouth. I have no idea what it represents.. ;D I use to see her face but I don't anymore, does that make since. I think it disturbed me to look at her face so I blocked it from my mind years ago.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 11, 2012 22:46:38 GMT -6
Thanks for sharing that with us Lois. Jerky movements... wow. The ones I saw were graceful... definitely not the same as the ones I remember... Still scary though... Do you think you could draw what you remember Lois?
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Post by lois on Feb 11, 2012 23:07:46 GMT -6
You're not the only one Cliff. Other people on here are afraid of hypnosis too... Lois is one of them I know she said that to me... not sure about the others... I don't think I want to try it again either... but that's me. ~hugz~ I brought this up on another thread today; talking about hypnosis. I have been afraid of it. I have thought of it as useless. I have thought of it as a "trick" or "lie". I have to admit that I am becoming more interested in it (for others, of course). I also want to address the comments cliff made above about feeling that he is watched and can't draw like he wants to. You know how I've mentioned that I dream about "gunk" or even a lot of gum in my mouth? Last night I dreamed that the stuff in my mouth was toothpicks. That's all I will say here, and not on my "dreaming" thread. I've been having a lot of dreams (again) and I don't remember them (again). I did feel (again) today that I am "wasting time" on teor. I am ignoring that. jc. . .I never wanted to be regressed to recover my missing time as it may prove to be false events that are horrible and not anything but fiction.. Can you imagine dealing with it and it may not be true.. Not knowing is bad enough. Who wants to add unnecessary anxieties. I have been having dreams too. I never think I dream but I know I do. If I recall any of it, it is the ending when I wake. I use to recall all my dreams when I was young. Maybe the older you get you memories slow down even for your dreams also. You are not wasting our time. . And I don't believe you are really wasting your own. It is aggravating some time as none of us get the answers we want on these forums but you have to admit, if helps one to cope better I would say that is worth it besides having each other here. I say to myself a lot, I have to sit back and take a break from this place ;D ;D ;D. Gee! I can't even take my own advice. ;D Maybe you need a break. Just don't over do yourself if you feel this way. I'm sure it may help, but I'm not one to give the advice. Just my speculation on it from how I feel sometimes. I could never leave these friends of mine if they called me names and hit me over the head. I would stay, I would miss them..
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Post by lois on Feb 11, 2012 23:43:39 GMT -6
When Mufon shut us down, my husband was telling all our friends and family. Take her for a day, I can live with this woman, she is driving me crazy. ;D Him Crazy ha.. I did not know what I was going to do. I remember it very clearly . I was sitting in my kitchen and thinking . all those people I have known are gone maybe forever. The first thing that came to mind was Auntym. Yes it was you auntym I remember it clearly. I thought of everyone also, but I keep seeing the state of Florida in my head. Then the thought come to me I DO KNOW RONS ADDRESS. Good old Ron will help. So i got out of my chair and went to my computer, he must of heard me. The phone sits next to it. I hit the chair and the phone rang, it was Ron... He told my about the knew forum. he said he would send me the Link. Well a link would not come to me for some reason. He called back in a day or two. I told him I never got it. So he sends it again. It never came. It was like my computer did not want me to receive it.. He called again ;D Then he even stayed on the phone with me while he sent it. I waited forever but it was minutes. but no e-mail.. . I had told him to send me some other e-mail it came. I had already told him Your silly jokes come everyday ;D BUT NOT THAT DARN LINK. ;D So he got a hold of Niki. She became my friend on facebook. she sends the link to me in a private message . Bingo I was on. Oh what a relief. My husband said Thank God!!. Poor guy, I felt sorry for Ron also as he sent them and it did him no good. It was about four weeks in all I was pulling my hair out ;D I'm not good with a computers and I doubt if I would of found this forum on my own. So you see, I may want a break at times which I do not do.. I got it figured out, eveyone on here has to have a meeting place if this happens again. I was only friends on facebook with funjay at the time and she had quit the forum long before it shut down. Now I have most of you over there so no problem. You guys are special friends. .
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Post by lois on Feb 11, 2012 23:56:15 GMT -6
Steve. Where is that man woman drawing , I think maybe it was suppose to be Hans. I will check there.
