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Post by Morgan Sierra on Jan 23, 2012 22:06:58 GMT -6
Illustrations of an AbductionThe Gray's AnatomyBack in 1988 I had what could be classified as a typical abduction experience. (as if there is such a thing as a "typical" abduction. : It basically involved me waking up to see a bright light shining through the window...I was paralyzed and couldn't move and then I floated up into the air. Other people who have had similar experiences have often reported seeing extraterrestrial or non-human beings with gray skin and skinny bodies, large pear-shaped heads and big black eyes. Many people claim that these beings perform all sorts of painful and humiliating experiments on them. Some of these accounts were conscious memories while others were brought out with the aid of hypnosis. I don't really have any conscious memories of what happened other than being lifted up in the air by a beam of light. The next thing I remember after that was waking up and leaping out of my bed to see if there was anything outside or up in the sky.I didn't remember any alien beings though. Not at first anyway. In the decades since then I have had some very vivid dreams about aliens and UFOs. I also have some weird images that sometimes flash through my mind. These images show gray-skinned, big-headed non-human beings performing some painful and humiliating experiments on me. In some cases I can even feel what the beings are doing to me. I don't know where all of these images came from. I don't know if they are repressed memories coming to the surface or if they are just figments of an over-active imagination. I do know that the beings in my mind share a lot of similarities with the descriptions that other people give. I have never seen anything that looks exactly like what I see in my head though. Movies, television and the internet have come close but they have never gotten all of the details exactly right. Since I can't find any pictures of beings that look exactly like what I "remember" and since it is very difficult to explain to people using words to describe what I am visualizing, I have decided to attempt to draw some illustrations so that people can have a better idea of what I am talking about. Below is a sketch that I just did of a being that would classically be described as a "Gray." This is just a quick sketch to give an idea of what a side view of the head would look like. This is very similar to one of the memories that I have. It's not an exact match because I drew it pretty quickly and there are a few minor differences. The head might be slightly too large for the body but that is pretty close to the way it was. Also the eyes don't look right to me. One of the main things that I remember is those big black eyes staring at me but for some reason whenever I try to draw them they never turn out right. I just can't get them to look right. They are pretty close though. The beings that I remember weren't really gray either but more of a very light gray, almost white color with just a tiny bit of translucent color to the skin. The closest thing I could compare it to is the color of a shrimp or the belly of a shark. The eyes were pitch black and shiny, almost reflective. I don't remember ever seeing them blink. The mouth was just a slit across the face and the nose was just a small bump with two vertical slits for nostrils. In the future I will also attempt to draw other parts of their bodies as well as some actual scenes and images that I remember. If anybody else wants to add anything to this thread, or share some images from their own experiences they are more than welcome to. I want to try to get a good description of what these beings bodies look like, and my memories may not be 100% accurate after all this time so if somebody has any suggestions for changes that they think need to be made based on their own experiences, especially when it comes to the eyes, feel free to speak up.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2012 22:39:10 GMT -6
Thanks for the drawing sky.
I know what you mean about not getting it "quite right" believe me. Cliff has expressed that as well...
I see certain body parts in my mind, (mostly arms and hands... and also black eyes...) and I can't put it on paper...
I can't do it either... but I'm not a good artist like you are...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2012 10:03:43 GMT -6
I can imagine the challenge you faced trying to draw this. Good job btw ! I havent started drawing the 2nd round of pics yet. I sort of dread it in a way. Last time was very hard emotionally. I didn't think it would be so difficult . I also thought that my memories were much clearer than what they were but when I tried to put it on paper, everything fogged up.
This morning I decided to watch a 5 part video on youtube about John Mack titled "experiencers" and noticed the similarities in abduction cases . One of the things which caught my eyes were the visit to Budd Hopkins home in New York and the photos that Budd had showed which had so many similarities to what others have witnessed, myself included.
Then I look at a picture that you drew, and the one Lorelei drew, along with so many others that show about the same description associated with the similarities of what happened during the encounters such as telepathy, paralysis, levitation, etc. It is no surprise though. I didnt know about most of this stuff until the encounter happened and have come to realize more and more that so many of us share common familiar ground when describing what happened to us. Before the visit happened I had seen pictures of ufo's, and knew of a few cases, but not in depth. Same for the grey beings. Since it happened Ive become obsessed with trying to figure out what took place and why. To me,,,every detail matters . Not just the ones I remember, but other abductees as well.
I can relate to this picture Morgan. The only thing I see different from what I saw is the forehead . Have you ever thought about hypnosis ? Im personally terrified just thinking about it but I feel it needs to be done. If it reveals even one more detail it will be worth it to me. Im just fearful for what that detail may be.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2012 11:59:53 GMT -6
I was looking at that drawing again this morning sky as I was sipping my morning coffee.
