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Post by skywalker on May 4, 2015 18:34:50 GMT -6
Sounds like your friend is still trying to live her life instead of just resigning herself to her chair or bed or whatever else doctors would resign her to. I would say she has good spirit...or maybe just stubbornness but that's not always a bad thing either.
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Post by paulette on May 4, 2015 22:35:44 GMT -6
Live life but use a stick. She has recently broken ribs and her hips have soft tissue damage. She just goes down without breaking her fall. Nobody wants her to be in bed or her chair all the time. And people did let her do what she wanted to do. It was difficult to do so however - especially the axe part.
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2015 19:54:19 GMT -6
Sorry to read about your friend Paulette. But you're definitely right. Everyone is dying... whether or not you're a young healthy vegetarian who gets hit by a drunk driver one night or whether or not you're an invalid confined to a single room for decades.
So it is indeed.
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Post by paulette on May 17, 2015 11:58:43 GMT -6
Ex husband showed up in a dream this morning. He shows up and is helpful but doesn't look happy about it! I think we are tied (karmicly?) spirit-wise) He'd like to "go get lost" but we are still in some ways connected. However it is sad that he doesn't ask me for help or we don't get to celebrate together. I did always want him to fix things - he wasn't good at it and often they didn't stay fixed (like the back stairs he built that fell off the house with me on them - 8 months pregnant). He didn't intend to build falling stairs. He hadn't anchored them correctly. His father didn't teach him how to build thing (although he built thing himself). True is, I know he did the best he could (granted, he didn't reseach his projects very well). I'd like to think that I'll stop asking him for help and he'll be happier to see me or not see me in the future...
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Post by Deleted on May 17, 2015 15:59:21 GMT -6
I've been researching severing "spirit-ties" or "soul-ties". I sure don't like having my ex show up in my dreams!
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Post by paulette on May 18, 2015 11:33:03 GMT -6
Interesting - but I probably wouldn't do it. Things happen for a purpose in the spirit world. IMO.
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Post by paulette on Jun 19, 2015 11:05:19 GMT -6
New dream - two days ago, lingering around so I'll catch it. On a road trip with people unknown to me in this reality. One large woman (in my dreams I don't think of myself as large). Anyway we are in a Volkswaggen Beetle (a vehicle I have seldom ridden in) going somewhere in a big city. Like many dreams I have - this is somewhat post-apocalyptic - streets are blocked off, there are deep holes in the roads here and there. Anyway we are going somewhere and I'm watching the sky (as I do) and the clouds are getting twistier and darker and little tags are starting to come down (and although I've only seen waterspots far away and videos of tornadoes I FEEL the energy building). Suddenly there are tornadoes on the ground and others forming very close by. A sky full of funnels going this way and that.
We park and scramble into a strong looking building (steel and masonry) and go up a few stairs and there are windows and we can see approaching funnels. One shears off a corner of the building we are in - but doesn't suck us all out so this part is not believable in the waking reality). It does not feel safe and my large companion seems to be hurt and myself and another younger woman get her back down the stairs and back to the car - we'll take our chances in escaping from this place.
OK. I immediately flashed that I am all three women - the fat hurt one, the young one and the young adult one (that's who I initially thought I was in the dream.) I am doing some deep work in counselling to dissapate frozen trauma - there is a 3 year old me that has been seeming trapped in living in the trauma that she passed through and successfully grew up to be relatively healthy. We (therapist and I) are going back to retreive her and show her that it got better. This may sound inane but it is having a strong effect on me. And without getting overly dramatic about this, this is the stuff of multiple personalities - that a piece of oneself remains the age she was during a bad moment or day or year or whatever. She cannot fix this, but the adult can. Nurture her, show her the positive aspects of what happened next - you grew up, fell in love, graduated University, HAD YOUR OWN DAUGHTER etc. I'm working on this.
The tornadoes feel very threatening but they cut away seemingly safe places to hide and make us cooperate together to get to a truely safer place. I'm for it!!!