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Post by Steve on Feb 12, 2012 1:42:35 GMT -6
Steve. Where is that man woman drawing , I think maybe it was suppose to be Hans. I will check there. Here it is. (I need to do more drawings too). Everything is okay Lois, isn't it? I don't remember asking about it's gender. I mentioned the drawing seemed to reflect oddly both genders, the face reminded me of both an old man and a precocious teenage girl. I remember when the old Mufoon forum shut down too. It was on a Friday, I remember that the same way my parents remembered Pearl Harbor was on a Sunday. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2012 1:44:25 GMT -6
Yea... and September 11th was on a Tuesday...
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Post by skywalker on Feb 12, 2012 9:11:22 GMT -6
And Friday the 13 was on a Friday...
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Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2012 9:52:30 GMT -6
There is no such thing as "wasting time" when talking with friends. Well put . But that makes me sound like a "meanie" . I don't (stress the "I") think any of this is wasting time. Lois put it into a better context of Ron trying to help her get here and having so much trouble, but she didn't give up. I said I was ignoring that "wasting time" thought ;D. We all have a "still, small voice" that if we listen to it, it gives sound advice. When I have that little voice randomly, I check it. In more ways than one . As you all know, I also have weird computer and electric "glitches" that also may be just as random. It is 9 degrees here. I'm doing what i'm supposed to be doing for optimal re-figuring (so to speak) and healing of my entire spine. My kids are at their dads as planned. As we (teor) is slowly but surely getting more people from the ole' days, I think about people like that woman who was bedridden. Any one remember her name? She had a very supportive family but was having trouble getting a therapist to come to her home. Even when I am more mobile I'm sure I'll still be coming here . ;D
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Post by lois on Feb 12, 2012 12:29:32 GMT -6
Steve. Where is that man woman drawing , I think maybe it was suppose to be Hans. I will check there. Here it is. (I need to do more drawings too). Everything is okay Lois, isn't it? I don't remember asking about it's gender. I mentioned the drawing seemed to reflect oddly both genders, the face reminded me of both an old man and a precocious teenage girl. I remember when the old Mufoon forum shut down too. It was on a Friday, I remember that the same way my parents remembered Pearl Harbor was on a Sunday. Steve Thank you.. I know when I seen this face I thought woman.It reminded me of a imagine I get and have never understood. This being was a woman I felt right off.. It was remarkable.. I just put this photo into my computer. That reply must be there also. I remembered what I posted so I thought maybe it was because this question was asked. Just look at her... Can anyone else see a woman? .
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Post by skywalker on Feb 12, 2012 12:40:09 GMT -6
I agree with what Steve said about him/her. The drawing looks like a wise old man and a young girl all at once. I suppose it is hard to tell the difference when they all look pretty much the same. A lot of abductees report that they "sense" that a being may be male or female while not actually looking like either. That is kind of the way that I feel about my own experience. Of the four or five beings that I remember most seemsed to be male but there was one that I thought was a female. It was just the impression that I got. "She" looked just like the others.
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Post by lois on Feb 12, 2012 12:44:21 GMT -6
If Hans resembles this at all she.. he has a very kind face. Has Hans ever stated what gender he or she is? Just curious. I do know she reminds me of the being with the jerky body parts. Which is not something I like to think about. If a real memory, it is just she brings back an incident I don't care for. Not that the being jerked ..
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Post by auntym on Feb 12, 2012 13:05:20 GMT -6
When Mufon shut us down, my husband was telling all our friends and family. Take her for a day, I can live with this woman, she is driving me crazy. ;D Him Crazy ha.. I did not know what I was going to do. I remember it very clearly . I was sitting in my kitchen and thinking . all those people I have known are gone maybe forever. The first thing that came to mind was Auntym. Yes it was you auntym I remember it clearly. I thought of everyone also, but I keep seeing the state of Florida in my head. Then the thought come to me I DO KNOW RONS ADDRESS. Good old Ron will help. So i got out of my chair and went to my computer, he must of heard me. The phone sits next to it. I hit the chair and the phone rang, it was Ron... Hahahaha.... WHY THANK YOU LOIS.... i had the same feelings too.... & thank god for ron.... he called me too.... LOL
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Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2012 13:06:31 GMT -6
The one who got up in my face and made me hear a voice in my head was male... the only reason I say that is because it was a young male sounding voice like maybe a 16 year old boy... high tenor voice... But I had a dream about a female gray once too... it was her "voice" that made me believe that...
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