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Post by skywalker on Dec 15, 2014 12:19:27 GMT -6
Something weird happened a couple of nights ago. I don't really think it was anything paranormal or UFO related. It was just weird. But since this thread is supposed to be about unusual experiences I'm going to put it here. Saturday night I went to bed at about 12:30 after having spent most of the day fighting with my computer trying to get it to work right...which it still doesn't. (I haven't given up the fight yet, I'm just drawing up a new plan of attack! ) Anyways, at 12:15 I said to heck with it and turned it off then got ready for bed. By the time my head hit the pillow it was right at 12:30. I remember what time it was because I looked at the clock when I set the alarm to wake up in the morning. I had to get up at 6am. I laid there in bed for a while then tossed and turned a few times then lay there some more and tossed and turned some more. It usually takes me a while to go to sleep so after tossing and turning for who knows how long I finally closed my eyes and drifted off. I started having dreams and would wake up from one dream, toss and turn for a while then go back to sleep and have another dream and then repeat the process. I don't remember what the dreams were about but that's not important. After doing that for a while I finally went into a deep sleep and stayed that way until I had another dream that woke me up again. Judging by how deeply asleep I had been I assumed that it must be getting close to time to get up because with all that tossing and turning and dreaming it had to have been several hours later. Imagine my surprise when I looked at the clock and it said 12:45! Somehow I managed to do all that stuff in 15 minutes? I thought for sure several hours had gone by at least. What's up with that? Like I said, it's probably nothing paranormal but it was still weird.
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Post by lois on Dec 15, 2014 20:26:27 GMT -6
Something weird happened a couple of nights ago. I don't really think it was anything paranormal or UFO related. It was just weird. But since this thread is supposed to be about unusual experiences I'm going to put it here. Saturday night I went to bed at about 12:30 after having spent most of the day fighting with my computer trying to get it to work right...which it still doesn't. (I haven't given up the fight yet, I'm just drawing up a new plan of attack! ) Anyways, at 12:15 I said to heck with it and turned it off then got ready for bed. By the time my head hit the pillow it was right at 12:30. I remember what time it was because I looked at the clock when I set the alarm to wake up in the morning. I had to get up at 6am. I laid there in bed for a while then tossed and turned a few times then lay there some more and tossed and turned some more. It usually takes me a while to go to sleep so after tossing and turning for who knows how long I finally closed my eyes and drifted off. I started having dreams and would wake up from one dream, toss and turn for a while then go back to sleep and have another dream and then repeat the process. I don't remember what the dreams were about but that's not important. After doing that for a while I finally went into a deep sleep and stayed that way until I had another dream that woke me up again. Judging by how deeply asleep I had been I assumed that it must be getting close to time to get up because with all that tossing and turning and dreaming it had to have been several hours later. Imagine my surprise when I looked at the clock and it said 12:45! Somehow I managed to do all that stuff in 15 minutes? I thought for sure several hours had gone by at least. What's up with that? Like I said, it's probably nothing paranormal but it was still weird. That is strange sky you told this about how you slept. I was about to come on and tell a similar story. Every since my teeth were pulled I been having horrible dreams or crazy one. I was sleeping sitting up on high pillows because of the bleeding. I was having like ten dreams a night and I remember all of them I would wake up and toss and turn then go right back to sleep and dream another one which I could remember well. I have never remembered my dreams in years. One Night I thought it must be around 5 am. But it was 12:45. I had went to be at 12 AM . I Had dreamed about ten times. Wow! that did not make since. I did not like the dreams at all. I was in a Muslin country or they were over here in ours. They were chopping body parts off of their Muslin children. All of them were Muslin. Every house on the street was Muslin. Not sure where I was. I think that was the worse one I had. I was laying flat last night and I did not wake up all night.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 17, 2014 0:44:08 GMT -6
Even if you always have trouble getting to sleep, how exhausted are you during the day? How often do you actually get to sleep in a bed ? (not the kind in your truck).
It is weird. Hitting that dream-time/ deep sleep so early in sleep-stages.
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Post by paulette on Jan 4, 2015 14:04:06 GMT -6
Who is the third person you post as? (I'm trying to read back on "Skywalker's" experiences prior to the visualization tomorrow.
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Post by skywalker on Jan 4, 2015 15:58:16 GMT -6
I sometimes post as starkiller or rocketman although I normally don't mean to. I use those accounts mainly for storage and testing but sometimes I'll forget which account I'm signed in on.
