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Post by jcurio on May 14, 2019 7:02:49 GMT -6
I don’t know who my “enemies” are. And of course that’s a good thing.
But the more you get involved with people, and you’re the least bit paying attention, you get wind of gossip, and jealousy, and covetness..... and wonder when it’s going to come up in YOUR life..... and pray it doesn’t.
The human heart CAN be “evil” all the day long; we don’t need the caricature of the devil sitting on our right or left shoulder. THAT, we agree on.
But once corrupted, do humans have the opportunity to change?
I was trying to touch on the issue that the devil and his minions somehow became so corrupted that they can’t have ONE truly good thought. That someone else’s misery is their glee.
Isn’t that the place where true wickedness becomes obvious? Where we can laugh that someone (somewhere) is having a worse day than us?
(shivering)~ that’s not what I laugh at.
I try to laugh at my own idiosyncrasies. My own lack of common sense. My feelings of “self-importance”. Any ideas that sometimes I know it all.
Laughing at other “Beings”, and such, is not really part of my make-up. (Nervous laughter) Unless I’m trying to deal with fear. Which makes no sense at all!
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Post by jcurio on May 14, 2019 7:09:52 GMT -6
It seems that “wherever” I go, I attract the “down-trodden”.
Is that, like-attracts-like? Or have I purposely made it so?
I can’t totally relate to people if I’m always on this pedestal of “I’m blessed” 😉😁.
I want to choose to be on the level of “i’ve Been Redeemed”.
You know, “but for the grace of God, Go I......” ?
It’s a choice. Every day. My attitude is a choice.
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Post by jojustjo on May 14, 2019 16:45:02 GMT -6
hmmm...I do not think any human heart is evil. I don't think the devil makes us do anything. That....is our own free will. There are diseases of the mind that cause people to hear voices telling them to do horrible things...(schizophrenia) but when medicated...there are no voices...is that the devil? Do you suppose pedophiles are the devil's doing or a choice some very sick people make...from what I understand...those with problems like that are like addicts trying to stay away from heroin...
Frankly I think the devil and evil are faces we choose to blame rather than to own bad behavior. Kids who shoot kids...the devil or gang initiation?. It's the choices we make from the situations we face that will define us. Eventually we will account for those choices...evaluate them...process.
If you attract the 'downtrodden' they are seeing in you someone to give them some hope...what's wrong in that? Is it evil when someone laughs at someone's misfortune? Comedy on tv is filled with it. Pratt falls..etc. So is that the devil too? Or misguided human nature. We're not very good people you know...we come equipped with both good and evil cain and able...right in one tidy package. We do horrible things...we are cruel to animals...we beat children...molest them...kill them...kill each other...yell at our families...say words that can never be taken back...and for all of that....we have a choice...it's on us. God protect us from evil...we are the evil...within. God protect us from ourselves.
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Post by jcurio on May 19, 2019 14:20:10 GMT -6
...... yes, I always hope that I can give some “hope” 🤗.
There’s a “bible” story somewhere (I think it is the book of Enoch- so called pseudo apochria) where the “angels” were asking “humans” for “help” in finding their way back to God. (I’m definitely simplifying!). “They” were reminded that this was backwards......
But somehow, I can relate. In that, I took a “fall from Grace”, and spent a lot of time afterwards clamoring for God’s loving attention. This doesn’t mean that I was “seeking help from angels”. In fact, whenever I shared my “stories” of finding God again, I mean sharing really neat experiences with fellow humans, I was left feeling that my personal experiences were unimportant!
THAT was my interpretation, anyway. That focusing on myself, and what Jesus had done for me, was a type of self-serving speculation! I’m not kidding!
Now that I’m older and wiser, of course I see it differently! My stories are mine. Mine and God’s 😁. The stories are very personal to me, and are how God met me, in my personal need, in a way that I understood 😊. I can talk about these events with Him, thank Him, and get encouraged over and over again 😉😊
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Post by jcurio on May 19, 2019 14:39:46 GMT -6
But how to explain to other people that God/Jesus will do the SAME for them also?