The entity you drew resembles the entities in the CE 3 movie... almost exactly... ~rubs chin~
Cliff, I should try to draw it again. The last time I drew it the tendonitis in my hand was flaring up something awful. It hurt just to hold the pencil. My hand is a lot better now that I was working at a job where I wasn't at the cash register rapidly typing in keys for eight hours straight five to six days a week for months on end...
I should really attempt to do it again too...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2012 12:00:56 GMT -6
Draw it again I mean... not do the cash register thing.
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Post by skywalker on Jan 25, 2012 8:19:45 GMT -6
I can relate to this picture Morgan. The only thing I see different from what I saw is the forehead . Have you ever thought about hypnosis ? Im personally terrified just thinking about it but I feel it needs to be done. If it reveals even one more detail it will be worth it to me. Im just fearful for what that detail may be. What do you think should be different about the forehead? Should it be more angular rather than rounded?
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Post by skywalker on Jan 27, 2012 23:40:03 GMT -6
I think I drew it a little too human looking. It should look more alienish. The general characteristics are the same. It's hard for me to draw stuff from memory though...especially when my memories are twenty years old.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 0:46:35 GMT -6
Jo, what do you think of sky's drawing? I know the entities you saw are different looking than the ones I saw Jo, and it seems the ones sky saw are also different... does it look familiar to you Jo, at all? The heads I remember (whether it's an accurate memory or not is debatable...) were not nearly as "deep" from the side view... you know... the width... the ones I saw were more round... I'm also wondering Cliff what the forehead looked like from what you saw? No rush to respond, I know you're going through a difficult time...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 1:01:05 GMT -6
My daughters draw constantly, as I did at that age. We have spiral notebooks that each and every page have a drawing on them. I was recently looking for a blank page to tear out, and came across a picture that looks very "alien" to me. They sometimes draw wolves with teeth bared, but nothing usually of the creepy sort, and it took me by surprise.
I have a way to get pictures of things on my computer, and I know I used to be able to make attachments to an email. I tried to do this with a picture of my husky for another thread, and got frustrated.
Wish me luck!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 2:38:52 GMT -6
JC, good luck with this! If you don't have a scanner you can always take a photo of it with a digital camera too.
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Post by Steve on Jan 28, 2012 3:23:25 GMT -6
Hi JC, everyone, If you have a scanner, scan it, save it as a small JPEG, and if you know how to post an image (try image shack- free), you can up load it there. If not email it to me in a PM, and I can do it for you if you wish. Here are some links to children experiencer drawings. This website could do itself a big favor admittedly by skipping their 'how to make a tin hat' page there. But the children's drawings are interesting. Since the website is created by adults, are these drawings authentic, or just what children draw to please the web site's parents? One or two things to watch in children's drawings (my sister studied children's art related to their psychology) is how the child depicts themselves in their drawing, and their relationship to everything else in the drawing. A small figure marginalized in the drawing's corner? Or center of the picture for instance. aliensandchildren.org/DrawingsofAliens.htmAnd here also is the ET Lorelei mentioned from CEOTTK. It was Carlo Rambaldi who designed the aliens. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carlo_RambaldiUploaded with ImageShack.usI think it is wonderful and very therapeutic to visualize your memories like this. It helps an experiencer assume the role of an observer rather than a participant. That is one of the first steps in coping with these memories. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 3:28:42 GMT -6
Jo, what do you think of sky's drawing? I know the entities you saw are different looking than the ones I saw Jo, and it seems the ones sky saw are also different... does it look familiar to you Jo, at all? The heads I remember (whether it's an accurate memory or not is debatable...) were not nearly as "deep" from the side view... you know... the width... the ones I saw were more round... I'm also wondering Cliff what the forehead looked like from what you saw? No rush to respond, I know you're going through a difficult time... At about 12:39 in this video Budd Hopkins shows a picture with a side profile and it is a pretty good illustration of what I recall. I had never seen this before until just the other day when watching this video series about John Mack. In my recollection the nose may be just a bit too big but this is very close to what I remember.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 3:42:32 GMT -6
Cliff: Is this the image?