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Post by skywalker on Aug 1, 2015 23:15:58 GMT -6
I seem to be having some type of an allergic reaction to something right now. Don't know what. There is a horrible rash all over my miserable body and I am in a huge amount of discomfort and pain. Not that I am looking for sympathy or anything. It reminds me of that time a long time ago when I was asleep at night just a few weeks after my first abduction experience and I felt something stick me in the spine. I got really sick after that for several days and then had a big ugly rash all over the place. This time is very similar except without the sickness. Don't remember anything sticking me in the spine either but I do have what appears to be a fresh wound right at the base of my neck. It shows up every now and then. Don't know if it has anything to do with anything. Just thought I would let y'all know.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 2, 2015 0:08:03 GMT -6
I seem to be having some type of an allergic reaction to something right now. Don't know what. There is a horrible rash all over my miserable body and I am in a huge amount of discomfort and pain. Not that I am looking for sympathy or anything. It reminds me of that time a long time ago when I was asleep at night just a few weeks after my first abduction experience and I felt something stick me in the spine. I got really sick after that for several days and then had a big ugly rash all over the place. This time is very similar except without the sickness. Don't remember anything sticking me in the spine either but I do have what appears to be a fresh wound right at the base of my neck. It shows up every now and then. Don't know if it has anything to do with anything. Just thought I would let y'all know. That's very odd sky. Where is the rash? Everywhere, or is it mainly in a certain area?
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Post by casper on Aug 2, 2015 8:41:32 GMT -6
Maybe it's poison ivy.I get that every now and then from wandering around in the bushes looking for ghosts. I hate it too.
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Post by skywalker on Aug 2, 2015 12:01:02 GMT -6
The rash is everywhere except my hands, feet, head and crotch. I don't think it's poison ivy because there aren't any blisters...just red welts and it doesn't spread like poison ivy does. It just sort of appeared all at once all over. It's like I'm having an allergic reaction to something. I don't know of anything that I'm allergic to though...except maybe aliens. The wound on the base of my neck has pretty much healed now. That one keeps showing up every now and then. I have no idea what causes it. It's right over the spine though.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 2, 2015 13:05:02 GMT -6
The rash is everywhere except my hands, feet, head and crotch. I don't think it's poison ivy because there aren't any blisters...just red welts and it doesn't spread like poison ivy does. It just sort of appeared all at once all over. It's like I'm having an allergic reaction to something. I don't know of anything that I'm allergic to though...except maybe aliens. The wound on the base of my neck has pretty much healed now. That one keeps showing up every now and then. I have no idea what causes it. It's right over the spine though. Could you take a picture of the rash for us? Any shark dreams lately just out of curiosity?
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Post by lois on Aug 2, 2015 15:35:53 GMT -6
The rash is everywhere except my hands, feet, head and crotch. I don't think it's poison ivy because there aren't any blisters...just red welts and it doesn't spread like poison ivy does. It just sort of appeared all at once all over. It's like I'm having an allergic reaction to something. I don't know of anything that I'm allergic to though...except maybe aliens. The wound on the base of my neck has pretty much healed now. That one keeps showing up every now and then. I have no idea what causes it. It's right over the spine though. Could you take a picture of the rash for us? Any shark dreams lately just out of curiosity? Sounds like allergy to me. Have you ate anything you have never ate before. What about Meds? My daughter had a bout with something like this a year ago. Doctors never did know what it was. After about a month it started fading. What she had itched her to death . She could not get any sleep til they gave her some kind of tranquilizers to numb the skin. Yours is probably from something else. Hers came from within. Hope it goes away soon. Have you seen a doctor. I would if it stays very long. take care of yourself.
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Post by auntym on Aug 2, 2015 16:45:22 GMT -6
Hmmmmm... have you bought new clothes lately and wore them without washing them first?
this can be a problem when the chemicals on the clothes touches your skin...
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Post by skywalker on Aug 2, 2015 17:23:30 GMT -6
It's starting to go away now. Thank goodness. Whatever it was itched and burned and stung like crazy. It started Friday and now it is fading away but these last few days I have been miserable. I don't think I slept at all the past two nights. I still have no idea what caused it but I do so many crazy things it could have been anything.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 4, 2015 15:32:46 GMT -6
I'm glad its better. Still sounds miserable!
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Post by casper on Aug 5, 2015 20:18:49 GMT -6
I still think it was poison ivy. If anybody would get poison ivy it would be you with all of that sneaking around in the bushes that you do.