Again, I’m not kidding.
There’s a confidence you gain by actively searching for Him. “Seek ye first the Kingdom Of God,”........
And, speaking of His Kingdom, is not talking about finding a “personal house” for myself in this Kingdom. Is that confusing?
I WILL “get” things for myself, personally. These things won’t mean as much, however, because I am seeking a Kingdom. A place where I can live and worship and fellowship with other citizens of the Kingdom. A “Kingdom” isn’t for just one person or one group of people.... really 😉
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Post by jojustjo on May 19, 2019 15:03:11 GMT -6
You can always...give people your opinion..what you believe in...what you hold dear. They will take that to heart if they need or choose to. God doesn't cause bad things. That is the hard part for people. If he's so great why does it cause all of this? He doesn't. But if we ask...he will give the strength to overcome. We come here to experience. To grow/develop/and to enrich the soul. How does a soul grow if not by experiences joy and tears. A minister or a priest passes on his/her belief....opinion...because the reality of it is that no one knows..and that is the definition of faith. But if you honest to god deep down FEEL it...it's worth passing on because even if only one person is helped...that IS the one person who was meant to be helped. My neighbor's mother. I often speak of her because she's for some reason captured my interest. She is 90...and faithless for all I can SEE. If you asked her..she would say she believes in God. She went to church when her son was alive because he wanted to go and they lived together. She looks down on her daughter's faith because it's not 'organized' and Catholic. She does not pray...she has no grace I can see. Mean to her grand kids when no one is around ..but being the next door neighbor with the open window..I hear it. She tries to bully them as she thinks every thing has been taken from her. When her son was alive they were like a 'couple'...she felt.. she ruled her apartment. When he died and she moved in with her daughter..she became this bitter woman who isn't smart enough to turn to the one thing that might help her. God. Who might give her enough grace to enjoy her children and grandchildren before she moves on. Now you know...eventually she'll have to sort that out. I never want to be that woman. I have a lot of reasons for clinging to what I believe...she's one of them.
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Post by jcurio on May 21, 2019 6:56:07 GMT -6
Thank you for sharing that. I don’t mind praying for people I most likely never will meet 🙂.
And that is a classic. Even if the bitterness has creeped in, is relatively new, the trickle down effect to those in contact with her.... it DOES matter.
Eventually, she may see this as a “power” over her family (in an otherwise helpless situation) and this truly can become a type of “evil”; no matter the age of the perpetrator.
(Not saying that she is evil).
But especially that SHE knows the difference. Sounds different when she thinks no one is listening.....
My heart aches for people like this. Because bitterness has firm roots and takes a lot of work (and Grace) to get rid of
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Post by jcurio on May 21, 2019 6:59:17 GMT -6
(I should know). 😉😇😟🤣🙄
Frankly, this is the “story” of my mom and me. I grew up very aware of how “nice” she could be to every one else.
We are writing a new story now .....
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Post by jcurio on May 22, 2019 5:43:30 GMT -6
In other news.....
I just finished the 3rd book of the David P. “411 series”. Smokey Mountain mysteries? I haven’t read the first two, but in this one he comments a lot on the Eastern part of the United States book that he already put out ( I haven’t read any other of his books yet).
Sometimes discouraging; sometimes flat-out miracles in this book. Cases also going back to 1800s and early 1900s.
He does just state the facts and gives sources. If there weren’t so many stories of small children talking about “seeing bears”, it sounds so much like “alien abduction”,,,,,
Especially the ages. Is the 5 year old and below age so much easier to “snatch”? Why are so many of them boys?
I can understand that (maybe) as the boys get older, they might be in the woods more (with relatives, etc.), but we are talking about children snatched in yards, from inside cars and houses, and from standing right next to their parents or siblings. A lot of the feeling expressed by the parents and relatives, is it is a kidnapping.
I was a small child when my parents couldn’t find me in the house and found me in the car in the driveway. The car was locked and no footprints in newly fallen snow. I was “known to sleepwalk”, or hide somewhere (or disappear). Only one case in this book did parents comment that a particular child had gone briefly missing before.