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Post by Deleted on Jun 19, 2015 23:55:27 GMT -6
This stuff IS good to work on; tornados and all.  I get the symbolic, but since you can somewhat control the weather in your awake life, have you tried controlling it in your dreams? (glad to see you are following through on talking to someone and working on self). |
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Post by Deleted on Jun 20, 2015 0:22:52 GMT -6
Interesting - but I probably wouldn't do it. Things happen for a purpose in the spirit world. IMO. I think this comment was in response to my - " I've been researching severing "spirit-ties" or "soul-ties". I sure don't like having my ex show up in my dreams! Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/151/paulettes-dreaming?page=16#ixzz3dZy2Ca2cand if it was, I thank You for this! __________________________________________________________________________ Other people have also cautioned me about "severing". But, when I get an idea, I have to research it further. I get "stubborn" that way. Maybe it will help if I explain more. I've talked about my seeming influence over my dad. I think of something, and he goes and does it. This part, I've gotten some good results. But, other things are not so easy. I'm talking about my dad asking me one day, if I toss and turn, and sweat a lot in my sleep. My dad does not ask questions like this. And, I don't normally have this obvious difficulty in bed. When he asked me this, yes, it was happening. And, my dad is having these same issues. And nightmares, and calling out in his sleep. I no longer have "these symptoms", but I'm hearing my dad, and of course he's making it very difficult for my mom to sleep. When I do dream of my former husband, I am usually just an invisible bystander, watching his life further deteriorate (which it is). Last night I dreamed that he was in a bad drug deal, gone really bad, and people were shooting guns. I wasn't ever shot, but its still hard to watch other people get shot. And I was looking under a tarp for a gun I could shoot, and found (touched) a semi-buried body. The only dream about him (former husband) that seemed to help me, was one where I started figuring out a way to know I was dreaming. For years, a sign of helplessness in ANY dream (him in it, or not) was to try to use a phone to call someone, and I could never remember the phone number (in the dream). Well, our new phones (cell phones), when they are working, what is the first thing you see on it when you go to make a call? THE TIME. And even my subconscious mind knows to "check the time", to figure out if I'm dreaming or not. For me, the first step to lucid dreaming! I digress. just trying to show you the benefits of "severing ties". Even spiritual ones. |
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Post by skywalker on Jul 8, 2015 21:42:14 GMT -6
I've had a few tornado dreams also. In mine I'm always trying to go outside and take pictures of them while everybody else is trying to find a place to hide. That sounds like something I would do in real life.  Guess I'm just not afraid of things that could suck me up off the ground and rip me to pieces and throw me a few thousand feet through the air at 300 miles per hour.  |
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Post by paulette on Jul 14, 2015 8:11:06 GMT -6
I just typed a longish story and it disappeared. I must hit tab - but I can never find it again. Shazbutt.
Jcurio - I didn't respond to your earlier remark here and dreaming of your ex (and it sounds like both in dreams and real life his life is a mess). Anyway I suggested that you GET the dream. With message delivered, it may disappear. I too cannot use the phone in dreams (and I try) but quickly realize that I can't and that I'm dreaming...
Anyway, I got up around 6 (its light here) and immediately wanted to write this one down. I did watch the "Whspers" last night on TV - a series in which aliens have arrived and can travel and observe and listen via electrical devices (including of course our cell phones). They have contact with various people but am focused on children, who accept them as interesting friends. The glimpses that the adults have via psi is not comforting. All the children later disappear. Last night they/humans blew up the alien "telephone" - a glowing blue rock. It is hockey with creepily believable bits (the affected children look like the ones in Village of the *bleep*). Haunted eyes...