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Post by skywalker on Dec 9, 2015 16:32:11 GMT -6
Howdy, folks. I've been sick the past few days and still haven't gotten over it yet so don't spend to much time reading this as it may still be contagious. Got sick Saturday night when I had to run a half-marathon Sunday morning. Typical. I ran it anyway but pretty much was dead after nine miles so I just walked and jogged to the finish. Still finished but I felt kind of like this... There was something kind of weird that happened recently. Don't know if it counts as an experience or not but I'm going to put it here anyway. About ten days ago I had a weird dream that some giant centipede or something was crawling inside my left ear. I was trying to pull it out but it kept burrowing in deeper and deeper until it was all the way inside. Luckily I woke up and it was just a dream. Whew! I would hate for that to happen in real life because I hate bugs. The weird thing is that a few days later the inside of my ear got infected and started swelling up to the point where I was almost completely deaf. It was the same ear that I had the weird dream about. Also the same ear that I remember the little grey goobers shoving a long needle deep inside of way back when I was first zapped by them. It stayed swollen for about 7 days or so before it finally started to heal. That's about when I got sick with a cold or whatever weird disease I have. Coincidence?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 10, 2015 10:45:02 GMT -6
Sorry that you're sick. I hate being sick. The ear thing? Some people might say that you had that particular dream because you were coming down with the ear infection, and your own paranoia turned the situation into a "scary bug". it's also known that a variety of bugs can crawl into our body openings while we are sleeping. A centipede is especially gross-no matter what size. A "nano" one using all those legs to hold onto hair, or nerve fibers . . . uck! Where were you sleeping? Really! I'm a "bug magnet" so I have to spray my car for spiders! the "deter" kind, because we all know that spiders eat flies, so I don't really want less spiders! Okaaaaay, if your ear was swollen for 7 days, that tells me that you most likely did NOT go to a doctor . . I mean, that's a bit scary in itself. Can you hear out of this ear now? BRB
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Post by Deleted on Dec 10, 2015 11:08:58 GMT -6
sorry. Had to go back and look to see if you went to a doc or not. Since you are an avid runner, you probably fight off infection better than most, so, back to your question. ___________________________ We all kinda think that you have been an "abductee" of the little scientists. You probably have already had some sort of "implant" in you. The frequent nose bleeds that you have? Still every month? Besides dry nose, etc., IF it has something to do with "them" putting something up your nose, why would they have to "mess with it" every month? Does your body continuously reject anything "they" try to put in it? So, Uck, something a little more "sturdy" was put in your ear? (and your body tried to "reject" it also?) From my experience, the really really bad, extra creepy dreams, are some sort of "screen". It's like, no matter what "they" try to make it seem like, a person keeps interpreting "their" activity (even while asleep) as something "wrong". Last but not least, I soon find out if this new "thing" (possible implant) causes any other changes in my body. Personally, I think we should be totally left alone by "them" by now. Who wants to deal with that tiger that can keep shedding its tag?
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Post by skywalker on Dec 11, 2015 19:54:28 GMT -6
Sorry that you're sick. I hate being sick. The ear thing? Some people might say that you had that particular dream because you were coming down with the ear infection, and your own paranoia turned the situation into a "scary bug". That's a possibility. I'm sure my subconscious mind knew something was up with the ear long before I actually noticed it. I was sleeping in the bunk in my truck just like I always do when I'm at work. No bugs inside. No little grey goobers either. No, I did not go see a doctor. It would take a lot more than that to get me to drag myself to a hospital. I hate hospitals. I usually just diagnose myself and if I ever decide that it is serious enough to warrant a trip to the hospital I tell them what I think the problem is and wait for the doc to confirm it. I'm almost always right. Haven't been to a doc in years. My ear is all healed up now and my hearing is back to normal so...it's all good.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 15, 2015 11:51:29 GMT -6
Sky I've been doing the dream/time thing..and I can't explain it either. I fall asleep instantly though unlike you tossing and turning...but I fall into a dream wake..dream..then sleep...wake look at the clock and 15 or 20 min will have passed. And I'm doing that several times a night...several times a week. No mystery rashes but a lot of headaches..which I think are sinus from the weather we're having..east winds tend to do that to me and it's been so cold with it. Down to 26 last night...and this is sunny southern calif. El Nino IS here. Glad I'm not the only one with the wacked out sleep thing.