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Post by jcurio on May 22, 2019 5:59:24 GMT -6
The early cases, it is often mentioned that the child had 5 or more siblings. Did any of the other children seem to “disappear, hide, or be taken” at a young age? Sometimes a sibling was “gone” at the same time as the younger child, but “found” sooner....
He (David P.) does stress that these “missing children, etc.” happen near wilderness and bodies of water. I want to stress that the “missing children” phenomenon happened as much in the past as now related in cities.
So, now seems so much more like a human doing the kidnapping as compared to then.
I feel like I’m having trouble communicating right now on this issue. Probably because I’m still dumbfounded on the amount of children that have gone missing (sometimes found later: alive or deceased).
I get it that people think of David P. as referring to “Bigfoot”, but these aren’t all clear cut cases of some wild man or wild animal.
Now, if you think of Bigfoot as being an alien, and part of that type of abduction, it makes more sense (IMO).
iDK. I guess I need to read more of these books (as opposed to looking up names of the missing ). ?
Paulette, these “stories” definitely remind me of your early childhood experiences. Including your dad finding ways to keep you from going outside.
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Post by jcurio on May 25, 2019 9:53:39 GMT -6
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Post by jcurio on May 25, 2019 10:06:49 GMT -6
Note that she left her wallet, keys, and phone in her car. She was found without her socks and shoes (her feet and legs now swollen and very blistered).
If you have the time, read the account from her boyfriend after she was “3 days missing”.. he, and others “felt” that she was still alive. 😉
I would hope, that at some point, she could/would write a memoir, or short story. 2 weeks of nothing to do but keep a cool head and try to figure a way out of the predicament (including hoping for human and spiritual help); admitting that some daily details are forgotten; I would read it.
In fact, I think I will make a note of her name, and possibly pray that she does this.... (write of her experiences in the wood).
This WAS a planned hike, folks. They had video of her in a store getting water and energy bars (she still left her phone in the car!).
Note all the cell-phone selfies taken after they found her 😄. She was just 4 miles from her car (JUST. Think about viewing distance in a ravine or in the woods).
🤗
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Post by jcurio on May 25, 2019 10:16:36 GMT -6
Another one; abcnews.go.com/US/florida-teen-vanished-years-ago-reemerges-telling-police/story?id=57214473________________ She “disappeared”’at 14 years old. She’s an adult now at SEVENTEEN. Heartbreaking that even her cousins were “left behind” without a word. So glad that she wrote a letter to her family. So glad that she responded to police requests. So, this wasn’t tax evasion, or outright child abuse. If she wants to work and have a productive life, she HAD to “come in”. I’m assuming that her SS# used would eventually have her being found by relatives with a private eye. Relatives that she had to tell time and time again to “leave her alone”. Parents; step-parents?
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Post by jcurio on May 25, 2019 10:22:29 GMT -6
Not going to think about the small children who go missing. Not today; nope!
I see 5 of my family “little ones” today 😊. I’m glad to see my family constantly watching these kids ..... every single second. Really. To an outsider we probably seem over cautious around our own home. Oh well.!
It’s worth it.
We just think of it as a new kind of “tag-team”.
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Post by jcurio on May 26, 2019 16:55:14 GMT -6
And now, back to the “fairie-folk”. 😊
I CAN smile, because some of them are nice. “They” return people.
If you’re not scared of dying, but hate the idea of “prolonged death or some sort of torture”, then you have come to the right place.
Because it’s an enchantment. (and yes, I have had more convoluted dreams).
Yes, Aunty, they are interdimensional Beings (and I am no authority 😉😆).
Prolonged death? Think of the story of rip van winkle. There are others that are not so obvious with the time and physical deterioration thing...
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Post by jcurio on May 26, 2019 17:25:59 GMT -6
(IMO) it is also comparable to the recent article posted about the “Iditarod trail”.
Never mind that THAT IS a cold area. Underground there may be caverns; tunnels.
If you are interdimensional folk, what better way to come and go out of sight from the simple humans?
And again (as always; my number one question), what do you have to do with those simple humans, for?