Anyway in my dream, I was strapped in and on a space flitter. A small fast craft. I was inside and so couldn't really say what shape it was, could have been a disc. We flew up out of the atmosphere and passed close by a space station? It was shaped like a do-nut and brightly lit on the outside. Then we landed somewhere (the moon?) and I was unstrapped and allowed to walk around a little. I had been restrained - like in a modern baby car seat, so that my arms couldn't move much and I was "locked" in one position. When it was time to go, the young woman pilot started to restrain me again and I realized that I was strapped to the outside of the vehicle! I panicked - like the matter of the phone, I then realized that I would not have lived in space on the outside and that something was wrong with my perception. Everyone (there was more than one) looked at me with exasperation when I said something like, "I'm not really here - this is not what it seems to me!"
She shrugged and said, "You are right." She then proceeded to strap me in and realized I was restrained in a laboratory room. Whatever I was perceiving was not something I was physically there seeing. "Right again" she said and everyone went dark. (My impression was that I was then drugged or at least prevented from seeing my surroundings.) I seemed to be being used as a remote sensor. I don't know if the people running the show were humans - or not. It was like someone wanted to know what I could "see".
When I realized that I was not actually in space and that I was actually in some sort of lab - I woke up. I am now going to look up images of the various space stations to see if there are any donut shaped ones.
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Post by paulette on Jul 14, 2015 8:13:23 GMT -6
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Post by paulette on Aug 9, 2015 11:07:06 GMT -6
Another going away dream: Aug 9, 2015 5am Dreamed I/we were rushing to catch a plane. I was with my ex husband Dave - dead for about 12 years in this reality. We were late, pulled into the parking lot, and he sprinted for the door with a suitcase. I struggled to pull the other one out - it was his, not mine. My passport was in mine. (We didn't seem to need tickets for this flight). When I got there, he was gone and had checked my bag through. I was trying to explain why I didn't have my passport (Pass the portal?). Finally the guy at the desk said, "Well run, you might make it. Run for the big lens." The big lens. Is, well round and possibly what people describe what they see when dying. I missed that plane. I had the CPAP machine on so I was breathing adequately. I was just *angry* off that he had left me (again and again and again that's the theme of dreams he's in and also the marriage we created.) He left us emotionally years before we broke up. HE DOESN'T WANT TO TAKE CARE OF ME. Not in this dream or any other dream. But its like - he's assigned to me. He's supposed to find it in his heart to help me. That's why HE'S in the dream. Maybe he's afraid that if I cross over holding his hand that I'll be his responsibility forever. Maybe if he gets it right then HE CAN GO in peace. (In the dream he had my luggage, I had his). Or maybe that's just another story about some synapses firing off in my brain. There are other people I might want to see other than him! I didn't miss him (OK maybe some part of me kept hoping and missed him.) He didn't miss us (OK but he keeps being thrown into my dreams and showed up VERY STRONGLY when my daughter had a psychic reading - reassured her he loved her. But he can't reassure me of that? I know that I can love people that I have no further physical business with. Can't everyone? Just love from afar and wish them well?  Hmmmmm...... |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 9, 2015 13:19:00 GMT -6
but he took your luggage and your passport. Is this as simple as he took an important piece of you with him? ______________________________________________________________________________________________________ "I seemed to be being used as a remote sensor. I don't know if the people running the show were humans - or not. It was like someone wanted to know what I could "see". " Read more: theedgeofreality.proboards.com/thread/151/paulettes-dreaming#ixzz3iLZpaEzf******************* Very intuitive
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Post by Deleted on Aug 9, 2015 13:24:41 GMT -6
I think they are armed. I think Starwarss changed form, etc., but was not dismantled.  We repeat 'history' all the time (Ha! what a pun!). Someone posted here on Teor that the HAAAARP facility was being dismantled. Then I heard somewhere that it was bought, intact, by somebody? You have some great questions here, Paulette. I can't answer them (of course), but getting certain questions from your subconscious makes me go hmmmmmmmm. |
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Guess I'm just not afraid of things that could suck me up off the ground and rip me to pieces and throw me a few thousand feet through the air at 300 miles per hour. 
Hmmmmm......
Hope all is well with everyone. I see there are some new members , thats good. So good to see your names on threads and be back!