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Post by skywalker on Dec 15, 2015 19:40:50 GMT -6
I do that waking up at night thing a lot. Wake up...look at the clock...go back to sleep...wake up...look at the clock... I'm usually very relieved if there is still a long time to go before I have to get up because it means I can sleep some more.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 25, 2015 1:17:30 GMT -6
Since the visit I don't dream much....when I rarely do they're usually nightmares about snakes which when awake they don't scare me at all ..and gators.... I find myself continually waking up when it happens.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 25, 2015 9:49:34 GMT -6
I've only had one nightmare that I remember. When I do remember a dream it's usually either confusing or just a by product of something that's been bugging me...but once when I was 5.. before the first visit I remember when my ear was 'bugged'..I had a nightmare. My father raised race horses and used old bathtubs as water tubs. I dreamed I was hiding in one of those surrounded by snakes. I wasn't ever exposed to snakes..so my brains's choosing that is kinda strange...but I know I was terrified and I mean there were herds of them around me in this tub. I'd have to guess..the first visit I remember might not have been the first.
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Post by skywalker on Dec 25, 2015 15:21:34 GMT -6
It seems snakes and gators are common dream topics amongst abductees. I dream about them sometimes too, mixed in with all the stupid shark dreams. They don't scare me when I'm awake during the day either. My friend who was abducted with me back in 88 also said that he has nightmares about snakes.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 26, 2015 20:35:11 GMT -6
It seems snakes and gators are common dream topics amongst abductees. I dream about them sometimes too, mixed in with all the stupid shark dreams. They don't scare me when I'm awake during the day either. My friend who was abducted with me back in 88 also said that he has nightmares about snakes. Which really pi_ _ es me off! That is a very devious trick of "someone" using very ancient belief systems. Sharks, gators, and bugs that *spit, I understand. I can't think of a single spiritual reference to them.Snakes, however, depending on how you define them, can be spiritually referenced as "good" or "bad". If you have a hard time with that, try thinking "oroborous", DNA, the shedding of skin, etc.. . still sounds pretty creepy to be surrounded by them. But also, totally unnatural (whereas being surrounded by sharks? Yeah, that could happen). Bugs in our ear? Yeah, that happens. Another "bug" that I don't think we have mentioned on here, is the scarab. Every Eygptian hollywood movie, whatever, has scarabs crawling under someones skin. What's up with that??
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Post by Deleted on Dec 29, 2015 10:57:01 GMT -6
I think it's more literal than that JC. I don't think they're preying on any religious beliefs..I think our brains just pick up on the nearest predator it understands. We recognize them as having predatory behavior to us..but we don't know what they are...so our brains make a judgement call. They DO look like sharks and snakes...and preying mantis'..and grasshoppers. They have shark like skin (I never made that leap and I've been trying for years to figure out how to define their skin..it IS shark like)...they move a bit snakish and they sure have the eyes like a shark..they don't blink that I ever noticed. Their heads are shaped a lot like a preying mantis. As for the 'bug' in my ear well..I was 7 and whatever he put in my ear started making noises just like my child's mind said a bug would if it crawled in my ear..and it scared me to death..I was running around the house terrified but no one could find a bug in my ear. Of any kind. It finally stopped. Now that I'm older I recognize that it really was some kind of a language..but who had ever heard of such a thing in 1955?? It sure wasn't on tv so it was up to my own kids brain to put sense to it. When I was older in 1964 or 65 and we were out riding..only parts of it easily handled by my mind hung in there. The mystery of the time..the burn on my neck..the FBI men (they were real)..our horses being swapped..somehow I justified all of that...and not until years later did it start surfacing. And by then...the word UFO had come into being. I had something else to identify with...so my brain started hauling it out. You give them some kind of credit for manipulation that I don't think they even conceived of. These..and I'm only familiar with the thugs that snatched my friend and I...weren't trying to disguise themselves..or make me think of anything else..they only cared about controlling us at the moment and whatever agenda for gathering our flora an fauna they had. We supplied the rest. We were terrified teenage girls (virginal ones btw) who only thought of horses and cute boys at school. I had never even been to a doctor...and while her mom was a nurse..I'm pretty sure she wasn't prepared for anything like this. She still has no memory..period of that day. I think we do the job of association and subterfuge ourselves. Older abductees..like Betty and Barney or Travis..they remember sooner..dream sooner. And maybe that's because their minds are more prepared for it. Travis anyway...it's a sci fi generation and human brains have taken in what tv has tossed at us by way of the twilight zone..Independence Day..and a jillion others..that have odd creepy looking aliens. I'll bet money my brain would have handled things much differently if it happened today instead of then. You believe they distort our reality or use our own beliefs..to disguise themselves? I think they couldn't care less what we think..they're invulnerable. We're not a threat because we haven't a clue. For all we know they're some alternate earth species living under rocks..(and no i don't believe that LOL) but it's the truth..we can't be a threat as long as they're ambush predators. Like a shark or a snake