Could some of these “ghosts” we see, be actual humans, not dead, but whithering away in fairie land? And by the way, what, WHAT, makes their (the fairies) land so fair? ____________
I’m asking you to ask yourself these hard questions. There are a lot of them.
I must say, that even this last dream foray that I shared with you all, there was a moment where I was offered a “wish”. Not just given any choice of a wish, but something presented to me through a “looking glass”...... something like “what my life WOULD HAVE been”..... and it was easily recognized as something that I DONT WANT..., and the enchantment was broken.
A test, if you will. 😉
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Post by jcurio on May 26, 2019 17:30:06 GMT -6
And that’s the big test. To be happy with what you have. To live your life with some purpose...... whatever it is that can keep you focused on the road ahead.
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Post by jcurio on May 26, 2019 17:30:52 GMT -6
Or focused on the day you are having. 😊
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Post by jcurio on May 27, 2019 17:59:23 GMT -6
And today, the “fairie-thing” means nothing to me.
I mean, I can look back and see what I wrote lately, and remember that “passion” I had. HAD. Where did it go so quickly??
It’s like I’m suddenly this “ultra- fickle” person . Or scattered.
You, the reader, have probably sensed this about me, before. It’s just really weird when I “sense it” myself.., ________________
I had a dream last night about someone in my family who died in the last few years. I “saw her” as being really happy. Somehow, I can assume that I got a small glimpse of her in Heaven. It was very brief. But her last few years here on Earth she was miserable. Struggled with getting enough oxygen. She died one night in her sleep.
It was a gift; this “seeing” her.
I only relate it to my recent “fairy dreams” because God is reminding me that there is MORE. _________________
Would you like to live forever with the fairies?
I wonder if some people do........
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Post by skywalker on May 27, 2019 21:55:12 GMT -6
I would like to live forever with people (or fairies) who care about me. If nobody cares what's the point in living?
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Post by jcurio on May 28, 2019 20:33:22 GMT -6
Great point.
And, I was coming on here to post two recent discoveries :
1. Dr John Mack had been studying suicide before he got more involved in “ufo studies”
2. I am POSITIVE now, why I hate being stared at. (Reading More ufo literature to get THAT answer)
(Yes? I am actively researching again).
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Post by jcurio on May 31, 2019 5:02:14 GMT -6
(Note to self- note the last name...... 🙂)
Alexander Wendt.
(Hmmmmm..... no “blue” telling that I copied this name from latest article on TEOR by B. Cox).
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Post by jcurio on May 31, 2019 5:08:49 GMT -6
Exactly who’s calling the shots on what to release and what to withhold is more than a bit murky right now, but the To The Stars Academy, which lured military intelligence agent Luis Elizondo out of the shadows in 2017, obviously has major clout. Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/8112/day-times-implied-ets-real#ixzz5pV1fQ4Wy____________ (See? There’s the “blue”. Same article I copied from a moment ago ).
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Post by jcurio on May 31, 2019 5:11:37 GMT -6
TTSA is an official partner with the History channel on this one, whose six-part and now hugely anticipated series begins Friday night. Is there an actual game plan here, or are they just winging it to see what sticks? devoid.blogs.heraldtribune.com/15823/this-isnt-how-its-supposed-to-be/ Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/8112/day-times-implied-ets-real#ixzz5pV2WNzg5************* Will I remember to watch this tonight?
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Post by jcurio on May 31, 2019 5:19:19 GMT -6
at and t , channel 256, 9:00 pm tonight.
After a FULL SCHEDULE (all day!?) Of ancient aliens.
Whoa.
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Post by jojustjo on Jun 1, 2019 15:42:22 GMT -6
I'm afraid that quite a few missing children were abduction of human kind, not alien kind. Predators exist everywhere...imagine walking down the street...how many did you pass? How could you possibly know? We have more evil on this planet via our own kind than demons or aliens I think. Not that there are not cases too that are not human caused. I am sure there are many. There were stories about 'fairies' taking children and leaving a changeling for hapless people to raise. Oh what IS the bird that does that...lays it's egg in another bird's nest for it to raise this huge bird child. Cowbirds and Cuckoos..I think both. Since there are so many of these stories and from so long ago...there must be some grain of truth to them. Like the 'little people' Leprechauns..these stories start somewhere...somewhy. I can easily believe an 'interdimensional' thing ..parallel earth..doorways/portals that others have learned to use...it would sure explain a lot.