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Post by Steve on Jan 28, 2012 3:44:36 GMT -6
Cliff: Is this the image? Wow! That's fabulous anna. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 3:47:21 GMT -6
Cliff: Is this the image? Yes ,thank you ! Major goosebumps,,,shivers--errrrr
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 3:51:23 GMT -6
You're welcome Touched. Steve: I didn't draw that one I just captured it from the video Cliff posted. ( I WISH I could draw that well... lol...) I finally figured out how to take a "screen shot" on a PC... at least that's what it's called on an Apple computer... I guess it's called "Print Screen" on a PC machine... same thing though. This was done by another experiencer in the video cliff posted... someone who worked with Mr. Hopkins... The head shape does look very close to what I recall... the eyes though... seem to be too big... to me at least... ~shrug~ ...maybe not... I dunno... Wish I could remember more details than that stoopid hand and arm... that seems to be all I can see in my mind right now...
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Post by Steve on Jan 28, 2012 3:57:52 GMT -6
You're welcome Touched. Steve: I didn't draw that one I just captured it from the video Cliff posted. ( I WISH I could draw that well... lol...) I finally figured out how to take a "screen shot" on a PC... at least that's what it's called on an Apple computer... I guess it's called "Print Screen" on a PC machine... same thing though. This was done by another experiencer in the video cliff posted... someone who worked with Mr. Hopkins... The head shape does look very close to what I recall... the eyes though... seem to be too big... to me at least... ~shrug~ ...maybe not... I dunno... Wish I could remember more details than that stoopid hand and arm... that seems to be all I can see in my mind right now... Thank you Lorelei. It is still cool. Steve
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 4:00:44 GMT -6
~hugz Cliff~
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Post by skywalker on Jan 28, 2012 18:55:37 GMT -6
My daughters draw constantly, as I did at that age. We have spiral notebooks that each and every page have a drawing on them. I was recently looking for a blank page to tear out, and came across a picture that looks very "alien" to me. They sometimes draw wolves with teeth bared, but nothing usually of the creepy sort, and it took me by surprise. I have a way to get pictures of things on my computer, and I know I used to be able to make attachments to an email. I tried to do this with a picture of my husky for another thread, and got frustrated. Wish me luck! Since I am the administrator here and since I am supposed to know what the heck I am doing ( : I am going to find out how to post a photo even if it kills me. I know there is a way to do it without using a photo hosting service because I did it once before but I have no idea how I did it. I am determined to figure it out.
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Post by skywalker on Jan 28, 2012 19:12:08 GMT -6
Hmm...It's still not working for some reason.
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Post by skywalker on Jan 28, 2012 19:19:15 GMT -6
It's still not working! &$#%@$#*$ !!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 19:28:17 GMT -6
It's still not working! &$#%@$#*$ !! ~hugz sky~ Step 1: Save the image in jpg format. When you click save as, depending on the program, (windows paint can do it) you can save it as a JPG or JPEG file. Step 2: Go to photobucket.com. Create an account. Step 3: Upload the photo to your photobucket account. Step 4: Copy the direct link to the image. Step 5: Paste it into the image tags and post to the forum. I hope it works for you sky. ~hugz~
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Post by skywalker on Jan 28, 2012 19:42:04 GMT -6
I know how to do it on photobucket. I already have an account there. I'm trying to help jcurio and touched post photos without having to purchase a photobucket account. I know there is some way it can be done by clicking on the little picture thingy above the smiley faces and inserting the URL for the photo but it is not working. I did it once before and touched did it once but it's not working now!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 19:45:13 GMT -6
Hm... I dunno then... Photobucket is free... at least it is for me... I've had my account since I was 17...
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Post by auntym on Jan 28, 2012 19:45:48 GMT -6
I know how to do it on photobucket. I already have an account there. I'm trying to help jcurio and touched post photos without having to purchase a photobucket account. I know there is some way it can be done by clicking on the little picture thingy above the smiley faces and inserting the URL for the photo but it is not working. I did it once before and touched did it once but it's not working now! ;D .... good luck....
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Post by skywalker on Jan 28, 2012 19:49:45 GMT -6
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Post by auntym on Jan 28, 2012 20:08:50 GMT -6
;D ... i'm very familiar with this emotion and my computer....
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Post by skywalker on Jan 28, 2012 21:15:21 GMT -6
Hm... I dunno then... Photobucket is free... at least it is for me... I've had my account since I was 17... Photobucket is free? Then why are they charging me for it? I'm getting ripped off!!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2012 21:24:38 GMT -6
Hm... I dunno then... Photobucket is free... at least it is for me... I've had my account since I was 17... Photobucket is free? Then why are they charging me for it? I'm getting ripped off!! ... Did you sign up for extra storage space or something?
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Post by skywalker on Jan 28, 2012 21:40:43 GMT -6
Did you sign up for extra storage space or something? Oh, yeah...he he. Silly me. ;D I have their advanced package with all the extra features. I forgot.
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