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Post by Deleted on Dec 31, 2015 21:30:34 GMT -6
I think it's more literal than that JC. I don't think they're preying on any religious beliefs..I think our brains just pick up on the nearest predator it understands. We recognize them as having predatory behavior to us..but we don't know what they are...so our brains make a judgement call. They DO look like sharks and snakes...and preying mantis'..and grasshoppers. They have shark like skin (I never made that leap and I've been trying for years to figure out how to define their skin..it IS shark like)...they move a bit snakish and they sure have the eyes like a shark..they don't blink that I ever noticed. Their heads are shaped a lot like a preying mantis. As for the 'bug' in my ear well..I was 7 and whatever he put in my ear started making noises just like my child's mind said a bug would if it crawled in my ear..and it scared me to death..I was running around the house terrified but no one could find a bug in my ear. Of any kind. It finally stopped. Now that I'm older I recognize that it really was some kind of a language..but who had ever heard of such a thing in 1955?? It sure wasn't on tv so it was up to my own kids brain to put sense to it. When I was older in 1964 or 65 and we were out riding..only parts of it easily handled by my mind hung in there. The mystery of the time..the burn on my neck..the FBI men (they were real)..our horses being swapped..somehow I justified all of that...and not until years later did it start surfacing. And by then...the word UFO had come into being. I had something else to identify with...so my brain started hauling it out. You give them some kind of credit for manipulation that I don't think they even conceived of. These..and I'm only familiar with the thugs that snatched my friend and I...weren't trying to disguise themselves..or make me think of anything else..they only cared about controlling us at the moment and whatever agenda for gathering our flora an fauna they had. We supplied the rest. We were terrified teenage girls (virginal ones btw) who only thought of horses and cute boys at school. I had never even been to a doctor...and while her mom was a nurse..I'm pretty sure she wasn't prepared for anything like this. She still has no memory..period of that day. I think we do the job of association and subterfuge ourselves. Older abductees..like Betty and Barney or Travis..they remember sooner..dream sooner. And maybe that's because their minds are more prepared for it. Travis anyway...it's a sci fi generation and human brains have taken in what tv has tossed at us by way of the twilight zone..Independence Day..and a jillion others..that have odd creepy looking aliens. I'll bet money my brain would have handled things much differently if it happened today instead of then. You believe they distort our reality or use our own beliefs..to disguise themselves? I think they couldn't care less what we think..they're invulnerable. We're not a threat because we haven't a clue. For all we know they're some alternate earth species living under rocks..(and no i don't believe that LOL) but it's the truth..we can't be a threat as long as they're ambush predators. Like a shark or a snake Ambush predators. Like a shark or a snake. That we can easily kill if we're not being "ambushed". One of the many things that I love about You, Jo. You deftly answer most of your own arguments, at least half the time, and just as deftly make it all sound like casual conversation, no argument ever put forward. ! Kind of like my "bait and switch" (to get people thinking for themselves and asking uneasy questions) . . .except, oh, so different . . Everything, can be "killed" or "changed". Even if that only means changing some molecular balance or "sending" something to another "universe". (Notice how I purposely do not use the word "destroyed"). add that to the fact that "they" often "prey" on children. including children that may have already tasted a bit of "hopelessness" in their lives . . sure, some of "them" don't seem to care about a "struggle", but as you yourself said, you dealt with the "thug" types. Was that the 'type' that was convienantly available that day? Or was it just what "they" tried that day on you? What if "they" had to make someone (as psi as you) Think that they were invulnerable? Ah, those 1st impressions. so important. But now, you can almost recognize that "buzz" in your ear, as a language you maybe could, or should understand, if only in different circumstances . . Nah, that was a random thought. Eh? I'll say again. "they" have been around for millenia. So what if now "they" resort to using machines, or cyborgs, or whatever to do "their" dirty