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Post by paulette on Dec 13, 2012 20:35:12 GMT -6
This morning, probably about 3 am I awakened (I often do, has to do with having a 64 year old bladder). This is what I think happened. I was awake, untangling my legs from the sheet and extra pillows when suddenly the room went VERY bright from light coming in from the window. There is always faint light from the street light such that I can see the window shape, but can't really see my feet or stuff I might bump into. There were literally stripes of light on the wall next to me.
Was I dreaming this? I can't tell you. I don't THINK SO. It was bright for several minutes (a long time!) then abruptly disappeared. We have no road in that direction - or more accurately, there is a lightly used suburbia road which doesn't have much happening on it at night. AND it runs behind houses between us and it. There was no sound. Before during or after.
I don't remember after that - getting up or getting back to sleep. When my husband got up at 5:15 and unavoidably turned on some lights nearby my first thought was - is it is still here? And then, "No this light is barely bright at all!"
I don't want to make this anymore than what it is - an unexplained event that may or may not have anything to do with anything in the sky, in my back yard, etc. I am reading Whitley Strieber's Majestic and find it well written. I "lost" the book for about 4 days but it turned up again in a semi-reasonable place. Not to give anything away (but it IS an old book) - Whitley offers the fictionized theory that the crashed disc was bait and that THEY descended and did various things to the responding servicemen. The scene was staged - like the zombie movie here! At one point a being was taking one of the investigators away and he cries out, "Oh God!"
And is answered,"" "Why do you call on your gods? We're the only ones here." The voice was swift and breathless and tough and far from human.""
Again...I have no new information, I don't consider myself important in the scheme of things, and I know a person can dream and think its real. But....
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Post by Deleted on Dec 13, 2012 21:21:07 GMT -6
When I first "met" you, a couple of years ago now, I recall you having some issues (lack of words on my part, ok?) between 3:00 a.m. and 5:00 a.m., or whenever your alarm went off. Why do you keep saying that you think they aren't interested in you any longer? I don't understand why you keep insisting this. Unless, you have been trying to convince yourself this. I think, a counselor might suggest that you have said this more than twice in the past few weeks, because you actually sense that something "unusual" is going on . Even your choice of what you put on here from Whitley's book. . . a part of Paulette (if I may be so bold ) longs for some sort of excitement right now, and some contact might be ok, but another part of you really doesn't want to go there. I'm still amazed that you asked Steve to ask "Han" if you were or had been in a relationship with any of his kind? I don't know if Steve answered that question for you in private. . . Thanks, sweetie. It's that same question recently asked straight up. "How do you know if you've been abducted?" Now I want to ask you to look on your body for any unusual marks, bruises, etc. Why do I feel so intrusive with You, when I ask Lorelei this same question like it's nothin'? ;D
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Post by skywalker on Dec 13, 2012 22:17:06 GMT -6
Paulette, you said the light lasted for several minutes. What were you doing during that time?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 14, 2012 8:21:00 GMT -6
And is answered,"" "Why do you call on your gods? We're the only ones here." The voice was swift and breathless and tough and far from human."" Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=ufos&thread=3066&page=1#ixzz2F2Ga3ke3__________________________________________________- I can't prove it, but our friend Steve told this exact comment (almost) that during one of many investigations an abductee told him that he experienced this same comment from the "aliens". ****************** I kind of didn't expect Paulette to be on here this morning (from my previously mentioned memory), but I am thinking of her . I 'know' in my heart that she is "OK", but it's still very disconcerting. I can't hardly wait for her to tell us everything is "OK". (side note: I just noticed that my hands are shaking. I guess this is making me a bit upset. . .)
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Post by Deleted on Dec 14, 2012 9:36:36 GMT -6
Now I want to ask you to look on your body for any unusual marks, bruises, etc. Why do I feel so intrusive with You, when I ask Lorelei this same question like it's nothin'? ;D That's cuz Lorelei has no shame. ~hugz JC and Paulette~ Paulette- that's very scary. I'm surprised you can bring this up all calm like...
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Post by paulette on Dec 15, 2012 13:06:36 GMT -6
"Now I want to ask you to look on your body for any unusual marks, bruises, etc." jcurio
Oh I REALLY DON'T want to write this but we do share theories and such. J Curio - you are right. A part of me continues to be very interested in contact. A part does not.
Two night ago (Dec 13th night after the dream or whatever I had) I was scratching my side slightly above my navel but to the side and discovered a sharp lump. It actually felt like an object. I went tearing down to where my husband was and got him to look at it and feel it. He said, "Well you have a circular bruise all around it." Back to the four way mirror and yes - but the bruise looked old rather than new - it was purple but not blue like a new bruise. I can still feel the lump right now. It doesn't feel quite as close to the surface of my skin as it did when I first found it but it is still there. Initially it felt like a pencil end - with a dull lead. Now it feels like a Q tip end.
I am willing to believe that I banged up against something at somepoint but it is a curious place to be bruised - on the side rather than in front where I would likely impact something (say at night, banging into...well ...I just did a walk about in my house and nothing is obvious that is that height - door knobs (a good candidate) are higher and furniture edges are lower.
I have a considerable belly so there is a lot of fatty tissue to embed something in. If such an event occurred. I have never felt a "sharp" lump under a bruise. I have had a swelling in the area of a bruise but nothing something that one could literally put one's index finger tip on.
My husband said (with some sarcasm), "I suppose you think the aliens put it there." I feel the same sarcasm!!! This is stupid. AND I have a lump in my belly.
I don't know what else to say. jcurio I was touched that you remember stuff that I reveal here. As for this: "I'm still amazed that you asked Steve to ask "Han" if you were or had been in a relationship with any of his kind? I don't know if Steve answered that question for you in private. . .""