I so agree Sky...what is the point if no one cares? No matter how frustrated I might be..or even depressed which doesn't happen to me often..I know I have those who care. We even have HERE...a place where we're virtually unknown but still cared about...at least I feel that way. I have real friends I have made here. Bared my soul so to speak in ways I couldn't in person. In the 'real world' I have to be different people..adaptable to those who need me to be a certain way. Here..I'm closer to being an actual ME. Hmmm. I miss people I do not see here for awhile. And we seem to all have come here for a reason..a need. So I think it's important to keep it going.
Fairies I'm not sure tho..I think some of them might have been kinda mean....there ARE those stories LOL
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Post by jcurio on Jun 8, 2019 10:10:02 GMT -6
Something is WRONG with me.
No, seriously. Something has happened. And I don’t have a clue when, or why.
And it’s just a teeny bit scary.
I set off electronic alarms sometimes (of course). I had a purse that seemed to do it, and I got rid of it. So, the alarms stopped for a bit.
Last night I went to the Kansas City Royals game. I wore Levi’s shorts, a newly purchased royals t-, tennis shoes, and a fanny pack around my waste. Baseball hat (much worn). House keys in my pocket. In fanny pack was readers, small binoculars, sunglasses, cell phone in a leather case, with one credit card in the case.
I took the fanny pack off for security tray, and proceeded to be scanned personally by a woman security guard with a wand; then again, and again. It was quick, I wasn’t embarrassed in front of a crowd or my friends, but they (two women) asked the same question (even though I lifted my shirt more than once), “Do you have a belt on?”
They scanned and scanned my lower back. Ran the scanner up my spine. Satisfied that I couldn’t be concealing any weapons, they sent me on.
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Post by jcurio on Jun 8, 2019 10:17:47 GMT -6
Today I’m baffled.
Do I have something “alien” coiled along my spinal column? Really far-fetched you say?
Of course my spine and other limbs are continually stiff and need to be stretched -all day long. That’s all I’m thinking.
But weird. IF I truly am an experiencer, which I know is “believed” HERE, on TEOR, why would I “need” such an extensive implant? I’m talking more than in my nose, or ear, or neck.
My lower back has been naturally “fused” since I “blew out” two swollen discs around 2002. It has never gotten so much attention since....
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Post by jcurio on Jun 8, 2019 10:28:44 GMT -6
Second event:
Approx. 12 days ago.
I was mowing on a week day afternoon. Front patch next to driveway.
A man pulls up in an indistinct sedan/family car, next to my driveway, and his window goes down. I’m mildly irritated, but I turn off the mower. We are within 10 feet of each other and don’t have to yell or walk any closer to hear each other.
Non- descript man. I can tell you the color of his eyes, shirt, car, and receding hairline.
He asks me if I know anyone who flies drones in the area; one fell in his yard. As a matter of a fact, I do. And I tell the guy exactly what house to go to, a few streets over. I tell him (ever so calmly) that this particular house has the front door open (screen) and he should be able to go right up to the door and ask.....
My friend has security cameras all over the place. This guy never came over. Nope.
I asked my friend about it a few days later and he knew nothing about it.
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Post by jcurio on Jun 8, 2019 10:34:23 GMT -6
What was THAT about?
Now, at the time, from as far as I could see, I was the only one outside on a week day afternoon. School was still in session.
Does this man see drones flying around my house? Hmmmmm? Would he mistake drones flying in a field 100-200 feet from my property, as coming from my house? Possibly.
Was this a test? I think not. There was nothing suspicious about the man... just that he didn’t follow up on my completely casual answer. Weird.
(Give me some good sleep and I will think of other things that have happened lately 🙃).
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