work. Dirty work it is, and what a lot more fun it was years and years ago when it was easier for us humans to believe "them" as gods. (and of course it wasn't ALL dirty work). can you honestly believe that mankind (except politicians and other criminals, of course) evolves, and no other specie does? and at what pace? You'll never convince me that your brilliant mind is thus limited. I'm sorry. Labeling "them" ALL as "thugs", just doesn't work with all the things that "they've" done to different people. It's like saying that all robbers rob bank buildings and carry spikes in their getaway cars, and some of the robbers throw the spikes down in front of their own car, instead of behind it . . . and so on. Please laugh with me. ? Whitley Strieber, the writer, of unpopular horror novels, and the like. The first time his son is taken from their cabin in the woods, Whitley goes outside (after searching the inside of his house?) and sees "them" leaving. Just as he is overcome by grief, he hears a voice ask him, "Can you make it back inside by yourself, or do you need help?" Is that just the kind of thing a "writer mind" makes up, when contemplating the grief and horror of a parent in this situation? Did he even venture to offer that the "voice" was an "angel" come to help him? And that, can become an even deeper question. Whitley was one (like yourself) that had to be manipulated without the use of man's religion. But he agrees he has been manipulated, none the less. +++++++++++++++++ Come to find out, MOST people probably ONLY recall one or two strange encounters in their entire lives. Sure, paranormal stuff. But " them"? You've made an impression on me (and surely others!) with your "thug" encounter. I shiver to think of the impression you would put out there if "they" had done something good for you. (shudder. faint. fall over. crack skull. ~sigh~ AGAIN).
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Post by Deleted on Jan 1, 2016 11:16:33 GMT -6
Hmmm or did Whitley Strieber just need income from a good plot? With human kind.. you really never know...we are a pretty mercenary species. And yes..I've always found the answers to my own questions this way. I don't have a sounding board...anyone at my back..I am the end game. Family comes to me..I am the fixer..but fixing the fixer well..that had to evolve too I guess. Just once..I would have loved to have someone give me a huge hug and tell me not to worry that everything would be fine..we'd be ok. They'd better hurry..I'm not getting any younger and I'm thinking immortality is just not in the cards. I do believe there are other species out there. The greys..I don't think they've changed much over the years..I don't think they need to. I'm not the only one here who ran into this garden variety of little menace. And yes...I DO DO DO have to reduce them down with things like 'thug' or 'menace' or 'creep' and YES I do know I am. Like angels or God..I hold a strong feeling in my mind..I recognize the power..feel it..but I have to reduce it to a form or idea I can handle..that I can approach because chatting with an electrified energy being is beyond my conversational skills. I 'tame' them in my mind...to interact. Otherwise..my prayers would be as hollow as one chanted from the bible over and over..lacking any projection of myself. Granted in times of great duress..I'm very fond of the Lords Prayer...but that is another's soothing prayer..not mine..I just borrow it when I'm consumed with fear. One of those..having said that..I'm fine..no more worries..get on with it things. I suppose I have developed a lot of little 'tricks' coming from the background I did and yeah..that's probably one reason they knocked on my door The invulnerability thing..I don't mean they can't be killed..I mean that you can't do a thing with a thing until you understand it..and we don't have the mind to understand theirs...yet. Well..we may have the mind..but lack the ability to relate.. to think on their wave length or terms. That's a drawback for us. They don't seem to want to get cozy..have a cuppa and be understood. If they did..the stories like mine (which still continue) wouldn't be out there. By process of elimination..I figure A..they don't want the planet (they'd have it by simple sneakery). B..they don't want to be buddies C. They really don't want anything we have. I think they're pretty simple creep folk..don't have a lot of toys..no SUV's or Skidoo's or fine horses in their back yard..maybe no back yard. I don't think they have kids the way we figure reproduction works..and I get a blasted headache every time I think to long or deep into their 'id'. I think I have a 'block' approaching their brains. Mine or theirs..eh..doesn't really matter. I still get the feeling you're making some case 'for' them. Even giving them attributes they haven't earned or can't possibly possess. I get squirmy uncomfortable..see flashing 'don't you dare go there' road signs when I even try to 'humanize' them...or think there might be a Mr goody bar hidden amongst them. LOL. They are my bane..pretty much and not to change the subject but I've been having the wackiest dreams lately.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 2, 2016 3:15:13 GMT -6
Hugs jo. Everything's going to be ok.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 2, 2016 11:14:06 GMT -6
Know what Lorelei? I BELIEVE you thanks.
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