I don't know why you were surprised. I would think those of us who THINK we've had contact would like some confirmation. But in answer, Steve never answered me in any way. That question apparently did not "fit" with with he and Mary were talking about to Han. I found that curious - here he has first hand contact with a number of people who may have had contact and he is supposedly in contact with a being who (by his account) is part of monitoring the other "bad" visitors who kidnap us. And who is telepathic. I'm thinking, the information would be available and would be VERY CONVINCING to me. To US!
And then Steve disappeared after reporting his experiment with Mary and (maybe) Han [which as I recall was NOT formally finished]. So if he believes even more than before that people have been and are kidnapped and do see things that perhaps they should not see - then why the total disconnect? I turn that one around and around in my mind.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 15, 2012 15:15:32 GMT -6
Steve is fine..he just has no more use for us Paulette. We were an audience..and with the book coming out in the near future..maybe we (the forum) wouldn't be an asset. I'm pretty sure he's not going to be asking for 'endorsements'. I'll stick with my favorite Han..Han Solo...at least he was hunky And that coincidence is a bit off the wall too. Plutronus spoke with him..I've emailed him..he's fine. Didn't need us to finish..he and Mary were recording all of the 'sessions'. It does tend to make me feel a tad angry..but on some level I think I understand it..and that may upset me more. I say we wait until there's a book signing and we all show up at once ;D We think we make 'friends' here and some of us truly do but I think others of us will always just be so many typed words...without heart or soul..not even a real acquaintance. His loss Paulette..
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Post by skywalker on Dec 15, 2012 21:03:21 GMT -6
Steve is a good dude, he's just busy. Writing a book isn't an easy thing to do. Neither is being a UFO investigator for EPIC or running his little group thingy with Mary or any of the other zillions of things he is involved in. He'll always be a friend as far as I am concerned. That goes for everybody else here also.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 15, 2012 23:28:16 GMT -6
My husband said (with some sarcasm), "I suppose you think the aliens put it there." I feel the same sarcasm!!! This is stupid. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=ufos&thread=3066&page=1#36949#ixzz2FBjKwxc9____________________________________________________ ;D It feels stupid, doesn't it? How the heck are we supposed to believe we aren't just dreaming??? (easy answer: By getting something unpractical installed on our physical being ). I can't explain the relieved feeling of just seeing you on here. . . ;D ____________________________________________________ Ummmmmmmmm. It was a GOOD question you posed to Steve. I like him and all, but I would have been more surprised if he had answered you; even privately. I guess I was kinda hoping that you knew him better than I did. I recall that Steve initially maybe said that he wanted to do the hypno thing, because as an investigator he had often suggested it to other people. I don't think I'm making that up, But I did NOT get the vibe that he was going to be hypnotized for his own personal gain. Such as delving into his own past, or writing a book. I'm not saying that anything is wrong with that. The Steve I thought I knew, always tried to keep things "away from himself". I consider him smart, funny, and above "efficient". He could be personable, but didn't have to be. ;D He didn't always answer questions directly, . I'm still getting the idea that "Steve" is going through some major changes right now. Maybe only his wife knows. Later, they may just call it a "mid-life crisis" . I have no idea why I know this. I would love for Steve to get on here and tell me off. . . The fact that he "disappeared" when he did, has me a little worried about him. (yah, yah. Here's where Sky reassures me that Steves' OK). I have his phone number, but I don't want to call him (I rarely call ANYONE), so where's that reassurance, Skywalker?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 15, 2012 23:46:06 GMT -6
I miss his contributions to our discussions on here more than anything...
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Post by Deleted on Dec 16, 2012 13:37:56 GMT -6
Me too. I never felt like he had an "agenda", with us. He is a busy man, and his contributions are appreciated. He left muffin, and then you guys had him again on this forum for a while . There is no outstanding reason why he is no longer here, or why he wouldn't get on here again. Those of you that have kids, watch your kids when they haven't seen a friend for many months. When they see each other again they're just so happy, and they just start playing again ;D.
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Post by paulette on Dec 19, 2012 22:58:17 GMT -6
Back to my bruise and lump. I showed it to my friend who is a massage therapist who carefully felt it and said she thought it was an enlarged lymph node. She also said that sometimes bruises, especially in muscle tissue like the big thigh muscle very quickly can form a calcium lump and that for athlete this is a problem because the lump itself causes inflammation and impairs performance . So now I how a very reasonable explanation of why I might have a lump under my skin. WHY I have the bruise is still unanswered but most of us bang into things and get bruises without remembering later. the height does not match furniture or sticky-out objects in my house but could match something at work or on my car. Just FYI.
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Post by skywalker on Dec 20, 2012 10:22:05 GMT -6
It is theoretically possible the bruise could be caused by the lump if it is something new that the skin isn't used to. It could be irritating the surrounding tissue and causing a little bit of internal bleeding.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 20, 2012 11:34:15 GMT -6
Paulette, You know what you know . It's good to have knowledgeable friends to reassure us. Your "expert" ( ;D) mentioned muscle tissue and not fatty tissue. Big whup. Small lumps can travel thru our body to anywhere, right? Tuesday evening I was carrying a lightweight box (a gift) that is about 2' x 2' and got my feet tangled up. I managed to fall on a pile of clothes, but I still landed on my chest, with the box in between . The box didn't get hurt, but I did. I expected a bruised area at the peak of my breasts, and that area is still tender. That area has both types of tissue. . . . no bruise? And I bruise soo easily (a tad anemic by blood tests). I have been actively eating healthier, etc., but it still makes me think twice about all those other little bruises I get.
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